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  1. Thank you for your kind words. It was brought to my attention after I wrote the first story about her mother that I hadn't given her a name, so it was my way of finally putting a name to the character in both stories. With respect Molly
  2. Chapter 30 The next little while is a blur to me, although when I think back all I can really remember is laughing and crying at the same time. Michael moved over to my side and we laughed and cried some more. Mom and Dad were on the web cam watching the whole thing. After about 20 minutes the umbilical cord had stopped pulsating, so I asked for the cord to be cut so she could be warmed up. Michael cut the cord and shortly afterwards the contractions started again. I was quite taken back at their intensity. I tried to push with them to birth the placenta ‑ but it wasn’t ready to come. I also had the need to sit up. I then knelt up, leaning on the side of the pool and it took me several pushes to deliver it, the placenta was born with the next contraction. It was very large, almost as large as the baby and Jane checked me and said that I didn't even appear to have just had a child. She told Michael that he had done a fantastic job preparing me for this birth. After some close family bonding time I was helped out of the pool and I was up and walking to my own bathroom, no tears or stitches, after I had a shower and dried off, I was diapered with a stuffer and then able to climb into my freshly made bed and I began to nurse my new daughter. I soon found out why this birth had been so long, she weighed a descent 4.3 kg (9 and a half pounds). Even with her size I didn’t require any stitches and she attached to my breast straight away and sucked contentedly. How unbelievably calming and reassuring it is to give birth at home! For the next six hours I was able to snuggle into my own bed with my husband and new daughter. We named her Makenzie, she has my dark red hair and her dad’s blue eyes, the contrast is stunning. I remember a conversation I had with my Mom about being addicted to being pregnant and I have to say that while I was pregnant, I felt a rush of "magic" when I rubbed my belly. I felt more alive and beautiful and powerful than at any point in my life, especially after a labour. In fact, when I gave birth, I experienced a "high" that I cannot even describe, and I wanted nothing more than to take good care of this little baby, to keep her safe and give her a great start in life. I cannot say that sometimes I loved the attention and joy that having a bump attracted, but I am so grateful for that life‑changing pregnancy and birth that Michael and I, no one else, own. I look back fondly on those belly rubs, long before she made her way into my arms, making way for the powerful bond we share that I feel is so critical for mothers and fathers and children. Jane told us that aboriginals, believe that a positive birth experience can teach us so much about ourselves and life. And even if you have doubts about yourselves and your strengths, by thinking positively and believing in what you want, the universe can provide us with that positive experience. Epilogue: It amazes me, that when I started my quest to have a child, I thought my only need of a man was only to impregnate me. Then I met Michael who believes in the simpler things in life and is honest and caring. He has taught me that sex is more than an act we do to procreate, it is about giving till there isn’t anything more to give. I now understand the relationship my parents have with each other, which is one of, “Loving Each Other Unconditionally.” Michael has also been an excellent provider and has proven to me that he cares for me, and my parents money isn’t the reason for his affection. I am not saying that my parents haven’t helped us out, example the home we live in, but mostly we have made our way on our own. About my Mom and Dad, well they have decided that eleven children is more than enough and that now that they are grandparents that those babies will help fill the void. Michael and I have been lucky enough to have a newborn about every three years just like clock work, and getting pregnant is no longer an issue. We presently have four children and I am three months pregnant with our fifth. Our first is Makenzie who is twelve going on thirty and Robin is nine and is the spitting image of his dad, David is six and reminds me of my father and Alice is three and a little angel, the last two were born in the Territories when we were posted there for four years. Prior to moving there, I was able to become a licenced midwife which has been responsible for making it one of the best experiences (next to having a child) that I have ever had. Being a midwife was an asset and helped me befriend the elders that I met while we were there, which in turn made it possible for me to be accepted by the rest of the residence. Michael says that it also helped him to do his job because he wasn’t just a cop, he and I were part of the community. Shortly after Alice was born Michael was asked where he would like to be posted and of course he requested Whistler, which he got. We moved and are still living in Mom and Dad’s old house. Michael recently decided that he is thinking of retiring. He has just turned forty and with his pension he should be able to do just about anything he wants. He has been offered the position of chief of the Provincial Park Rangers and I think he is leaning towards that opportunity. Years ago Mom and Dad bought a vacant piece of property just three doors down from their first house. Dad has built a new home on this lot that is twice as big as the first one and they ended up spending more time in it than in their homes back in Europe. Then Dad decided last year that he would like to become a Canadian Citizen as he has decided that he would like to retire here, seeing that all of his kids but one, are living in Canada. So all of the kids and I mean every one of them, said that they also would like to join their dad and they also became Canadians. My sisters Sadie and Ruth are married to a couple of local boys, Ruth if you remember wanted to find a young man that was OK with her wearing a diaper, well she did find one and he is a local Veterinarian. Thomas has opened a new manufacturing company in Kamloops B.C. that makes our diapers, plus he is engaged to a lovely young woman who is an Inuit and she, after meeting our family went to Thomas and asked if he minded if she adopted our idea of being kept in a diaper. Thomas has really never talked about this with anyone but Michael and although he wanted to have a mate that would wear a diaper he has never pushed the issue because he realized how difficult it was to find someone who would consider it. She and he have taken to being Diaper Lover’s and from what Thomas tells us she loves wearing and has told him that he had better be prepared to have many children and to keep her diapered for ever once they are married. Andrew is an Q.P.P. Officer, it stands for Quebec Provincial Police and he is married with two daughters. He and his wife are not into the diaper thing but they also do not criticize those of us that are. Kate is not married and is in the US and is a model. Harry is still in University and Annabelle and Nicholas are in high school and the twins Matthew and Nadia are in public school. Unfortunately we couldn’t convince Aunt Sophie and Aunt Rose to move here permanently but they are here during the school year and then return to Paris during the summer to await anyone wishing to visit. Steve and Cathy have also moved back to