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Ohhh the hunger games just finished that series and god I love a book that is actually real. I mean the hero doesnt always win and even if they do its not always what they really wanted to happen. anyway welcome !

very nice

I just started watching this with the newer series this year and I must say it is quite good and I am hooked

Ohhh I ride a 2010 fusion sport and LOVE it. Working 60+ hours a week has at least that as an advantage. When not on land I ride in a Hobie 18 that I got this summer..... I cant wait to get that thing out on the water again

I got a Kindle Fire and Absolutly love it

I am ... Well trying to server queues seem to have crit me pretty hard.

saw Sherlock tonight it was great just as good as the first one. Now to see MI:3 tommarow

I'm playing it at the moment and absolutely love it. Agreed it is wow with light sabers but...... come on its light sabers

WoW ...... sorry for the bad pun but that is epic. Why not lay it sideways and turn into a coffee table with a larger glass top placed across it.

My college is a joke. In the two years there my professors have crashed my websites that where required for the course only to tell me to start over. One of them was a computer business major teaching a operating system course. He knew nothing other than to read the slides. Hell he even had his wife come in and hand out our midterm tests. Other than that college is looking to be a failure. I want to learn to program devices, not business programming eg: websites and the like. Oh I did forget to mention that I have bad ADD. I just don't sit still. I mean I can play a game read a book and carry on a conversation. This leads to massive amounts of boredom, which in turn I feel fuels depression. BTW what type of sailing do you do. About 7 months ago a friend of mine got me into beach cats. Now I own a used Hobie 18 that needs some winter work.

I always tried to sell them something in return. "hello would you like to sign up for ....." Only if you will buy my microwave from me.

I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who responded. It makes me feel a little better. Now that I have had time to think about it more its not just the job that has me feeling this way. For example: I avoid almost ALL social situations eg: dont go to parties, when my friends invite me over I make excuses. This is because they makes me so freaking nervous. I just get this feeling that its all fake, a show, a front.

I am 22. and I know that you are not going to be "happy" all of the time its just frustrating to know that this is it in life.

Sorry if this is in the wrong place. Mods please move as you see fit. First what is depression. I have researched it and that is no help so I will explain my story and find out what everyone thinks. Every day I go to work and do a lot of physically demanding labor. I will be the first to admit that I got the job I have because of my father, But I have not kept the job I have because of him. In the 5 years that I have been there can and do everything that is possible in the shop. I often get called and asked my opinion on things and equipment when they don't even bother to ask the people that have been there for well over 20 years. This is fine as I feel it shows that I take my job seriously and it shows that I am willing to learn. Now I get paid well under what everyone else is making. Meaning a guy who was hired 1 year after me makes well over 20 an hour and shows no aptitude for the job. That is my basic day go to work and then when I get in the car to go home the depression sets in. I mean yeah the job sucks but come on its a job I should feel glad I have one. At least that is what everyone tells me. But it gets to the point when I feel like if I had a firearm I would not be typing this right now. Now the job is not the only thing that is keeping me feeling like this. About 2 years ago the job got me pissed off enough that I enrolled in the local college. Immediately after I told my boss that I would not be going out of town on days when I had class and had to be in town for those class's. He agreed which shows they know that I am a valued employee. Yet after 2 years of school I feel like I haven't accomplished anything. I feel like I am stuck in the same thing EVERY DAY and it will never change. The problem is I don't constantly feel like this. I mean I have my happy moments. I really enjoy playing games and making things. Hell I enjoy taking my sailboat out. So after all this being said I thought depression was an everyday thing of hopelessness, but that is not what I am feeling just an almost everyday thing.