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  1. A couple months my order of diapers arrived. I waited to open it with here. It was super nerve-wracking to admit it was a package of diapers! I ordered a case of safaris and samples of the Inspires and lil monsters. I also bought a sample pack of mermaid tales for her to try if she wanted. I don’t know what I was expecting, but the whole thing was really awkward. She didn’t say anything negative, but also didn’t seem excited about it. Her lack of excitement made me self conscious about it. I told her I was going to try one on and left to the bathroom to put on a safari. I came back in wearing shorts of the diapers and got in bed with her. We cuddled a bit but she went to sleep pretty quick. I took the diaper back off shortly after. I left the box of diapers in our closet after that night and neither of us made any mention of it again.. until last night. The previous night she had opened up and asked if we could buy a vibrator. She didn’t want me to feel bad about it. She is on medication that makes it harder to orgasm. It can take a long time. I didn’t mind at all. We ordered one that night. Then the next night she brought up diapers! She said she had more questions about my fetish. She had done research online but wanted to know more from me about what I liked about them. We talked for a long time. I explained it was a humiliation//submissive thing. We talked more about my kinks and things she liked in bed. She said she has found out she really likes attention being paid to her feet (also my fetish). I told her specific submissive things I like revolving diapers. I told her I like to be humiliated wearing them and being told I have to wear them. I told her I like peeing in them. She kept asking for more and more. She was really supportive. I told her I wanted to wear a diaper she peed in. I told her I wanted to be denigrated. I wanted to give her multiple orgasms and when it was my turn only he allowed to kiss her feet while humping my diaper. I mentioned the vibrator would also be helpful for me through the diaper. We call it our vibrator now She said she’s not ready to wear a diaper yet. But will get more comfortable as she sees me wearing. She’s fully supportive of me wearing whenever I want. In fact, later that night, she forced me to wear one. We made our while I was wearing nothing but a diaper. She rubbed the front of my diaper and almost made me cum. I told her if the diaper was wet/squishy (or if we had the vibrator already) it would have worked. I ate her out for a good while and kissed her feet. Then the time came and I told her I really had to pee. She said “so??? That shouldn’t be a problem at all. I mean, you’re wearing a diaper” and playfully laughed at me. I explained I wasn’t the best at peeing in diapers yet. I told her I hoped to get better at it though. She asked if it’s like unpotty training yourself. I said, “exactly!” I didn’t end up peeing in the diaper that night. I didn’t want to push anything too quick even if she seemed ok with it. Today is the next day and we haven’t been able to stop kissing and loving on each other. We both feel so much closer. I can’t wait for what the future holds!
  2. Well tonight was the night! I did it. I brought it back up. Out of the blue I asked her if she remembered that kink I told her about a while back. She said she remembered. I apologized for taking so long to tell her again. Then I asked if she’d be ok if I ever wanted to wear a diaper around her. She said yes without hesitation. She said she is all for it if it will make me happy. She said she’s never tried anything kinky before, but she’s ok with trying it. Not sure exactly what she meant she was willing to try or how much participation there will be on her part. But I’m happy! Already planning what diapers I am going to order now
  3. Quick update. I’ve managed to make it so far without bringing up diapers again. She hasn’t brought it up either. I think I may beak and bring it up again soon. I want to ask her if it’s ok if I order some diapers. We’re roommates in the same room, so it would be pretty much impossible to hide from her. I’m going to say the diapers are just for me and ask if she’d be comfortable with me wearing around her sometimes. If I go through with it then I’m thinking of ordering little kings, rearz safari, or rearz barnyards. If I’m too embarrassed I may start off with megamax or a medical diaper. Have I waited long enough?
  4. I’ve been to diaper depot a couple times in Atlanta. They had many abdl diapers on display. I like that they sell 2 diaper sample packs of everything they have in stock.
  5. Hi Brian. You might have missed a post. I already told her! ? Thanks everyone for trying to reel me back in from pushing things too quickly. It's really hard not to. Especially once your head starts spinning with the idea of so many fantasies that might actually be possible now. It would be my first time wearing diapers around somebody else who knew about it. I don't actually have any diapers on-hand right now though (just some goodnites). And the goodnites are the girl XL kind. And I don't really feel like explaining to her that girl diapers turn me on even more (probably because they're extra humiliating). The other night she was up taking a shower at almost 4AM. She explained she woke up early and could not go back to sleep. While she was up she had an "incident". She said had a bit of unexpected diarrhea and pooped herself a little bit. Poop is not a turn on for me or anything, so I just playfully laughed with her about the incident. But it was hard not to respond with something along the lines of "well maybe you need to start wearing a diaper *wink*wink*". Part of me felt like she brought it up, SO I would say something like that in response. I'm afraid maybe she is afraid to bring it back up unless I do first. So I don't know about waiting until she brings it up again. What if it never happens?