Whistler and they now have four kids and she is still in diapers and plastic pants. My mom is still diapered and probably always will be and as to me well, I am still lovingly diapered each and every day by Michael. Mom and I jointly run her business, and it has become more than successful. We also have quite a following of Diaper Lovers and Adult babies that purchase our diapers from Dad’s and Thomas’s newest plant through our stores and on line. Michael and I still go to the cabin in the woods as often as we can and yes, Abby and her two babies are still with us. Abby is getting a little slower but she, Emma and Penny are still a very big part of our lives. When I am not working with Mom I am working with Jane and I am very active assisting her with her midwifery business. She has been my main stay with each of my babies and even when we moved north she came up to help me deliver both of them. Along with her native teachings I have become a fierce advocator of water births at home and now in many hospitals. After reading this over I became painfully aware that my Mother’s name has never been used. So, I am dedicating this story To my Mom, “Alexandria” who has been responsible for starting our family and contributing to it’s longevity as it’s matriarch. With Love Colleen
  3. Chapter 29 Ten days later I woke to my baby doing a tap dance on my belly. Michael was on leave and we started to laugh at Abby, she was laying between us and was right up beside my belly when the baby gave her quite a boot. She sat up looked at me and then my stomach with a look that said, “Hey, who did that?” My bladder was working overtime this past week and as I stood up to have a shower I noticed that the baby had moved down into the pelvic area I was able to breath much easier but I could feel myself voiding my bladder and then I realized that my diaper must be over full as I was leaking. I went to the bathroom and sat on the toilet and continued to piddle. Finally I stood up and showered. The whole time I was showering I noticed that I was dribbling non stop. I wrapped a towel around me as if it were a diaper and then waddled into the bedroom. Michael realized my dilemma and put a changing pad on the bed and then I sat and then laid on it as he got me ready for my diaper. Once I was contained I got up to get dressed and I noticed that I still had a steady stream of urine voiding my body. With in a three hour span I had to ask Michael to change me again as I was soaked. As the day proceeded it started to slow down, it was as if the baby finally stopped jumping on my bladder. The following morning about 1:30 am I started to have contractions. At 10 am I called Jane to let her know that I was indeed in labour. She then called my Doctor to let him know that I was advancing normally and that she would call if she or I needed any assistance. And so the day of my labour arrived. Jane came and gave me a lovely massage. She left in the afternoon, and we had started to prepare the birthing room, we half fill the pool with warm water, and switched on all the heaters. I lit some candles and laid down to get some rest before Jane came back. An hour and a half later she arrived. The contractions had slowed from lying down, she checked me and the baby and we decided to try and get some more rest. As the afternoon wore on the contractions became stronger, I went from lying down and breathing though them, to having to get up and rocking on the Swiss ball…By 3.30 pm I started to feel that things were really getting stronger so Michael suggested we start adding some hot water to the pool. At about 7:30 pm I was eyeing up that pool with great desire! Jane came to see how I was going and she suggested that I get in… you didn’t have to ask me twice… entering that water was bliss, the warmth was incredible relief! During a water birth, both you and your baby should receive monitoring and medical care, just as you would in a hospital bed. So Jane attached a special underwater Doppler device that monitors the baby's heartbeat. I didn’t need them but you can also receive medications through an IV while you are in the water if needed. And within minutes I was almost fully dilated and was waiting for the urge to push. From then on the contractions started getting much stronger, I tried a few different positions and found that kneeling and leaning against the side was the most comfortable, and ended up staying in this position for the rest of my labour. Michael sat beside me outside the pool and held my hands, gave me water. I focused on breathing in through my nose for a count of four and out my mouth for a count of five during each contraction, which I really felt helped me a lot. In between contractions I rested with my head down on the side of the pool… the peace was bliss. After being with Jane and being present at so many births it never entered my mind for a minute that I wouldn’t have the strength and determination to get through the labour in a positive way… I wouldn’t say that I am a very strong person but somehow this labour opened up a well of strength that I never knew I had. I felt that as each contraction came I dealt with it in the most constructive way, between contractions Michael would walk me through a relaxing period in which I was able to release a lot of tension which I didn’t realize I was holding. In between contractions he would also massage my perineum. At this point I realized that each contraction was getting me closer to my baby. As my baby started coming through the pelvic region I felt an amazing sense of pride, finally I could feel that all this hard work was paying off, and our baby was nearly there. Through those strong contractions I felt an amazing sense of wonderment and euphoria, this pressure I was feeling in my pelvis was OUR BABY! Michael and I were working together and the hard work was paying off! Feeling these sensations gave me so much courage and determination to get the job done. I couldn’t help but grin from ear to ear. As each contraction came over me I focused on breathing down and opening up, all the time talking to my baby and asking her to come on out. As the final few contractions came over me and my baby started crowning I tapped into all the energy I had left… in between contractions I would feel her slip back but this would only help me become more determined that the next contraction she would make it out. After several pushes, I felt a burning sensation and heard Jane telling me I could reach down and feel the head. I will never forget that moment as I reached down in the water and felt that warm, wrinkled head and knew in just a few moments I would hold my baby in my arms! Then Jane had me flip over, and Michael jumped in behind me and supported me while I floated in the water. Jane who was going to catch the baby also got in and with one more push, the baby's head was born...along with her right hand! Jane had me stop pushing as she needed to release the hand so the rest of the baby could be born. As soon as she pulled the hand out, the rest of the baby flew out! (She was born at 10:49 pm.) Jane brought her up out of the water to place her on my chest. The cord was still pulsating and supplying her oxygen. She gradually became nice and pink, Jane gently suctioned any secretions and then she received some oxygen. All the while I held her and marveled at this tiny being. So after 3 hours in the birth pool, my baby was born. I don’t think I could ever describe the joy and elation that we all felt when she gently slipped out into the warmth of the pool. In my arms I held a beautiful baby girl. I was so happy to finally be holding her.
