Wish I'd seen this sooner. I have. It;s awful. I hate it so much.
I feel degraded. Knowing I'm going to therapy for this fetish makes me feel ashamed to be alive.
I'm gonna keep this one short. I was able to buy diapers, keep them in a secret place, use them, and throw 19 Pampers Size 6 diapers away in the same trash as everyone else uses because of the lack of awareness of m,y family. There were a few times where I had to be sneaky, but overall, it seemed to work.
Has anyone seen the diapers you can buy in the Wal-Mart bathrooms? Do you know what brand / size they are? I saw them at Wal-mart the other day. They sell for a dollar each, didn't think of buying one.
I think... If you were to have your hand smashed or some other horrible thing that required you to go to the dr.s, your diapers would be the least of your concern. You would probably be in too much pain, or concerned about your health.