  6. Well. I finally told her. She had asked about it a few more times since the night I hinted about it. It was clear she really wanted to know and the lack of transparency was bothering her. I still couldn’t work up the nerve to tell her. We have sex almost every day. A couple weeks ago I had jerked off a couple times while she way away. She come home and was clearly in the mood, but I wasn’t. She can be pretty insecure and I believe she got upset about my lack of being in the mood. While she was upset she told me she had been “assuming the worst” about my unrevealed fetish because of my unwillingness to tell her about it. She also implied it may he related to my lack of being in the mood. I offered to tell her, but she was already too mad and only gave sarcastic replies to the offer. I definitely didn’t want to tell her about this while she was mad. She left to sleep at her place that night. She apologized for everything in the morning. I knew I shouldn’t wait much longer. Yesterday we were having some pillow talk and she opened up to me about being bi. She also hinted that she thought I might be bi. I told her that wasn’t it and finally decided to tell her. I still found it difficult. I tried to have her guess it. I told her “it’s an object and it’s absorbent”. Her first guess was “a sponge” lol. A few seconds after I said no, I think she realized because she said “omg” and turned away with a disgusted look. After almost a full minute she asked me if I had anything else to say. I told her I wanted to know her thoughts, but she implied she still didn’t know what it was. I told her that it seemed clear to me she did know based on her previous reaction. Suddenly she seemed very insistent on convincing me she still had no idea what it was. I played along and told her it was an article of clothing. She still pretended not to know. So I told her “diapers”. Her reaction was very controlled, but not negative. I think she felt bad for her initial disgusted response, so she felt she needed to pretend to not know in order to get a second chance at responding better. We talked about it a little more. Thinking of a few things she asked.. She asked if it was a mommy/daddy thing? I said not really. She asked why I liked them? I explained it as almost a humiliation/bdsm thing. She seemed to understand. She also admitted to understanding why I had been hesitant to tell her because of how embarrassing it is. She asked if peeing in them was something I liked. I said I do. I affirmed to her I didn’t like poop. She was relieved to hear that. She told me one of the reasons she wanted to know was because she didn’t want me to feel unfulfilled sexually. I reassured her I really enjoyed our current sex life and didn’t feel unfulfilled, but I’m still hoping she was hinting she’d be willing it participate. I think she also asked if it I was mainly just into wearing myself. I told her it was both (I also like seeing others wear). That’s all I can think of right now. We had pretty good vanilla sex immediately following this conversation. It happened Friday night. The last couple days it hasn’t been brought up again. Now that the hard part is over I want to ask her more about what she feels about it. Would she be willing to participate at all? Would she be ok with me wearing diapers around her? Would she be ok if I was in a wet diaper? Could I sleep in a wet diaper around her? Obviously I’m going to go slow. The first thing I’d like to ask her is what she’d be more comfortable with, me or her wearing? I’d love either of those things. I am cautiously optimistic. Thanks for reading everyone. I apologize for the infrequent updates. I am reading everyone’s replies very closely. I appreciate it all very much.
  7. Thanks to everyone so much for your feedback on this topic! It has been much appreciated. Sorry for taking so long to get back to you, but here is an update! My girlfriend and I have been dating for a full year now. I never told her about the diaper fetish. But we are both very happy with our sex life together. That's one of the reasons I never told her. It seems selfish to tell her. From what she has told me already, it seems very clear she will not be into this fetish. One of the biggest turn-ons for me is that she is enjoying sex and turned-on, so I am not even sure I'd want to do diaper stuff with her if she is going to think it is creepy or a major turn-off. I also did some research online looking into posts from women asking for help after their boyfriend revealed a diaper fetish to them. I believe we are a bit insulated from the truth on this forum and forget how weird this fetish is to somebody who doesn't share it. The women in these posts are completely disgusted by it. In one instance the woman said she didn't know if she could ever be attracted to her boyfriend again after getting the image of him in a diaper in her head. I am not sure I want to subject my girlfriend (or myself) to this risk with so little upside (almost 0% chance she is into it). This had been my opinion for the last few months; however, there was an unanticipated event last night. She was sad last night because she was thinking about when I had told her several weeks ago that I did not feel ready to commit to marriage anytime soon. We had a really long good talk. Towards the end she started talking about how enjoyable our sex was to her. I agreed. She also asked me if there was anything else I was into or that I wanted to try in bed that we hadn't done before. This is when I started to feel bad, like maybe I was keeping a secret from her that I shouldn't. She noticed this and began prying, at which point I admitted there was something else I was into which I had never told her about. This was a mistake, because now she is obviously super curious and wants to know what it is. She asked if it was anal and I said "no". She said, "Good" because she is really grossed about by poop and would worry about that. She asked if it was pee or poop, and I said no. Even though wetting diapers is big turn-on for me. She asked why I didn't want to tell her. I told her it's not really a big deal, but it is a little embarrassing. She seemed confused by that and said "but you already told