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I do enema's and I lay on a plastic mattress , (crib ) I will use a good but plug to hold the water in, and I hump the mattress or what ever I have at the time. I don't get hard as much as I used to. But after I finish playing and I feel the excitement it's not like it used to be. I will stand up walking around and then I notice I start to drip cum. I have noticed that like you say it's hard to get hard with a vibrator up there, but it feels really good to play with stiff up inside .
Just seems to me there's such a rush to get through being a young child that it's no sooner there than replaced by something more grown up.
I just let my inner child out as much as I can with no sense of obligation to explain anything untypical of grown up, like they don't have to tell me why the do what they do so why I should I?
I'll just get some breakfast and sit by my dollies!
I have a pretty neat hifi with a direct drive turntable, separate phono preamp, integrated amp for line level inputs such as my cd player and a Yamaha cassette deck with remote control.
I used to do a lot of tape editing on reels of tape but my hands aren't up to that anymore and much the same when it came to buying and soldering kits.