Rockies Fan in Diapers

You're with a friend: You: "Excuse me, I Gotta Go Pee." Friend: "But I thought you just went to the bathroom?" You: "I Did. But my IGottaGoPee Device is telling me that I Gotta go again." Lol.

I was abused emotionally as a "kid" & I had a bunch of "adult" responsibilities pawned off onto me while I was a "kid"/teenager. The emotional abuse led to a personality disorder & years of ongoing therapy. While I answered that the abuse led to my being ABDL, I am not 100% sure that this the case, I would say I am 80% sure. I needed a coping mechanism when I was a "kid" & I have always said & felt as though my "childhood" was non-existent. Being ABDL gives me a tiny sliver of that feeling.

Let's just say Enough to likely make you jealous.

Thankfully where I am, I don't see no backpacks in restrooms in signs everywhere (yet). I am not incontinent, however do due a medical issue I urinate more frequently than most people & if I restrict my water intake while out & about, I wind up paying for it later by getting dehydrated & I have to catch up on my water intake. I am considering wearing more when I go out so I can stay properly hydrated & not have to worry about finding a restroom all of the time. Usually the big box type of stores don't have no backpack issues & since I have to use public transit to get around I not ever without my backpack. If they want to look in it to make sure I am not stealing anything, be my guest, I have nothing to hide.

Thank God, then Go to College, then buy a car & go to driving school, then buy a house. Then immediately get my Rockies Season Tickets Back. Save & invest the rest.

What others have said. Like for me the difference between wearing like a Tykables Overnight while it is dry compared to a store brand is like night vs day, no comparison in how different they feel. If you want to check out some of the ABDL ones without buying full packs, I would recommend checking out the site: htttp://wearingclouds.com they don't have samples of every ABDL diaper out there, but they have a lot of ones & you can order individual samples to try them out & figure out sizing, etc.

Hi Baby dandan, man that is a lot of very tough stuff you are going through. I can't relate to any of those experiences, however I can relate to being a private person & bottling things up instead of sharing things with others. I understand how hard it is to do this & I have also come to realize that holding everything in isn't healthy either, I am trying to work on letting others know/help me when times are going tough, but it is a struggle. Just letting you know that you aren't alone & that I know part of the struggle. *Hugs*

Sleep Varies for me actually quite a bit, not because of physical issues but I have like an overactive brain that often won't shut off & stop overthinking that makes sleep difficult. When I sleep, I usually sleep deeply & I love when I do, & when I get less than 8 hours or an interrupted sleep, I am a grouch the next day.

I did it this morning after coffee.

I pronounce it with the silent A here.

Prevail are basically an equivalent of Depends.

The crazy extremes that people will go to nowadays just fathom me...

LOL I laughed at this one, because when I was a chronological "quote" unquote "kid", my "parents" called me "a little whipper snapper" all of the time.

I am single, however I am in therapy for different reasons & yes I did bring it up with a now former therapist who left ;'( & it went well, they were aware of it, I didn't make a big deal out of it, because as I made it clear, it is not a "problem" to me & I didn't & don't want to change it (the wearing diapers as a fetish that is). I don't know if they had other clients with the same issue. Good Luck in counseling, I wish you the best.

I just heard about this today from a friend & I am going to treat myself to my first ever stuffed bear as an actual adult for 32 dollars (My Actual age). As soon as I found out about this I thought of posting it here in case anyone else wants to take advantage. Once again it is this coming Thursday July 12th only. I have included a link to a local news article about it & it is also listed on the Build-a-Bear Website too. www.9news.com/article/news/nation-world/age-isnt-just-a-number-build-a-bear-announces-first-ever-pay-your-age-day/