  4. Chapter 28 I was getting bigger and bigger and the photos shot each month were really a lot of fun to see how our pregnancy was progressing. Mom was still in fine health and the doctors were very pleased with her progress as was mine. Jane had suggested that as I was almost into my seventh month that perhaps I should start backing off and rest at home a little more. I politely said that if she didn’t mind I would like to keep going at our present pace. I was learning so much and making some wonderful friends. She agreed to let me continue coming with her. I have found that the new stuffer is a wonderful addition to my diaper wardrobe it has made getting changed so much easier and I don’t feel that I am wasting a diaper. I can wear a diaper with a stuffer and it will litterly last me the entire day with out chaffing. Cathy is still wearing a diaper each and every day and enjoys the stuffer as well. I am just started my prenatal classes which Jane teaches and after our class we went to Tim’s for a tea and we had a conversation about my being in diapers. She told me that she didn’t have a problem with it but was wondering if I could talk to one of her patients that was having a bladder problem and flat out refused to use any kind of protection. I knew who she meant and said that I would talk to her about it. So after we were finished out tea we drove to this lady’s house. After a little chat we finally got to her incontinence problem. She was so very embarrassed I jumped in and told her that she didn’t need to be. Then we explained that it was a common problem and could be taken care of with a simple pad worn in her underwear. She said that it wasn’t enough, so I introduced her to my diaper bag. At first she was, “Oh, I wouldn’t wear that.” and I asked “why not, do you enjoy wetting yourself in public.” She adamantly said that, no she didn’t . So I continued to probe at why she wouldn’t wear a diaper and she said because everyone will know. It was at that point that I explained to her that she and I have known each other for over two months and was she aware that I wear a diaper each and every day. She sat there and just stared at me. Finally I had to break the silence by saying to her for the second time that she hadn’t noticed had she? She told me that I was just trying to be nice and that I didn’t wear a diaper. I stood looked at Jane and undid my jeans and dropped them. There I was in a diaper with a stuffer and a pair of my new pink plastic pants. Her mouth dropped and she just sat there for a moment or two then I pulled up my jeans and said, “see there are those of us that require the added protection and I would rather wear a diaper than wet myself in public.” She agreed and then wanted to know where she could purchase what I was wearing. I told her that she could get diapers in most drug stores but that I order mine from a company called Bourse de soie, Silk Purse. She said that she had heard of it and would order them as soon as possible. As she was my size I left her with half a dozen diapers and a pair of plastic pants. We showed her how to put them on by herself and Jane was quite pleased that she had finally come around to accepting the fact that she had a problem. Michael and my sex life was very active and I couldn’t have been more pleased that he didn’t pull away as do some men. He was actively taking part in my prenatal care with the Lammas classes and the oil massages on my breasts and tummy and the massaging of my perineum, so I wouldn’t have to have an episiotomy was the greatest gift he gave me. Jane instructed him as to the correct way to perform the massage and he was meticulous while doing it. Jane told him that it would be one of the best things he could do for me. Most of her clients’ husbands were too squeamish to even attempt the procedure which I find silly because most men don’t think twice about sticking their members or faces into a woman’s crotch but to do something that will help their wives during labour they can’t or won’t participate. We were getting closer and closer to our due date. Mom was still doing well and she sent us a picture and she was huge. Mom said that Dad was more attentive than he has ever been during this pregnancy. Dad purchased a similar inflatable bean bag style chair to ours and they find that with her extra large belly that it helps them enjoy having sex. Dad is able to fully penetrate mom which he wasn’t able to do unless he propped her bottom up with pillows. We have found that same thing, that it opens me up to Michael and we are able to get a deeper contact with each other. I went to the doctor four days before my due date and he told me that it could be up to a week after wards before I would go into labour so not to get into a hurry about it. Jane thought that I might be a disappointment but I can honestly say that it didn’t bother me, I loved being pregnant and was not in a hurry to loose my belly. That night Dad called and said that Mom was in labour and was doing just fine, they were in Scotland and Aunt Sophie and Aunt Rose were with mom. He hooked up the web cam so I could see and talk to Mom. She really was progressing with her labor and doing well. They had a midwife and a doctor on hand just in case and both said that at that time she was proceeding just as she should. After about an hour the doctor confirmed that she should be getting into the tub so she could proceed with the final stages of the birth. Mom and Dad were old hands at this so Dad was in the tub with her and was helping with her breathing and massaging and before we knew it she had given birth to a baby boy. Dad caught him as she was pushing and they suctioned his little mouth and nose and he started to cry ever so softly then mom had an other contraction and she pushed out an other baby only this time it was a little girl. Dad was there to catch her and as she came out of the water she immediately started to cry. There was my mom with a baby in each arm smiling from ear to ear. After about 20 minutes they cut both cords and then mom birthed the placenta. When she was showered Dad diapered and dressed her for bed. Then the babies were brought to her and they started to nurse right away. As I turned to Michael I noticed that he was crying. And I asked was there something wrong and he looked at me and planted a very passionate kiss on my lips and then he whispered in my ear, “I love you and if you want to have eleven babies I will be there for each and everyone of them.” After a while we said our good bye’s and the two of us toddled off to bed after letting the girls out for the nightly business and then we fell asleep in each others arms.