me about the foot thing. is it worse than that?". She got the message that it was "worse" based on my facial reaction. I think she tried to make me feel more comfortable by telling me about a fetish she knew of that was (in her mind) bound to be more embarrassing than what I had to say. She said "there are actually people that do this baby thing. Like they dress up and pretend to be babies. In diapers and everything. They shit in their diapers together.". I just laughed in response. It hurt a bit to hear that and I knew I couldn't tell her at that point. She kept pressing for me to tell her. She even told me that if I didn't tell her then she is probably assuming it is something worse than it is anyways (little does she know lol). I don't really know what to do now. The die is cast though. I am sure I end up relenting and telling her at some point now. I have a plan on how to do it though. I think the association with babies and poop was the biggest issue she had when she was describing her vision of ABDL to me. And messing isn't something I'm into anyways. If I tell her, then I am going to first open up about mainly having a sub/humiliation kink, which is the truth. The other week I was in the mood and she wasn't. I was hoping I could cross her into the mood, but she eventually just started giving me a hand job. I came super quick from it, which surprised her. In my head I was fantasizing that she didn't want to have sex with me because I wasn't good enough. I imagined she was jerking me off into a diaper that she was going to force me to wear after. Humiliation is a big turn-on for me. I would also explain that is part of the foot fetish thing. Kissing her feet is humiliating/sub, which is part of the reason it turns me on. If I'm brave enough, I'll then to proceed to tell her what is one of the most humiliating things to me. Diapers. tldr; was about to tell gf about diaper fetish and she brought up abdl to make me feel better (she assumed my fetish must be less embarrassing/creepy than that)
  8. I (29M) need some advice on telling my GF (23F) about my fetish. Some background first... Me and my gf met on Tinder about 6 months ago. Things started off slow with 1 date a week, but now we hang out almost all the time and sleep over at each other’s places nearly every night. A few weeks into the relationship, as the expectation of intimacy grew, I let my gf know I was a virgin and how I was really nervous about having sex. She was really cool and accepting of this. Although she was confused as to why I was still a virgin. In her eyes I was an attractive, nice, and successful person who should’ve had no problem in this area. I told her it was because I had social anxiety and also had consciously decided to focus on career/school for a while. While this is true, it is also true that my diaper fetish might have had an impact on it, as it lessened my desire to pursue sex. A week later she asked me about being a virgin again. She said her friend had said I must be gay or have a really weird fetish to still be a virgin at my age. I told her I had some kinks, but was definitely not gay. She said I didn’t have to tell her about my kinks yet, but did begin to list specific ones/things she wouldn’t be ok with. She listed bondage, choking, didn’t want to be peed on or pee on me, definitely no poop, and that’s all I can remember. She said she did have daddy issues but thought daddy/daughter stuff was creepy. She also said one of her only kinks was that she liked to be spanked (which she was embarrassed to admit). She said it was important to her to know we were sexually compatible. I was considering revealing my fetish right then, but a lot of the stuff she said she was not ok with was semi-related to diapers in my mind. So I was afraid to tel her. I ended up confessing to a foot fetish (which I also do have). She was cool with that and didn’t think it was a big deal. I was a virgin prior to this relationship and she was not. I had a lot of anxiety about this. It took a few weeks and several tries to successfully have sex due to performance anxiety related ED. I had begun to worry I wouldn’t be capable of having vanilla sex without diapers involved. I had to stop masturbating for a little while which (along with getting more comfortable with her) eventually resolved the ED issue. It still comes back if I’ve recently masturbated though. I feel like I have no diaper fetish outlet now, as I can’t even masturbate to diapers without feeling bad about letting her down in the bedroom later. We haven’t discussed the foot fetish since I first told her about it. I have not been giving her feet much attention during sex because I’m afraid she would think it’s weird or it be a turn off for her. Her being turned on is a big turn on for me and anxiety of her not enjoying things would lower the mood for me quickly. We haven’t said I love you to each other yet, but I can tell she is expecting it soon. I’m getting to a point where I’m not sure I can long term commit to this relationship if she doesn’t at least know about this diaper fetish. I’m not sure if her refusing to participate would be a dealbreaker or not, but it’s something I’d like to go ahead and know how she feels about. Should I tell her? What’s the best way to tell her?
  9. do you think you gonna do a next chapter to this wonderfull story ???

    1. diapers161

      diapers161

      Been really busy last year or so. I have every intention of adding many many more chapters to this story. Thanks for the interest!

  10. Thanks. I don’t ever have a lot of abdl things at one time, so purging has never had huge financial consequences for me. The psychological consequences have been there though (guilt). I like to think I’ve come to terms with these desires now. I accept that it’s something I need to keep secret in order to maintain respect from most people I socially interact with. I don’t think that is the way it SHOULD be, but I accept it is that way. I don’t blame myself, rather most of society for having an irrational negative opinion of harmless kinks. I feel like my true friends would be accepting of it. I just don’t think it is anyone’s business other than maybe a future significant other.
