I haven’t been formally diagnosed with anything but I’ve been struggling anxiety and depression for well over a year ( I’ve probably have had it longer but only relatively recently have I identified the symptoms). Most worrisome is that I’ve been having intrusive thoughts about cutting off my fingers or slicing my face with a razor, before last year I haven’t had a history of self-injury so I don’t really understand why now so late in my life that I’m having these thoughts.
Im also concerned I might be moderately schizophrenic, and honestly I’m not sure who Ican talk to about this in RL without causing any potential problems for myself.