  5. Chapter 26 After my mom went home the next few months just sped by. The photographer came each month with lots of new maternity clothes for me to model. It was fun to see the difference each month. Cathy and Steve had a little baby boy they called Adam and he was healthy and looked like Steve. While we were preparing for our little one, we settled into a comfortable routine. I walked our three little girls each and every morning. Twice a week Jane would pick me up and we would travel about the country side checking in on her other pregnant patients. I enjoyed meeting and becoming friends with the women I met on our excursions. I was quickly becoming very good at being her assistant. And we increased the number of times I joined her to three. In some ways I missed working at the law office but I enjoyed my new endeavors even more. I was learning about natural healing and how to introduce them into my way of living. Michael was very happy with what I was learning from Jane and said that if we were ever to be transferred to a posting farther north that, my new found abilities would really come in handy. We were trying to pick names that we liked for a boy and a girl. We chose to not know the sex of our baby we wanted it to be a surprise. We decided that if it were a boy we would call him Braden if it was a girl we had two names that we liked, Hannah and Makenzie. By the time I was five and a half months it was base ball season again and the girls and I never missed a game. We always walked to the park and usually everyone came to our place afterwards. Michael and I were very sexually active during my pregnancy and we were assured by my doctor that there was very little that we could do that would jeopardize our child’s well being. Mom wrote me daily and she told me that she would never have believed that her and Dad could get anymore intimate than they were but she said he was could not keep his hands off of her. He was enamored by her belly size and she said her breasts were enormous. I teased her and said he would be jealous when the babies arrived because there wouldn’t be a boob for him. She told me that they had already discussed that and he told the babies he would be willing to share. My breasts although they have always been double D’s were even larger at six months. I am not sure how that was possible. Michael wasn’t complaining but then he wouldn’t. Mom was still able to fly so she and Dad were coming for my six month photo shoot. When they arrived Mom had all kinds of new products for me to try before the photo were to be taken. Dad’s company had designed and manufactured a few new items. The first was a new diaper “Stuffer” it is almost an inch and a half thick and is a substitute for the second diaper. It hasn’t any drain holes as it is the padding in the crotch area of a diaper without the plastic and only a soft cloth like cover, it is more or less the same shape as the padded area in a diaper. Now that, I really liked, it means you get the bulk but with less plastic which means that you sweat less. Then there were some new plastic pants that were designed to accommodate a woman’s expanding belly while pregnant. They were quite long in the front to fit over the top of the baby. They were a normal length in the back. They also came with, let me see, I guess you could call them granny panties because they were anything but sexy and were like a terry lining in the plastic pants which were snap ons, and there were also pull ons. They were not glamorous but they felt wonderful on, there wasn’t an elastic band cutting across my middle, they were soft and much cooler and comfortable. She said she designed them out of necessity but has found that most women in their later pregnancy have really liked them. I wasn’t as large as her but they were definitely going to be my favorites. Next she asked me to try on a few of her newer corsets and bras made for the pregnant woman. The back laced corset was very similar to the one I wore at my wedding. It barely held my breasts in place but was very comfortable and the tummy area was very soft expanding Lycra.. You could cinch it in without putting any pressure on the baby. It was amazing how it helped with my back stress. I decided that I would be wearing one more frequently. She also designed some nursing bras that expanded as you do. All of these items except the diapers were in matching colours. I had always modeled the clothing but Mom wanted to know if I would model the new underwear. I looked at Michael and said, “what do you think?” He told me that he didn’t have a problem with it. So off we went with the photographer and I modeled and he snapped. While I was modeling the new plastic pants mom joined me wearing the same things only in a different colour. We laughed and really had a good time. The bras and the plastic pants were very comfortable to wear and I really felt they would be big sellers. This was probably the last time I would see my parents until we each gave birth but we promised to write daily. So as quickly as they came they were gone. I was a little sad but knew they were thinking of me and that made it alright. We installed a web cam on our computer and Dad set it up with theirs in Scotland and Paris so I will be able to get in touch with them anytime I like. Chapter 27 Our sex life has taken on a life of it’s own and there isn’t anything we haven’t tried. Michael bought a swing type of apparatus that mounts over the bed and it puts me into the perfect position for Michael to kneel on the bed and then push and pull me on and off of his penis. I truly love it. Then he purchased an inflatable..... well I will call it a bean bag style of chair with handles and it allows us perfect access to any part of me. With the belly I have now it is perfect and allows Michael total access to my bottom, my vagina or if he wants to perform cunnilingus on me it makes it so much easier. I am sure the larger I get the more we will use it. Michael was being sent to Manitoba for a week and said, “After supper I want you to open this box it is something I have been meaning to get but till now there wasn’t a need.” After supper we took it to our bedroom and I proceeded to opened a box about 18 inches wide and about 24 inches long, inside it was the strangest machine I have ever seen. He told me it was a double Monkey Rocker. He asked me if I remembered back before Christmas when he had found me masturbating in our bedroom at the cabin and he said that at a later date he would instruct me on how to pleasure myself. Well this was how and what I was to use. Before we mounted our new toy for the first time we gave each other a few cleansing enemas, he then put a smaller dildo that ejaculated lubricant into your bottom on one of the fittings and then covered it with lubricant then he directed me over it and then told me to lower myself down on top of it. It took a bit of wiggling but finally all of it was inside me then he showed me how to rock back and forth to bring myself to a climax. I asked what the other seat was for so he put a little dildo on it and lubricated it and then placed it up his bottom while facing me and said, “for this.” He and I rocked back and forth as he massaged my belly and then my breasts, bringing them to ridged protrusion. I was stroking and massaging his penis, then he with his other hand started to massage my clitoris. In a while I was screaming with pleasure as he released the lubricant into my butt, he was laughing at my actions. We slowly brought ourselves to a very slow motion and then he got up and then lifted me off the machine. He then gave me an other dildo that fit onto this machine, you could put a lubricant or seamen into it and ejaculate it into yourself. It was very similar to the one he had given me back before Christmas and I could see where this was going to be a favourite toy of mine. Michael told me that he wanted me to use it while he was away, the large dildo was an exact replica of his penis. He had it made for me because I liked the other one so much. We vacated the machine and he slipped his penis into my vagina and ejaculated into it. I was so satisfied with myself, my belly was full so were my breasts and my uterus and ass what more could I have asked for. Michael cleaned me up and then diapered me in a stuffer and a diaper and then a pair of my new plastic pants. I was having to wear a soft sports bra to bed lately as my breasts were very large and quite tender, the one I chose that night was also a nursing bra so Michael took advantage of the fact that the flap came down and he started suckling on one then the other breast. I think at that moment I knew how my Mom felt when she said she loved being pregnant and having Dad caressing and enjoying her body. The following week Michael left for Rivers Manitoba and I was on my own. We conversed nightly and after he was away for about 4 days he asked how was my new toy working out for me. I told him that I hadn’t used it yet. He said he was sorry to hear that. I told him that there wasn’t any substitute for the real thing. We weren’t off the phone ten minutes and I went to our bedroom and decided to lubricate up my little friend and give it a whirl. After mounting the machined vaginally I proceeded to massage my belly and then my breasts bringing myself to a climax three times before I climbed off and went for a shower. I diapered myself and then crawled into bed. And immediately fell asleep. Michael was home before I knew it and although my rocker was fun it wasn’t as good as the man himself.