  11. The package arrived on time! It was an amazing couple of days! I put the diaper on around 3pm Wednesday. When I first sat on it and pulled it up it didn’t seem like it would really fit right. Then I realize I had it backwards lol. When I turned it around it fit great. I put some baby powder on before taping it up. It felt like being hugged by a pillow. The smell of the baby powder added A LOT to the experience. I really enjoyed smelling like a baby. I wish I could’ve used more powder honestly. I was conservative with it though. I was worried about getting it everywhere and leaving a lingering scent in my room. I didn’t wait long to wet it! I had not used the bathroom most of the day preparing for this. It felt even better after wetting it. Really warm! I can’t put to words to how happy I felt with that wet diaper on, sucking a pacifier, and smelling like baby powder. I’m sure I was grinning ear to ear. I’ve never used drugs before, but this is what I imagine it might be like. My brain was flooded with all sorts of happy chemicals. It was almost too much! I also put on a onesie I had ordered as well. I loved how it held the diaper tight against me. Plus the process of buttoning the crotch made me feel super little. I had a lot of sexual tension built up very quickly from all this. I knew I’d be in for a seriously uncomfortable case of blue balls if I didn’t address the matter soon. At first I struggled with how to do this. The diaper was on too tight and too restrictive for me to get good access to my member with my hand to stroke like I normally do. I ended up stacking a couple pillows on the floor and humped them. It was great. It also amped up the humiliation factor which excited me a lot. It was deliciously humiliating to feel like I needed to make cummies while still in my diaper and sit in it, as if I am not good enough for regular sex with a woman. And it was honestly really convenient the way the diaper contained the entire “mess” and there was zero cleanup required. Typically I would orgasm once and be done with diaper related stuff for a while. But that wasn’t an issue this time. I was taped in that diaper and I was somewhat stuck in it. I didn’t really feel like taking it off was an option, because I was so committed to making the most out of the time. I was also worried the tapes wouldn’t stick as well if I tried to redo them. It only took a few minutes for me to really appreciate keeping the diaper on! I kept wetting the diaper more throughout the afternoon and evening. Sometimes it was hard to wet. It felt like a kinked hose type issue from the diaper pressing against me. I was probably wetting at a much higher frequency than I typically used the bathroom too. I was just so excited to continue to feel the diaper get wetter and wetter. It was super cool when the diaper got wet enough that it got squishy in the front. At this point I stopped masturbating by humping and just started rubbing the squishy front of my diaper. It was amazing. I never lasted long to be honest. I probably orgasmed 6 times that day near effortlessly. Come nighttime I was worried about being too excited to fall asleep wearing the diaper. It turned out not to be an issue. I was still excited but I think I had worked enough of it out of my system that I was able to go to sleep relatively easily. Laying in bed with that wet diaper on was magical. I felt like a little bedwetter! Which is a huge fantasy of mine. I sleep on my side and I loved the squishy bulky feeling between my legs. The plastic felt so smooth and soft too. I loved hearing myself crinkle every time I shifted around in bed! I think I woke up a few times at night just long enough to appreciate the feeling of my wet diaper between my legs and hear a few crinkles before drifting right back to sleep. The smell of pee wafting up from under the covers to my nose was heavenly! I felt so little! I woke up around 3AM, as I normally do, needing to pee. Instead of having to go the bathroom though, I just went in my diaper! I did have to get out of bed, as I still struggle to wet lying down. I began to try to lean around as I wet to use up all areas of the diaper. I got back in bed with my freshly rewet diaper and fell back asleep. I woke up at 6am for work (I work remotely from home since the pandemic started). I wet again after waking and the diaper was starting to get seriously heavy. Super squishy too! It was beginning to sag a good deal and force me to waddle with my legs forced apart. The pee started smelling a tad stale at this point, which was really exciting to me. I felt so dirty wearing this wet diaper for so long; it was great, in a humiliating sort of way *blush*. I liked seeing the diaper visibly become more yellow tinted on the outside as it got wetter. By 10AM it seemed like the diaper was at its limit. I had nearly fully saturated it. It was squishy everywhere. When I put my hand inside the diaper it was very moist and wet. I also had a conference call coming up for work and I felt like it would be weird to conduct it diapered, even though it was audio only. This is why I took the diaper off around then. The diaper had gotten very slick and a little sticky on the inside. I thought it was just from cumming in it so much, but I did notice a small breech in the fluff towards the back of the diaper after taking it off. It didn’t seem like it had leaked a lot of sap though. I made it an entire 19 hours wearing the same wet diaper! Maybe the longest time in my life. Obviously I didn’t keep record of the time between diaper changes when I was a baby lol. I placed the diaper in an empty trash bag and set it outside my room, planning to take it to the dumpster later. I took a shower to get the sticky feeling off myself and get rid of the mixed smell of baby lotion, baby powder, and stale pee that surrounded me. After my work call was over I realized how much I missed wearing that wet squishy diaper though. It had been only about an hour, so I took it out of the trash bag and taped it back on as best as I could. I wet it AGAIN and spent maybe another hour in it. I put a towel over my chair as it seemed like it was definitely going to leak. Not sure it did though. The outside crotch of the diaper felt a little damp when I put my hand there, but I didn’t notice anything leak on the towel. I then took the diaper off (and reshowered lol). I threw it away and was left with about 24 hours for my room to air out. I didn’t have any issue with lingering smell. Once I got the diaper thrown away the smell went away pretty quick. I never messed and never had any intention of doing so. Not my thing! Overall it was a successful couple of days!I I wish I could do this everyday! Especially sleeping in a wet diaper. Thanks! Fortunately I didn’t have to make a decision like that, because the package arrived soon enough. I still did sort of still use you advice! I had to think up a better hiding space though. I had been using an old luggage bag in my closet. I’ve kept the onesie, pacifier, and 1 remaining Safari diaper to use in the future (hopefully soon!). I put the items in a box along with the goodnites I already had, taped it shut, and put it in the attic with a lot of other boxes. It should go undisturbed until I need it next time!
  12. I think I'll need the luck at this point *sigh*. I ordered the items 6 days ago. Was scheduled to arrive today (Tuesday), but I just got a message that delivery will be delayed to between September 9th - 11th. This is exactly the reason I will never trust getting a delivery to my residence. I will only have the house to myself Wednesday and Thursday. If the package doesn't arrive before Friday then I will not bother picking it up. After 3 days the items will automatically be returned and a refund processed. Fingers crossed it still arrives by tomorrow.
