I was very guilty to start with, I was 19 when I wore the first time I have been thinking about being babied since I was 10-11 or so but I obviously didn't know it was a fetish/lifestyle I just thought I was weird. But I put my first diaper on at 19 when my partner found out about it.
I did feel extremely guilty as I have a young daughter who's only 2 and a half now, I felt ashamed and it just felt wrong to me, and one time I was putting a diaper on in the bedroom I was gonna put her to bed shortly, when she came running in and saw it, its like she knew it was weird even though she was only just coming 2, sort of a "Mummy why are you wearing a diaper?" look on her face. I felt very shamed and embarrased then and shes my daughter whos to young to understand!
Now I only put one on if she is in bed rather than before. I still am not over the shame and guilt, there are evenings when I put her to bed I get my PJs and a diaper ready then have a bath but then I look at it and think 'nah I wont tonight' and I put it away. I still feel ashamed and very nervous when I wear infront of my partner too, even afraid to walk coz of the crinkle lol. But I do wear every now and again (when I can afford it lol). But for me its not just about the diaper, yes it makes me feel littler but its all about snuggling etc and sucking my thumb makes me feel little. I do love to wear diapers though obviously..(still need to find one that fits right mind lol).
So no I am not really over the shame and guilt, I just wear when I want to, which may be a couple times a week in the evening usually when my partner is out at work I still keep it on when he gets home though, I want to get over the nervousness so I dont take it off.
It doesn't hurt anyone and if you wear alone and tell no one you will be fine, just enjoy yourself, theres tonnes of us the same as superdiaperbaby said be proud of who you are. Incontinent people HAVE to wear diapers, there is no shame in diapers, in all reality its just another one of those things in life, so if you want to act little or feel sexual over them why not?
Hope you get over it
x