  6. Chapter 25 We decided to purchase a birthing tub, we had a good sized hot tub in the bathroom but it wasn’t as large as we wanted so we contacted Aquaborn Eco Birth Pool and purchased one of their larger tubs. My intention was that after we were finished with it we were going to give it to Jane and her group as they were making due with a child’s deep wading pool with a plastic disposable liner. Jane was teaching me many of the Indian ways such as a sweet grass ceremony and all about medicine wheels and about essential oils and crystals and many stones and about their healing properties. She and I became very close and having her instruct me on the Aboriginal ways was comforting and I couldn’t seam to get enough knowledge regarding her heritage. I came to the knowledge that I loved being pregnant. Having this little miracle growing inside me, it was just too fascinating! From the beginning things had gone very smoothly for me, I would say that I was having a wonderful pregnancy, in which not only was I growing physically but also emotionally and spiritually. I felt a strong connection with my baby, and permanently had my hands on my belly and if I didn’t, it was Michael that was touching it. By the time I was five months pregnant Michael told me that when I was in my last two months he wanted to start to massaging my perineum, so I wouldn’t have to have an episiotomy. Apparently my parents had recommended that he start to gently stretch my perineum to help prevent tearing when I give birth. I remember Mom telling me about dad doing the same thing for her and she highly recommended it. Jane and I also teach it to the husbands who were willing to participate in their children’s birth process. By the time my Mom came to visit again I had actually looked pregnant. I couldn’t believe my Mom she was of course even larger, and so very active. She and Dad were quite enjoying her oversized belly at such an early stage in her pregnancy. Michael told me one night that he couldn’t believe how my Mom glows now that she is pregnant. He was right she looked beautiful and fulfilled, I felt that way but Mom projected it with her every movement and gesture. Now I can not imagine myself living anywhere other than this country so I decided to became a Canadian Citizen, being as my mom was already one it helped with the paper work. Mom co-ordinated a visit that would correspond with my citizenship ceremony. It was an interesting procedure and it made me feel very proud when I was handed my little Canadian Flag and congratulate by the local judge and my husband and my Mom. Even though Cathy was getting very close to her due date she and Steve also attended and wouldn’t you know everyone that we chummed with on the ball team also came. Mom had her photographer take pictures for the family and then she and Cathy and I were off for the final photos for the catalogue. Afterwards we went for lunch and then back to our place for the afternoon. We chatted and then Cathy told us that since our wedding that Steve had started changing her diapers. She said that they had become even closer than before she became pregnant. It was then that she told us that he had requested that she remain in diapers and plastic pants even after the pregnancy. Mom then told her that she has been in diapers since she met my dad almost 25 years ago and that he is the one who changes her each and every day when they are together. She told Cathy that it is a Commitment on both their parts and has led to many happy sexual encounters over the years. Cathy then asked her, “Has it been your choice to be pregnant as many times as you have been, or was it your husbands?” She said, that in the beginning it was Dad that wanted her to be pregnant but that she loved the feeling of a baby growing inside her so much that she preferred to be pregnant than not. Mom is almost five months pregnant and is bigger than Cathy at eight months. In an other 4 months she is going to be massive. She and I started talking about my choice to have a home water birth and Cathy said that she wanted to have her baby in a hospital. She was too frightened that something bad might happen so she wanted to be sure that if anything could go wrong she would have immediate care. I understood her concerns and told her that she was making the right choice for her and her child. I feel in my case I am doing the right thing for me and mine.
