lil baby kimi

 i wanna meet someone who is dominate but sweet i am an adult baby sissy i never get to wear diapers or anything cause no money nor privacy i wish that one day someone will save me from this life i am in a deep depression i would love to cry but i have cried so much to where i cannot shed tears except when i yawn i am a big submissive i love video games manga and anime i love rock i hate rap i weigh 290 but i am willing to lose it for anyone the reason i eat is cause of sadness all in all i just wanna leave my life behind for someone if someone would just show up i am 20

this is something i wrote today

to know my life is to know sadness,abuse,loneliness,neglect,abandonment by the people you care about most and to be back stabbed so many times you are afraid to face the world and just want to live in the dream world where everything is finally going right and people love you for you and what you are instead of the constant torment. many people would say it could have been worse i say it could have been better and why do people haft to have it in order for me to feel better to say it could have been worse make it seem like i got a bruise and im ok the truth is i am probably one of many broken people who wakes up everyday to the nightmare of a world that does nothing but judge and ridicules you and you have no where to go. i may not be judged for my fetish cause not many know but i am overweight and i have hair that grows like crazy that alone makes people think you are garbage and you should just go die i will say this there are certain people in my life right now that are trying to heal me and over time i think this will work but only time will tell. will i be healed or will i be hurt worse than i ever have before???