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annee

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  1. I have been happy dealing with them. I have never been disappointed buying on the website.
  2. Well as to diaper changes I check pretty regularly. Never more than 2 hours. If he is the least bit damp I change him he always smells fresh.
  3. Most of the time if we are not going any wear he is on the changing table as soon as he gets home. If we are going out a lot of time I like to put him goodnites on him.
  4. Last month my sister came over from Norway to visit she is finally going home. I loved seeing her and spending time with her. But it was a bit of a strain. As she has had a hard time dealing with me being married to guy half my age. I remember her saying more than a time or two. Well you robbed the cradle with this one. Or he was looking for more a mother figure when he hooked up with you. I felt at times telling her yes your right I wanted son who I could control. A man child who loves how mommy take care of him. But that would truly be a place I could never go with her.
  5. Well we pulled it off and I have to say I feel so happy.
  6. All this planing has cut into my mothering time. I love to cloth diaper him but have been using bambino diapers on him. But for me it is not just the same. My daughter who has finally started to warm up to our relationship is spending a lot of time at the house. So I have had to hide most of his baby things. I have 2 washers one is just for soaking diapers. But if she saw a load of diapers it would be well hard to explain. Funny how some things are for me. I still use plastic pants over them. But since she is staying at are house helping me make arrangements is nice but it has cut into my mothering him. Thank god she is going home this weekend to her own house that is a about 100 miles from mine. But it has been nice that she is accepting us getting married. When she leaves this weekend I am going to keep him in diapers all weekend. Plus dress him in only baby outfits.
  7. Thank you for all the kind words of support. I have been going crazy with all that is going on. I can not believe all the details I have to deal with. We have made a plan of dividing up all the details. All of this has been going on at the same time we have been spiting up are business into a bunch of
  8. I think I have been too open about our life and my feelings. Plus we are getting ready for some big changes in our lives. We are going to finally tie the knot. We both have to do a lot of things to get ready as we are also going out of town for at least 6 weeks. For are honeymoon. We have a business to take care of as well. To tell the truth he has to take care of because it went way over my head. But he takes good care of that monster.
  9. I do not share every aspect of our relationship with everyone around us. Yes my one son knows a lot about my guys diaper enjoyment. The nice thing for my son is mostly from what my guy has told me. Is that he feels better about his own feelings with diapers. But one thing is for sure the reason people are into the ab or dl and both are many.
  10. I read a lot things. I do try to have an open mind. The funny thing is no one person is the same. Life is not a one size fits all. Such as me I have been told that I should try treating my guy like a sissy. I have replied that I am not into that I have no idea why. We all like what we like. If my guy wanted to try I would have to think about it. But I enjoy him being my little boy and he is very happy. But along with request from guys wanting me to become their mommy enslave them in a crib put things up their butt dress them like a little girl and so on. I have also been told that I should at lest try and let them know how it went. When I told them no thanks I got a few flaming responses. Well I am happy with my guy he works hard at are business. At this point he runs the day to day things. I am bragging now but he brings home a lot of bacon. I myself feel lucky. I write about our life on this forum because if I feel safe here. But just because I am not what a few people think that I am not doing things right. I am sorry but that is not my problem. i
  11. Well we all have ideas some for the better or worse. I at times do feel totally crazy taboos are fun to cross for me. But some are not to be crossed. Yes just because an idea crosses ones mind. It is not some thing to act on. I have been more open to act on ideas than most lady's I know. I love acting out a motherly role with my boyfriend is not hurting anyone. I have enjoyed helping my guy feel loved and cared about. I am in a situation of reshaping him most women want but have had no luck with. It started before I knew about the whole diaper thing. But it did open the door all the way. I know he is open to what I call re raising him. At times he is my man who takes care of me and businesses. But when he is in mommies boy mood I think of him as my son. When I ramped up him wearing diapers I know I pushed him past his comfort level. It was just that I had read a lot about the love hate so many guys had with diapers. I did it with my own selfish reasons. I was not sure how it would work out. But I wanted him to feel safe and a sense safety. I called it diaper training. Well seems to have worked out well. A few times wearing a diaper was not am option for him at night and he told me he had a hard time sleeping. I know I have made him feel it almost necessary to be diapered at least for bed. But the idea of diapering my birth son at this point would be wrong for me. Why because I start to have sexual feelings mixed in. If that happened I am not sure how It would affect me? But what that could do to him I could not deal with that.
  12. I have been learning about myself and who I am. I read a lot about what a lady wants in a relationship. That if a man is looking for someone to treat him in motherly way then he is a to be avoided. He will be lazy abusive and a just a bum. My guy is not that way at all. He works hard in every way. I also hate that most guys in this category are looking for a clone of their real mothers. I am not at all like his mother. She is a total selfish person and cold as they come. When he was growing up he was on his own. I know because when he was a kid his cloths were dirty and in poor shape. Well now that I have become his mother he has become a very confident person. I remember when he was growing up he craved love and attention. At that time he was eating dinner at my house every nite. So in some ways I was more like the mother he wished he had. So maybe that is why he loves the way are relationship is. I know if anyone had told me that I would be happiest treating my boyfriend this way. I would have been totally freaked. But now that I am living the role of being his mother it has opened up a side of me I never would have dreamed. I know I hated that my kids grew up and moved on. So I think the fact that I can control how much of a grown up he is makes me feel very secure. I am also luckier than most lady's my age because I enjoy sex more now than I ever have. I wounder how things would be if he had never told me about his diaper fetish. At first he told me he just liked to wear diapers but not use them. I am glad that he let me teach him that it was OK. At the time I was hoping he would not want to start pooping in them. But then out of the blue I just wanted him to be dependent on me one weekend. I remember how nice it felt him sitting on my lap. He started to get up and I told him what do need to get up for. I was thinking he was going to around the corner to pee. Because he was just starting to feel OK with peeing in his diaper in front of me. It was so cute he said I have to go poop. I told him to just close his eyes and push. I told him I know how to deal with poopy diapers. I have changed many but never yours. So if you are going to be my little boy then you are going to have to trust me. I was so happy because he trusted me and just went. As I changed him I did not mind it at all. All that went across my mind was now I have a kid who will always need his mommy. Once I cleaned him up I told him it was time get back inside mommy. I just had him hold still and not move. I just wanted him inside me for a while. Now how many lady's have the trust and bond I have?
  13. I myself hate pink but I would not worry about that. I would worry more abut paint fumes and a new baby. I would have put the child's needs first before my own BS.
  14. Well it works better than I hoped it would. It is nice and he loves it. I have enjoyed finding good ideas and making them work. I am lucky to have the money for such things.
  15. Well we have had a few talks about what happened. I know I was wrong. I love my my guy more than anyone. But thinking of him as my property has been a mistake on my part. I talked my friend who is also my therapist about my internal struggle over just what kind of relationship
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