  7. Chapter 23 My youngest sister Annabelle went down the stair first dropping rose petals then my sister Kate descended the stairs and she was met by one of Michael’s mates dressed in his red dress uniform, then Sadie went next and then Ruth, each was met by one of Michael’s friends and then Cathy who was met by Steve. It was then that Abby and her two pups side by side with little matching velvet bows on their ears started down the stairs in front of Dad and I. Everyone was ewing and ahing and smiling it was as if we had rehearsed them doing it. Half way down Abby stopped, turned and looked at me and I sware she was smiling at me and then she continued to the bottom and Thomas called them and they ran to his side. And then to, ‘Here Comes the Bride,’ Dad and I, proceeded down the stairs. As I was looking out over the people in the lobby I noticed that there were a lot more than 5 red uniforms in the crowd, but the one that stood out the most was the man waiting at the front of the hall with the minister. Dad and I continued to the bottom and then we were in front of the minister. Mom joined Dad and then the minister asked, “who giveth this woman to this man?” and Daddy said, “Her mother and I do.” Dad raised my Vail and kissed me and then Mom did the same and then she lowered it back down and then they sat down. Cathy took my bouquet and Steve took Michael’s hat. From that point on it was all up to the two of us. Next we turned and faced each other and at that point all the men dressed in red removed their head gear and placed them under their arms. The wedding proceeded as most do until the minister said, “I now pronounce you man and wife,” and then he told Michael that he could then kiss the bride. Then Michael raised my face Vail and gave me a long and lasting kiss. There were hoots and whistles and much clapping. As we turned to walk down isle I heard "CENTER FACE," all the extra eight men in red were standing on either side of the isle just outside the hallway door, we walked past the guests and then I heard "BRIDGE SWORDS" and then each usher raised his saber, they held their swords high above our heads forming a arch of sabers from the doorway and out onto the circular driveway. Most of our guest were streaming outside, by the time we reached the last two men in the arch then the last saber bearer tapped me on behind and said, "Welcome to the Royal Canadian Military Police, Ma'am." This comment and action started everyone laughing. The weather was really nice it was sunny but not cold, long sleeves were definitely a good choice. We took most of the pictures on the moor overlooking the valley below. We also had some in the courtyard with the pups and Abby. When we were finished we headed back to the house for the reception. We had a fine meal and after the toasts and the traditional cutting of the cake we started the party. The extra eight RCMP officers were sent by Michael’s regional supervisor as an honour guard and as his wedding gift to us both. Dad sent a plane for them and their wives. It was a very big hit with all of our guests of whom most had never seen a Royal Canadian Mounted Police Officer before. Before the party started at about 6:30 pm all the men in red were told that they could removed their dress uniforms and put on street cloths so that they would be able to have fun. Michael was changing into the suit I had given him at Christmas and I changed out of my wedding dress into a Highland wedding dress. I kept my corset and garters on and was about to changed my diapers when Michael making sure our door was locked started the procedure by removing my soiled diapers and then he dropped his shorts and proceeded to slide his engorged penis deep into me, he told me that he had been wanting to do that from the moment he saw me on the stairs and after only a few minutes he brought me and himself to a climax. We cleaned and tidied ourselves up he re diapered me and then we headed back down stairs to continue parting with our friends and family, our intention was to drive to Largo to spend the night in their honeymoon suite, but we decided that we would rather party with our friends, so we cancelled our reservation and spent the evening having a good time. At about three pm everyone said their good nights and were driven to their hotel all of us retired to our rooms. We were exhausted but made sure the girls got out for their evening business and then we crawled into our bed were we did nothing but fall asleep in each others arms. Chapter 24 Everyone came to Mom and Dad’s for a wedding breakfast and we continued on for a luncheon BBQ. We spent a great afternoon and evening with everyone who had come. They were all scheduled to leave for Canada on the Monday morning so we spent some quality time with them. We got some really nice pictures of Cathy in some new outfits for our spring catalogue and Mom had the photographer take a few of my slightly bulging belly in some other slacks and skirts. Mom and the photographer were going to be in Whistler in just over six weeks to take the final pictures of Cathy’s last month of pregnancy. Cathy’s pregnancy has been well accepted and the response we have had is that everyone is anxious to follow her pregnancy. Mom has decided that she will be doing the same for mine and they will be shooting new outfits every month from now till I give birth. It will be interesting to see my progression over the next seven months. After everyone left it was fairly quiet and we sort of just hung around and spent time with the kids and my parents. After about a couple of days we headed to Paris to do some sight seeing. We left the girls in Thomas’s care. We did a whirlwind tour of Europe. One night after we had been there for about two and a half weeks, Michael was laying beside me in bed and asked, “Colleen how do you feel about going home?” I think my answer shocked him, “Oh! Michael thank you, all I want to do is get my girls and go home. I miss it there, it is funny but this place isn’t where I want to be anymore.” The following morning we were back at Mom and Dad’s in Scotland and we made arrangements to fly home in two days. My mom said she totally understood why I wanted to go home and that she would see me in just over two weeks. I said my goodbyes to everyone packed up my babies and we headed to the airport. Mom and Dad came with us and before we boarded Mom gave me a beautiful photo album that was filled with pictures of Abby and her two babies I kissed her and said it was one of the best gifts I had ever been given. In a couple of weeks Mom, Thomas and my Grandparents will be heading back to Montreal and then Mom will continue on to Whistler. Ooh, it was good to be home, we just hung around and watched my belly expand almost daily. We engaged in nightly warm, not hot baths. We lite some candles, and would put drops of lavender essence oil in the tub. Michael would massage my belly and breasts with pure almond oil. Then he would talk to our baby. He read that prenatal bonding is as important as postnatal bonding. I thought Michael would be board and want to go back to work but he seemed quite content to spend all of his time with me, making love and diapering me. One night after we got home he and I were soaking in the big hot tub and of course we became quite horny so we left the tub and moved to the bed where he asked me to then asked me to get into the middle of the bed and told me to get on my knees and put my butt in the air, he mounted me from the rear and started banging way at my vagina while fingering my clit. The slapping noise as he came in contact with my body was as if we were being applauded as we were climaxing. He left himself in me for a while and then he removed his penis, rolled me over and proceeded to give it to me missionary fashion not before he placed a cockring with a clitoris stimulator over his penis and then he lovingly entered me again. I was watching his facial expressions and I would say that he was truly having a great time as was I. I put my legs around his waist and let him pump away. The simulator was fantastic because it allowed him to use both of his hands to massage my breasts. It was a evening of fulfilling sex. Before we decided to go to sleep I was double diapered and put into a pair of plastic pants and a nightgown and Michael massaged my belly and then had his evening chat with our baby. We read everything online that had anything to do with being pregnant and then we went to the library and got every book they had on the subject. I think it was a little too much of an information overload. By the time Mom arrived we had so many questions to ask her and she graciously tried to answer everyone of them. The one we were really interested in was the water birth which I know mom has participated in every birth except one. If anyone would know how to do it right it would be my parents. During all of this reading I would see that there could be different complications, the danger, the high rate of caesareans, bla, bla, bla .... some were rather focused on what could go wrong. So I stopped reading that type of book and concentrated on the positive attitude. I had always wanted a home birth so I decided to find a midwife early. Living in Whistle I thought that there might be difficulties finding one, but upon making some phone calls I got in touch with Jane she was a local midwife from a local Indian Reserve. From our first meeting I knew that she was going to be the right person for me. We had no problems communicating and I really liked her views on birthing in general. And so it was that the home birth process began. Having Jane as my midwife meant that throughout the pregnancy I felt supported and special, it was wonderful knowing that she knew me and her wonderful positivity about the birthing process gave me so much faith in my own abilities. Along with her help I also was introduced to other native women who were also at my disposal if and when needed. I was invited to help with other women in their community throughout their birthing process. They were so accepting of me that I felt really at home on the reserve. The more I began to understand the process the more I realized that there was nothing to fear and that all of these women were going to help me when my time came.