  13. I am going to get to try ABDL diapers for the first time this week! I'm 27 and have been a diaper lover as long as I can remember, but I've never had a good opportunity to try before now. I have always lived with either my parents or roommates and I never wanted to risk having the diapers shipped to my house. Well...I'll have the house to myself for a couple days this week and I figured out Amazon has electronic kiosk machines that you can ship your package to. There is one at a gas station about 20 minutes from my house. I ordered an adult pacifier and a sample pack of 2 Rearz Safari diapers ?. I also recently purchased a small bottle of baby powder and baby lotion for the occasion. Been planning this for about a week now (ever since I found out I would have the house to myself). I started off wearing makeshift diapers made of toilet paper and plastic grocery bags. When I got brave enough to purchase things from the store I tried modified/extended Pampers/Luvs diapers, huggies pullups, and goodnites. I also tried the plastic backed "Depends with Tabs". I really look forward to trying legitimate ABDL diapers for the first time! I don't really have a large hiding spot I trust enough to keep any large order of diapers hidden. That's why I only ordered the 2 pack. I want to try to stay in diapers as much as possible for the 2-3 days I'll have this week. I am fortunate I am working remotely for my job now. I can't wait to see how long the Rearz Safari lasts. Part of me is afraid I'll get overly excited, masturbate, and want to quit wearing though. Might even purge if I'm not careful. I am going to try to leave plenty of time for my room to air out before people get back to the house. I don't want it to still smell like wet diapers and baby powder when people get back. ? Does anybody have any tips on how to make the most of this time? Things to do/avoid? All comments/discussion welcome.
  14. Ch.9 - A Visit to Aunt Susan’s Part 2 Natalie woke up and immediately felt wet. Wetter than usual. She reached down to feel her diaper. It was squishy, but didn’t feel any more saturated than usual. She’d be surprised if she leaked, but the outside of her diaper was definitely wet. Her backside, thighs, the sheets, and everything was damp. “Maybe it’s just sweat”, thought Natalie as she reached her hand up to smell the dampness now on her hand. “Nope! This is definitely pee!”, thought Natalie as she caught the strong scent of stale pee she has unfortunately started growing very accustomed to. She started feeling around under the covers for the source of the wetness, when suddenly she felt what she initially thought was her own diaper again. It was super squishy, far more so than she remembered it being just a minute earlier. Natalie quickly jolted her hand back as she remembered where she was and who she was sharing this bed with. “Ew, ew, ew ,ew…Gross, gross, gross, gross….EW!!!”, yelled Natalie as she quickly jumped out of bed. Emily’s pull-up had leaked all over the bed and it was all over her! As Natalie was still formulating a plan, as to what to do next she heard footsteps coming towards the room. Natalie panicked. She remembered that she didn’t have any pants on! She was an adult woman standing in the middle of a nursery looking room covered in pee wearing a soggy droopy diaper. She was quite the sight. Natalie quickly jumped back in the bed and pulled the covers over herself. The absence of her body heat had allowed the damp bed to grow cold very quickly. It shocked her when she felt how cold it was. It also made it that much harder to ignore that she was voluntarily laying back down in someone else’s pee! Aunt Susan soon walked into the room. She sniffed the air and before turning the lights on exclaimed, “Ew, I smell a wet diaper. Rise and shine!” “Sorry, make that 2 wet diapers! I almost forgot you were here Natalie. Creature of habit I guess. I had thought the smell was a little stronger than usual though. Well, let’s not dilly dally. Breakfast is getting cold! Get up girls!” “It’s ok”, replied Natalie slightly annoyed. Emily immediately jumped out of bed and run over to Aunt Susan and gave her a good morning hug. Aunt Susan took that as an opportunity to reach down and check her pullup. “Emily! The outside of your pullup is wet! Did Natalie have a leaky diaper?”, ask Aunt Susan as she walked over to the bed. Emily just shrugged “Well, the bed feels really wet. I know somebody has a leaky diaper.” At this point Natalie pretended like she was just noticing the leak herself. “Yuck!”, she exclaimed with an exaggerated look of disgust on her face as she jumped out of bed. Natalie’s foot got caught as she was leaving the bed and she fell right on her diaper butt. “Oh wow”, said Aunt Susan clearly struggling for words and startled by the sight in front of her. Even having already been aware of Natalie’s situation it was another thing entirely to see it on full display like this. It was such a blurring of the lines between toddler and adult girl, it was confusing to see. “Sorry!”, said Natalie as she attempted to cover herself with her hands. “No, no, no. I’m sorry. I hope the fall didn’t hurt you. And there’s no need to be modest about these things. Emily sure isn’t. There shouldn’t be any need for you to be. I had your pants placed on the bed, did you not see them?” Natalie looked and quickly found they had fallen behind the bed. “Found them! I was looking everywhere for them last night, but couldn’t find them”, said Natalie. “Natalie, did you have a leaky diaper last night?”, ask Aunt Susan rather sternly. “No! I never leak out of these diapers” replied Natalie. “Ok, that’s weird. Because Emily never has never had a leaky diaper at night before.” Natalie was thinking it must have been all that extra glass of chocolate milk the other night that made Emily leak. She didn’t say