i got started when i was maybe 11. i just entered middle school and was so stressed out i began to want to be a baby again. i started researching online and found out i wasn't the only one. when i was 14, i bought my first pack of diapers.up until then i would use my underwear when no one was home. i bought attends. i never pretty much wanted to grow up considering when i was like four i did not want to give up my sippy cups. when i was 18, i got an apartment and bought all the neccessary items to baby myself with. 2 years later i found my husbband who is now my daddy.