  8. Chapter 21 About this time Cathy and Steve arrived in the kitchen and it then dawned on me that I was only wearing my pj’s and it was very obvious that I was diapered as they were sticking out the top of my pj bottoms. I asked Michael to get my housecoat and he went to our room and then brought it to me by slipping it over my shoulders I put my arms through the arms and then tied the belt around me, Cathy just smiled. To try and cover up my embarrassment I asked mom if she minded if I told them the news. She said she didn’t. Steve just sat with his mouth open and then said, “congratulations.” He looked at me and said that makes eleven doesn’t it. I said, “Yup!” He turned and looked at Michael and said, “you two better be careful, you know they say, like mother like daughter.” Michael looked at me and I said, “Go ahead and tell him, I’ve told Cathy.” Steve would look from one to the other and then said, “Tell me what?” Michael then told him that I was just over 2 months along and that we were also due on September the 14th the same day as my mom. All he could say was, “Holy Cow!” The two of them headed out for a walk and Mom and Cathy and I just sat and drank our coffees. Later that night Michael told me that Steve was telling him that he was in for a great time once I started to show. Michael asked him what he meant. He told him that they had fantastic sex and that she had started to wear diapers and plastic pants because she couldn’t control her bladder and that he couldn’t keep his hands off of her. Plus her breasts were getting larger and more sensual than ever before. It was then that he said he could understand my dad’s desire to keep my mom pregnant he said he was going to miss her belly the diapers and plastic pants once the baby came. I was sitting on the bench in the shower and he had shaved my mound and then we moved to the bed where he gave me a really good enema clean out. Then with only my diapers and plastic pants on and he started suckling on my breasts and he asked me was I planning on breast feeding the baby when it came, and I told him that I would breast feed for six months to a year. He got a large smile on his face and then he blushed while asking me when I was breast feeding could he also try it once or twice. I told him that it was a fantasy of mine to feed my child and him. He turned and smothered his face in my breasts all the while his penis started to stand at attention. I rolled him on his back and slowly pushed my diaper to the side and inserted him into my vagina, I loved being on top but straddling him put too much pressure on the leg holes so I unsnapped my plastic pants and tore the tapes off and then removed the first and second diapers, I threw them on the floor and then positioned myself directly over him and then slowly lower myself again, this time it felt good and I rode him for about 20 minutes I was soaking wet and my bodily fluids were acting like a lubricant. He then rolled me over and proceeded to pound away at my vagina and then he finally came to a climax. He quickly withdrew his penis and shot his spunk all over my belly and then he rubbed it into my skin. When we were what I thought was finished, we went back to the shower and he washed me down with foaming soap and the sprayer. Then he dropped to his knees and made me sit on the bench again then he put my legs over his shoulders and then proceed to make me come once again. I was soaking wet as he took me to our bed and then he massaged my clit till I was aching from climaxing so many times. All he had to do was touch it and I would start writhing from the feeling. It wasn’t unpleasant so he penetrated me one more time and after only six or seven pumps I was over the top again. I had to ask him to stop as my body was shaking and quivering from the experience. I had never been that overstimulated in the past and I was wondering if it was a hormone thing. He re diapered me and then took the girls out for their final evening business. And then we fell asleep. Chapter 22 In the morning I took the girls out and on my way back to our room I ran into Steve in the kitchen and he asked if we could chat. I didn’t have my housecoat on and I was a little self conscious about being in a diaper in front of someone other than Michael. It never seemed to even register with him so I sat on one side of the breakfast table and he the other. Then he wanted to know if Cathy ever talked about their sex life. I put it back into his court and asked to what was he referring. Then he told me that she was wearing a diaper and plastic pants because she was having incontinence problems because of the pregnancy. And he had done some research and there were people called Adult Babies and Diaper Lovers and that they wore diapers and plastic pants all the time, and that he would like Cathy to wear them even after the baby because he enjoyed them on her. So I said, “Well, have you talked to her about your fantasy?” He then told me he was too embarrassed to ask her. I told he that he might be pleasantly surprised if he asked her. Then I asked, “Do you change her when she needs changing?” He told me that he didn’t and did I think that might sway her to wearing all the time. I told him it might not hurt. By the time I got back into bed Michael was ready to get up and as it was the last day before our wedding that we had to make sure everything was ready so he changed me and I told him about my conversation with Steve. He laughed and said, if he only knew what he was about to get himself into. Thomas took my three little girls to the groomer. My sister's and Cathy's and my dress were brought for final fittings. Mom said we looked fantastic and then she told us that our hair appointments were for 8:30 am the next day. The guys were having a stag party for Michael that night and he would be staying in the guest house with Steve and his grooms men. I am not into the stage and doe party thing so we got a couple of movies and planned on a girls night in, we invited the wives of Michael’s friends and any of the women that were attending the wedding to the house and we served popcorn and pop and watched chick flicks till about one in the morning. Dad’s driver drove the ladies back to the hotel in the limo. And then we all headed off to bed. I felt totally alone with out Michael by my side, I longed for nothing more than hearing him breath. It was soothing and I missed it. Finally I must have drifted off and the next thing I know it was morning and the sun was shining in the big french doors. I took the girls out and then headed back to my room. I showered and put on a single diaper and a pair of blue plastic pants then a bra and t-shirt and a pair of blue jeans. I then went down stairs to the kitchen to have breakfast, mom and dad were sitting reading the paper and drinking coffee as I entered the room. Dad gave me a kiss and mom got up and started cooking French toast for me. We sat around not really