anything though. It wasn’t worth arguing anymore. She was already undeniably in a wet diaper. What difference to her dignity did it make if she was the one who leaked or not? “Does anybody have to potty before we go to the kitchen for breakfast?”, asked Aunt Susan changing the subject. Emily quickly responded, “me, me, me, me! I doooo!” Aunt Susan then looked at Natalie as if waiting for a response. Honestly, Natalie did feel a need to pee so she responded, “yeah, me too”. “Oh, I’m sorry Natalie. I was only asking Emily. You’re wearing a diaper. I’m not sure how that would even work. We don’t have time for changes before breakfast. Emily is wearing a pullup though. She can pull those down and go potty real quick”, responded Aunt Susan as she led Emily into the bathroom. As Emily was doing her business in the potty like a big girl, Aunt Susan walked back over to Natalie and said, “If you really need to go you can just use your diaper. It looks like it is already wet anyways. I won’t tell anyone! I don’t want you being uncomfortable during breakfast.” “I’ll be fine”, responded Natalie. “Just use my diaper!?”, thought Natalie. She had never felt more belittled in her life. She could only partially blame Aunt Susan though. She had brought this on herself to an extent. Afterall, she was a bedwetter currently wearing a wet diaper with no pants on. Natalie began to put her pants on before following them to the kitchen. “Honey, I wouldn’t do that. You were just in a bed with your… Emily’s leaky pullup. I wouldn’t want your pants to get dirty. Just come to breakfast as you are. It’s ok. I promise.” “erm.. ok”, said Natalie as she awkwardly left her pants behind. This day was getting worse and worse. It was clear that Aunt Susan still believe Natalie was the one who wet the bed with a leaky diaper. Natalie was getting tired of this dilemma wherein she had to eat breakfast diapered because she overslept. She made a mental note that she needed to start setting an alarm earlier in the morning to prevent this in the future. Natalie saw her mom as she entered the kitchen. Her mom was clearly a little surprised at what she saw. Even she was surprised at the lack of modesty currently on display. Even still, she only responded with an encouraging, “Nice to you’re that comfortable at your Aunt’s house! Did you sleep well?” “Yeah”, replied Natalie as she fixed her plate for breakfast. While eating breakfast Natalie noticed her diaper was more uncomfortable than usual. It was damp, clammy, and cold. And her skin felt particularly irritated. A small radio was playing the news in the kitchen as they ate. It looked bad outside and the weatherman was predicting a very bad storm was approaching that would last though the night. “Uh-oh, we might have to stay another night. I don’t want to be driving in that. Would that be ok Susan?”, Asked Natalie’s mom. Aunt Susan replied, “Of course! I wouldn’t feel comfortable with you driving in that weather either. Please stay as long as you need!” Natalie’s stomach dropped to the floor. “Another day of this?! Ahhhhhh!”, screamed Natalie in her head. She put on a good show of apathy on the outside though. Emily was clearly excited at this news. She was literally jumping up and down with joy. This brought more attention to her wet pullup causing Aunt Susan to reply with, “ok, let’s take care of that wet bottom now, shall we?” Natalie took this as a signal that she could leave and take care of herself as well. Her diaper was getting very uncomfortable. Natalie rushed to Emily’s room and quickly began removing her diaper to prepare to take a shower. Just as she was removing the diaper Aunt Susan walked in. Aunt Susan immediately turned her head, apologizing for what she saw and left the room. “Ever heard of knocking”, thought Natalie as she shook her head and continued removing her diaper. Natalie noticed a rash forming under her diaper. This was why she had been more uncomfortable than usual. She assumed it was a small issue and would get better on it’s own though. She took a shower and got dressed. It took her a while to find where her clothes were unpacked to. She found them in a drawer with baby powder. It caused all her clothes to smell like baby powder. “Great. Now even my ‘big girl’ clothes smell like diapers”, thought Natalie. It felt nice to finally be back in regular panties again. It was the first time she felt more grown-up than Emily since arriving here. Natalie even hiked up her pants too accentuate her non-diapered butt. She went into the living room and waited for whatever they were going to do that day. Everyone had slowly gathered into the living room when Aunt Susan arrived and told everyone about her idea for a scavenger hunt. She handed printouts with a long list of specific objects. The first person to collect everything on the list would win. Natalie thought this was a stupid game. It wasn’t even their house. They wouldn’t stand a chance. “What’s the prize for winning?”, asked Natalie’s mom getting into the competitive spirit of the game. “Bragging rights!”, laughed Aunt Susan. “Sounds good to me, when do we start?”, replied Natalie’s mom. “Now!”, replied Aunt Susan. Everyone ran off to quickly gather the objects listed. Natalie looked down at the list and sighed. “Might as well try and pass the time”, she thought as she started the scavenger hunt. She found the first few items very quickly. She was looking everywhere for a red pen though. This was the 5th item on the list of 10. Finally she resorted to looking into her mom’s purse. She didn’t find the red pen, but she pulled out a cassette tape that looked out of place. It was labeled “bedwetting”. Natalie paused. She thought this was extremely odd. Why would her mom have a cassette tape in her purse labeled “bedwetting”? She assumed it was just an informational tape explaining how to deal with