It is a possibility. There is not a whole lot more than I can say other than reciting the statement that you asked not to be recited. Perhaps you are able to deny yourself diapers and live a long, happy life. I cannot. No matter how hard I tried, I could not. In my case (for, I cannot speak for you), trying to be rid of my desires to wear diapers cause(d) massive amounts of stress and anxiety. Stress is never healthy, nor does prolonged stress ever lead to good and wonderful things. Shingles is a bad thing no matter who you ask. I wish you the best, however you define it.