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For me the top 3 things are 1 my bed I sleep in a car bed with my teddies and dolls. 2 getting diaper checked by almost everyone I know and being told to change 3 not being able to wear adult clothes inside and no choice of what I wear outside apart from work.

My new dress I think it’s longer than I thought at least it’s not showing my diaper to much my new nighty to

I really don’t have any need for them my daddy said he doesn’t need them as not always a wet diaper needs changing plenty of times I have been called in for a check and told that they are not to be changed and even at work I normally get told that they are good for the rest of the shift by the phone holder.

Tonight I am wearing this

About to go to friends house and I almost reddy I don’t think my diaper is too much i can hardly notice it and this is dry

I wearing 2 terries and i now have a runny mess in them problem is i can’t get out of bed I got sent to bed early. my daddy is not a happy person with me I made a mess in the kitchen. time out and dressed up in my sissy clothes then put to bed for 6pm I don’t have to sleep but I’m not allowed out of bed. No tv only my iPad . stuck in bed till 6 am

I haven’t used a toilet properly since I was 9 years old . I only use them to empty my diaper or to be sick in . I have a toilet seat and potty but even those are not used much now days.

I no longer allowed to sit at a table all my meals are given to me in my dog bowl or in a bottle. so for me it’s the floor. I have a food bowl in my room and water plus a water bowl in the kitchen .

Mostly I don’t have any choice in what I wear until today my choice is only one one now for me at home yes from now on I only can wear terries and plastic pants at home with most days my new underwear is a onesie tights frilly pants my new home dress is this

The only time I don’t use my pacifier is when I go out into the adult world. all other times I have a pacifier in apart from when I’m drinking or eating. that includes round friends or family and I even carry a pacifier with me to work.

It all depends on what I am doing or where I am. if I am home I don’t get told to change until after breakfast, lunch, dinner, and before bed unless I am going out so depending on when I mess I could be in it upto 8 hours. but normally 3 hours. work I tend to mess after work and have to change straight away i use public transport. I have a way to get the go ahead. round my friends or family I just get told to go and change after I get checked.

The only devices that are adult compatible are my iPhone and iPad all over devices are set to the lowest level of perennial control. my cable box I can really only watch toddler channels and my Netflix and Amazon prime is set to children’s. I only have games that are for children under 10 . and the thing is I don’t have any passwords for them or codes

My night time routine is different than most people . I work shifts 8 hours in 24 5 days a week. but apart from that I get treated as a child and depending on how I am depends how old I am . at the moment I am now living like a 2 year old dose including my bedtime routine. So if I have days like today I will finish work at 6pm . come home normally by 7pm check on my daddy and start my home life 7 15 take off any adult clothes in front of him and undo my work onesie to see if I can get changed normally very wet and sometimes messy. 7 30 after changing put on my normal evening clothes of plastic pants, onesie , frilly pants, and sunsuit romper or shorts and a T-shirt, bib , dog collar, and my pacifier, . 8 00 dinner my food is always cut up and I given a fork and spoon to eat with and a bottle of juice. Clean up after . 8 30 aloud to play for 1 hour before I am checked and then told to change or bath . 10 00 dressed for bed normally a diaper , plastic pants, onesie ,frilly pants , pjs or pj top , nighty , bib, pacifier, and my collar . last check for the night and bottle of formula and juice then I am put to bed and not allowed to leave the bed until morning I aloud to use my tablet. that’s my bed routine and what I wear. the thing is even though I would not like to be a adult anymore then work and adult time I have. it really hurts my head to be a adult for longer than that

Not a happy person at the moment I got caught swearing and throwing a tantrum when I was told to have a nap by my brother. I said that I didn’t need them anymore as they were for babies and I am a big boy now. He reminds me that I’m not that big boy and what I’m doing shows that I am not able to stay as a big boy. so from tomorrow I am back to being a toddler again no more adult utensils or cups and stuff. back to food and drinks appropriate for 2 years old and the status of a toddler . Apparently my dad has also been thinking about this for a while and he has been thinking about demoting me to a baby again but he will let me have one more chance to prove I am able to do it.

This happens to me all the time when I’m not with anyone. I go in just for the adult stuff we need thinking I am in adult mode. last time I only needed to get washing pods and milk ended with milk, formula , snacks, rattle, diaper cream,talc wet wipes, toddler meals, toy cars, and a magazine. got home and found out that I had forgotten the washing pods and had to go to the local grocery store to get them. I never go shopping in my little space as I don’t think I’ll be able to pay for the stuff I try to buy. when I start to go shopping with my trusted adult and I think I’m going into little space my friends will take my wallet and only allow me to spend £10 . plus i have to hold the shopping carts.