children with bedwetting problems. “Maybe the employee at the incontinence store gave it to her?”, thought Natalie. Just then, Emily came running into the room scream, “I win! I win!” Everyone gathered into the living room and reviewed Emily’s collected items. She had really won. Natalie saw that Aunt Susan had been helping her the entire time, so it really wasn’t fair. Emily didn’t brag too much though. They ended up spending the rest of the day similar to yesterday. Nothing too eventful happened until Aunt Susan approached Natalie and her mother later that evening to discuss what she had seen that morning. “Before everyone gets ready for bed I wanted to let you know about something I saw this morning”, said Aunt Susan. “What’s that?”, asked Natalie’s mom. “Well, I accidentally walked in on Natalie changing her diaper, which was embarrassing.. but I saw something that I don’t feel would be right to keep to myself. She had a diaper rash. I think it’s important that it is dealt with and not ignored. Those rashes can become really bad if not handled responsibly.” “I agree completely, thank you for coming to me with this.”, replied Natalie’s mom. Natalie felt like Aunt Susan could have come directly to her with this. Why did her mom need to be involved? It made her feel even more infantile about the entire situation. As if having a diaper rash wasn’t bad enough! Natalie’s mom continued, “I think the best thing would be for Natalie to start using baby powder every night.” “I agree!”, replied Aunt Susan as she brought a big bottle of baby powder out from behind her back. “Thanks Susan! You are always so prepared!” “No problem!” “I’m not a baby though. I shouldn’t need baby powder. I don’t want to smell like a baby all night”, complained Natalie. “Baby powder isn’t just for babies. It’s for anyone who needs to prevent rashes because they spend a lot of time in wet diapers; and whether you like it or not, you now fall in that category sweety”, replied Natalie’s mom. “Ok”, replied Natalie in a defeated tone. As Natalie began to mentally prepare herself for getting ready for another bedwetting filled night at Aunt Susan’s house, she remembered something terrible. She had only packed 1 diaper! Natalie saw that this was definitely going to be an issue. She decided to go ahead and use this as an opportunity to fess up about her mistake. “Mom…”, Natalie shyly uttered. “Yes dear?” “I don’t have another diaper for tonight. I thought we were only staying one night.” “I specifically told you to pack 2 diapers! Natalie! Ugh…. You are going to need to get more responsible with handling your bedwetting. This is unacceptable!” “I’m sorry mom.” “Well, we’ll have to figure something out. I’m sure Aunt Susan doesn’t want a bedwetter sleeping in her house without a diaper on.” “I’m sure Emily wouldn’t mind if you borrow some of her diapers”, said Aunt Susan. “No way those would fit”, Natalie retorted. “Actually, her Pampers are surprisingly stretchy. They’re size 6 too, which is the largest size they make. I think they’ll fit fine. You might just need to double or triple enough to be safe from a capacity standpoint.” Aunt Susan had clearly thought all of this out. Natalie reluctantly agreed, as she couldn’t think of any other options. “Please just ask Emily if you can have some of her diapers tonight. She hasn’t quite matured from the terrible 2s stage of claiming ownership over everything, ‘mine, mine, mine’. She might get upset if you take something without asking.” “Ok, Aunt Susan. No problem”, replied Natalie dejectedly. It was basically time to get ready for bed already and Natalie wanted to get this out of the way. So she found Emily in her room and asked, “I didn’t pack enough diapers for tonight. Do you mind if I borrow some of yours?” “I thought you wore big girl diapers though?” “erm… yeah. Usually I do. But I ran out, so I need some of yours.” “It’s ok Natawy. You can have some of my diapys.” “Thanks...” Natalie walked over to the changing table and picked up 3 Pampers diapers. She went into the bathroom with them. They had that strong pampers scent on them. It was impossible to miss. It basically permeated the entire room. Natalie had to admit they felt a lot softer than her diapers. They looked cuter too. Natalie took her pants and panties off. She stretched out the first pamper and taped it to herself. She had to stretch to the tapes harder than on her diapers, but they actually fit. She tore some holes in the outside of the first diaper with her hand. She did the same thing with the second pampers diaper. By the time she had the 3rd diaper on she realized how thick and poofy her diapers had become. “I guess 3 layers of anything is going to become pretty thick”, thought Natalie. Natalie patted her own bottom and was surprised by how cushiony and soft it felt. Similar to her regular night time diapers, it was like being hugged by a soft pillow. Natalie walked back into the room to grab her pajama pants. When Emily saw her she couldn’t help but let out a giggle. “You’re wearing my baby diapys, hehehe” Natalie didn’t have anything to say in response. She did look funny. Just then Aunt Susan walked in saying, “alright miss Emily. Pullups or diapers tonight?” “Diapys!”, replied Emily. “Really now? You don’t want to pretend to be a big girl for your little friend anymore?” “hehehe she wears diapys too mommy”, giggled Emily. Aunt Susan was going to correct Emily and tell her that Natalie wore big girl diapers, but then she remembered that Natalie was wearing Emily’s diapers tonight. “Alright, come here little girl!”, Aunt Susan enthusiastically said to Emily. After Emily ran over, Aunt Susan picked her up and placed her on the changing table. She pulled off her pants and ripped off her wet pullup from the sides. “Wet again little missy. You know you can let me know when you need to potty when