Hmm first time. Well i never took it seriously back then but when i was about 6/7 or about that i asked for 'training pants' and felt really secure with them on, same as i feel now.
I had troubles as a kid wetting the bed but got out of it.
When me and my friend were about 13/14 we put some dolls ones on i had and put them in our pants and rode on our bikes pissing in them and then we'd bin them.
So up until pretty much now thats all id done.
Hubby and Me love that this is OUR secret life and its something no-one else knows and we'll hold forever.
He is like me and feels calm when he has them on.
If he gets upset or angry all i have to do is grab a nappy and whack it on him and he is just like a sooky baby. No-one would expect it looking at him with all the tattoos.