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*First off,my space bar is only working intermittently. It's annoying for me too so forgive me if there are words concatenated. ** Second off, if any of this comes off as an attack upon your own sexual/other kinks, it's not meant to. I'm just as much a sexual deviant as the rest of you Anyway, I don't know why but I decided to try messing again tonight. I've done it twice previously, and I didn't like it whatsoever. However, I'm a firm believer in try anything twice. Because what if they first time you fluke the 1 in a million shot of getting a bad experience when the rest of the time you love it? Anywho... I'd messed twice before,but one time I was in such a rush I basically forced it out then changed within seconds, so I elected not to count the experience as valid. So,I'm sitting playing me some dragon age, house is empty. I got new diapers arriving tomorrow and I know I got one still from the last batch. So... what to do? I put it on,went back to the game and over a couple of hours, wet it 4 times. I kinda needed a dump, so I decide just now was as good a time as any. So messed.Squished it a little to try that. Wasn't digging it too much, but what really got me was the smell when I sat down. (maybe that's just my rather crap diet) But it was reeking to high heaven. Then at clean-up.... Jesus the smell and the amount... I have a new found appreciation of the effect of having that reservoir of water at the bottom of the toilet now. So, tried it, didn't like it, I'll chalk it up to experience and move on. *** Yeah, I don't really have a point to this post, simple have little to do and thought I'd share. To re-iterate, this is not meant to insult those that do mess and love it, I simply wanted to post my experience tonight.

I had a lot of problems when I was younger, I got bullied, a lot, and took a fair amount of drugs between 14 and 19. However, I want to make clear that I'm no longer into drugs at all. I don't smoke, and I'm not a big drinker even. Drugs I have done: 1. Marijuana [Cannabis] 3. Cocaine 4. Hallucenegenic Mushrooms 7. LSD 8. Ecstacy 16. Alcohol I smoked a lot of dope, like about half an ounce of hash a week. Coke I did a few times and I didn't like the overall experience. Mushrooms were weird. Acid, was fucked up. I did it once, and only once. I had a good trip, but I'm terrified I'd get a bad one. E... came down badly on it. Did it a few times until I got a phone call one night from a friend who had taken a couple of pills and I had no idea if she was laughing or crying. It was creepy. Alcohol, well I like a drink on occasion. I haven't done any of the above except have a drink. I'm very anti-drugs these days actually, which is either growth or I'm a hypocrite.

Go for it. If you think it'll make you happy, then why the hell not? If it doesn't well, better to have given it a go

I'm very gay. I'll pull a girl, and I'll shag a girl if I'm out of it, but I'm not really into chicks. I like my sex mildly kinky. Not into whips and chains, but I'm up for something a little out of ordinary. I consider myself: I dunno, neither. We just fuck.

Last thing before I go to sleep is usually whatever I was having a wank over/doing with whoever is drunk enough to be in bed with me. (Kidding, I'm in a relationship, and I don't drink) First thing next morning? I usually need a piss, or worrying about the time. Sometimes wondering what the song is (alarm radio) or thinking i'm playing Final Fantasy 7 (alarm ringtone on phone)

I'm noticing a distinct lack of elderscrolls here. I never played the first 2 but Morrowind and Oblivion were awesome. I also really dig FF7,8,10, tactics and the original. Fable 1 and 2 were great fun. Mass Effect was brilliant too. Zelda games ain't RPGs imo, action adventure.

I'd not announce it. The world is full of nutters. I'm at uni at the moment, and if I didn't have to work after I finish, I'd probably do another degree. Then I'd travel, and set up my own small business. A Book shop or whatever to keep me amused during the day.

Okay, the best beer on the go is actually... Desperados. I don't know if you can get it in the US/Canada (though it's also possible thats where it comes from, I don't spend much time reading the bottle.) I usually drink Cider or Jack Daniels and Coke. If things are tight I make turbo cider. Cider + Vodka. Does the job a little too well I find. And softdrink wise, I'm a sprite kinda guy, but apple juice is the best you had.

I'm about 99.9% honest. However, being honest just means if I answer then I'll not lie. Doesn't mean I'll answer. But I have nothing to lose. You don't know me so you can't cause damage to my personal life. And you people are probably more unlikely than most to judge me for being a who I am.

I put Christian. I'm a catholic (though, what with the fact one of my favourite passtimes is to suck cock, perhaps not a "good" one). I don't take religion too seriously. Morally it is pretty handy as it generally provides you with a lot of examples of events and how it is possible to react etc, but so does your average teen drama. I am Catholic, but I rarely go to confession, and only go to Mass on what I deem special occasions. Usually anniversaries of deaths more than stuff like Easter or Christmas.

My advice? Fuck 'em. If they don't accept you in any way, or act like a bunch of dickheads... fuck 'em. As soon as it is viable, leave home and then you can do what you want, when you want. It's not the best advice, but it is what I'd try and do in your position.

I've wet about 10pm and slept in the same wet diaper and wet the following morning then left it a few hours and wet and then changed. That said, when I go number 2 in a diaper, I change it immediately. Just to be safe.

I bought my first adult diapers. When I got them, through the mail one day. I did the following things from the list: # Wore it # Wet it # Messed it # Came in it However, it was more a case of: Wore It Came in it Wore it Wet it Came in it Wet It Messed It Came in it Was a good day!

I must admit, I find it very shocking to see such a high turnout of people had some kind of abuse. I knew I wanted to be back in nappies before what happened to me, so I know the two are unrelated. It was however, the reason I did so many drugs as a teenager. Over it now though, she can burn in hell now.

Disposable is where it is at, nothing comes close.