you have pullups on? Right?” Emily just giggled and kicked her feet in the air as she prepared to be diapered. Aunt Susan grabbed one of the same Pampers diapers that Natalie was currently wearing and began diapering Emily. After she was finished she picked Emily up off the table and set her back on the grab. She patted Emily’s diapered bottom and said, “All done!” “Oh wait! I almost forgot”, added Aunt Susan as she picked up a bottle of baby powder. She pulled out the back of Emily’s diaper and liberally poured powder inside. “Natalie, you too now. Don’t think I forgot about your little diaper rash. Come over here.” Natalie was really hoping she didn’t remember this. Once Natalie arrived, Aunt Susan pulled back her pants and 3 diapers away from her bottom and poured in baby powder just like she did with Emily. When she let go of the back of Natalie’s diapers they snapped back to her bottom and created a little poofy cloud of powder. “Alright, I think we’re all done here. You girls have a good night! One more thing though..”, said Aunt Susan as she walked over to the crib. Aunt Susan lowered the side bars of the crib, looked over at Natalie and said, “Ok big girl. Climb in!” “What?!”, replied Natalie completely dumbfounded at this request. Aunt Susan said, “I don’t think either of you want to risk leaking on each other again tonight, do you? You need to sleep in separate beds.” Off to the side Aunt Susan said to Natalie, “Do you mind sleeping in the crib? I would ask Emily to, but she just recently moved to using her big girl bed. I don’t want her to feel like she’s being punished for leaking last night.” “uh…”, replied Natalie, trying to think of how she could possibly mount an argument against this request. “plus we wouldn’t want you to fall out of bed again like this morning” “ok”, Natalie reluctantly replied. Natalie thought it was stupid that Aunt Susan brought up her falling out of bed this morning. She just tripped because her foot got caught on the bed frame. It didn’t mean she needed to sleep in a crib! Natalie was far more ok with doing this back when she thought she was just sleeping in the crib as a favor to Emily, rather than because it was perceived that she had a greater need for a crib than Emily. After Natalie climbed in the crib Aunt Susan lifted the side bars back up and locked them in place. “Alright, sleep tight girls!”, said Aunt Susan as she left the room and turned the lights off. Once again Emily was in a very similar situation to her 3 year old cousin Emily. Both of them were powder, diapered, and put to bed. Except at least Emily got to sleep in a big girl bed. Natalie was in an actual crib! Natalie found she could not even fully stretch her legs out without hitting the sides of the crib. She was forced to sleep in a somewhat fetal position. The plastic vinyl smell of the crib mattress was stronger than even the protection on hers or Emily’s mattress. The smell of her 3 pampers diapers and excessively applied baby powder were the cherry on top. Natalie couldn’t believe she was being subjected to all this indignity. Just because she wet the bed, doesn’t mean she should be treated like such a baby. But then Natalie thought some more. Maybe she wasn’t being treated like a baby. Maybe she was just being treated like a bedwetter, because that’s exactly what she is. Babys are only subjected to diapers, powder, and plastic protected furniture not to embarrass or belittle them. It’s because that is the optimal solution to their inability to hold their pee-pee at night and/or during the day. Natalie had to admit it was her fault she was a bedwetter now, nobody else’s. She needed to be careful about not taking her frustration over this out on others who didn’t deserve it. In the middle of this train of thought Aunt Susan walked back in. “Hey Emily. I almost forgot. Did you want your passy tonight? I know you were trying to be a big girl to impress Natalie, but I think you can see that’s not necessary anymore hehe”, chuckled Aunt Susan. “Passy! Passy! Passy! Yes mommy please!” replied Emily. Emily was real excited to get her pacifier. Her mom had be trying to ween her off of it, but on rare occasions like this still gave it and let her have one over night. Aunt Susan walked over to Emily’s bed and hander her the pacifier. Emily immediately began sucking on it and appeared to be more relaxed immediately. “How about you Natalie? Do you want a pacifier?” “Of course not!”, replied Natalie as she turned away to face the wall in her crib. She also gave a few half-hearted laughs because she assumed her Aunt must have been joking. “Ok then, goodnight!”, Aunt Susan replied as she once again left the room. After Aunt Susan was gone Natalie turned back around to find a pacifier lying next to her. “Why the hell did she still leave this thing. I said I didn’t want one! Ugh…”, thought Natalie. Natalie decided she would just try to ignore it and go to sleep. She wanted to get this night over with as soon as possible. She struggled to get to sleep though. It felt hot. She was sweating into the thick plastic of the crib mattress and the triple layer of diapers she was wearing didn’t help things. She rolled around and couldn’t get comfortable enough to fall asleep. Frustrated with the heat, Natalie finally kicked her pants down and off of herself and let them ball up in the corner of her crib. Natalie felt a little better. At least she wasn’t hot anymore. She was also being kept up by the sound of Emily sucking her pacifier. After what seemed like far too long, Natalie finally drifted to sleep.. pantsless and wearing pampers diapers in a crib. Months ago she would have never believed this would be her current predicament. How quickly things can change was a lesson Natalie was quickly learning, but perhaps not quick enough.
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