talking about anything just enjoying each others company, the kids were coming and going and it was a normal morning at “Our House.” Before I knew it, the limo was there to take Mom, Cathy and my sisters Sadie and Ruth and me to the hair dresser. Katie and Annabelle had been earlier with Rose, Sophie and Grandma. We had a really good time laughing and talking about my upcoming honeymoon. Cathy wanted to know if either of the girls wore diapers and Sadie said that she didn’t and Ruth told her that she only wore once and a while and Mom and I were shocked that she hadn’t mentioned that she wore at all. She said that she wasn’t ready to wear every day but enjoyed them and thought in time that she would start wearing 24/7. Sadie told us that she just couldn’t understand the attraction to wear a diaper as a grown woman. We all looked at each other and shrugged our shoulders and told her that we were not sure why we loved wearing but that it was comfortable and in everyone’s case except Ruth we agreed that it definitely had improved our sex lives to which Ruth piped up that she couldn’t wait for that to happen. Mom told her that she hoped she would wait to find out and that she was to remember how difficult it was for me, to find a mate that understood and enjoyed the process. Ruth may only be 17 and a half but, she is a very mature young woman for her age. She told us that we needn’t worry, when she decided to picked a young man to couple with he would have to love her for who she was and that would include her love of diapers. If he couldn’t deal with it she would move on as I had done until she found someone like Michael. Mom told her that there weren’t many men like him and dad but she told her to never stop looking that there is someone for everyone. The hair dresser styled my hair back on the sides and piled curls on top and down the back. She put babies breath all through it. My hair is like my grandmothers and it is quite curly and very red, not a carrot red but a real dark red. It is quite long and I usually wear it down and free flowing like my mom’s, so I wanted it to appear to have some order on this special day. When she was finished I was very satisfied with the look. It was soft and very fairy like in appearance which was the look I was going for. After we got home and as I was puttering around in my bedroom when I heard a little knock and then Mom and Sophie and Rose entered my bedroom and said that they wanted to make sure I was appropriately diapered and that they would be doing the honours. The only person other than Michael that diapered me was my mom, and although the last time they had diapered me was as an infant I hadn’t any reservations about having them help me today. So wearing nothing but a towel. I was asked to lay on the bed and then mom put diaper cream on all of my private parts and then Rose dusted me with baby powder. Sophie prepared my first diaper because I told her Michael likes me to be double diapered, and then she put me into my second then mom put me into a lovely pair of ivory coloured plastic pants. Then I was put into a satin ivory coloured corset with garters and then ivory hose. The corset mom had made at her store and had little or no support for my breasts they were just barely being held in place and although I was cinched into it, and it helped support my back it was made to accommodate and put absolutely no pressure on your expanding belly, by using a Lycra fabric in the stomach area. Mom said I should be able to use it right up till I give birth as it was designed exclusively for the pregnant woman. About that time all my sisters and Cathy came to my room and they were all dressed and looked fantastic. Cathy gasped at my undergarments and told me I looked good enough to eat. Next came the crinolines. With nothing more than that on, I really did look fantastic. Then on went the dress. I felt like a princess as I stood there in front of the mirror. Sophie did up all of the little buttons down the back of my dress and Rose did up the ones on the sleeves. Finally, I manoeuver me and the dress to my dressing table and sat on the bench. I put the finally touches to my makeup and then Mom brought over the Vail and then pined it in place. She brought it over my shoulders and down the sides. As I was standing my dad entered the room. Sophie and Rose left to make sure the kids were ready and mom escorted Cathy and my sisters out and into the hall so that dad and I could be alone. He stood in front of me and offered his hand I placed it into his and then he kissed it and then he kissed my check. “Colleen, you are my pride and joy and because of you I was able to meet and marry the most amazing woman on earth. She has never asked for anything other than my Love and that, I have given freely. My wish is that you and Michael can have the same kind of marriage. Give till you have nothing more to give. Respect and honour each other and you will never have problems. My wish for the two of you is that you have a fruitful marriage, maybe not as fruitful as your mom’s and mine but a full and happy life, with each other.” I was on the verge of tears and I hugged and kissed him and said, “Thank you, Daddy for your words of wisdom, I also hope that we can be as happy as you and Mommy.” He moved to my side and said, “Shall we do this, Honey?” I nodded. And we started to walk to the door when he stopped and whispered, “Please tell me you are diapered.” I whispered back, “Not once but twice, Michael likes me that way.” All he did was smile and nod his head in approval as he brought forward the face Vail.
  9. I believe that in the very beginning of this post this person said that he was Canadian so I did a little research as someone suggested and the following are the only Canadian incidents that I could find that involved Helicopters in Afghanistan: August 5/2010: A Canadian CH-47D Chinook was shot down in Kandahar Province, Afghanistan. It made a hard landing and burned out on the ground, wounding eight soldiers. Just to clearify this was this year not three years ago. 9 Jun 2010 ... A medic with the U.S. Army comforts an injured Canadian soldier with the 1st ... shot down an American medevac helicopter in southern Afghanistan. On 6 July 2009, a CH-146 crashed about 80 kilometres northeast of Kandahar city killed two Canadian soldiers, along with a British soldier from the Royal Engineers. Three other Canadians were hurt. The crash was reportedly an accident due to the pilot's loss of visual reference in recirculating dust and not due to enemy action and it was not 3 years ago. July 7, 2007: A Canadian CH-146 Griffon crashed in Zabul, Afghanistan, killing 3 coalition soldiers. This is the only incident in 2007 and there were 3 killed but there wasn't any mention of survivors. Perhaps this is the insident he was talking about but the article didn't mention that the helicoter was Shot Down as this person suggested, it was a malfunction. I was embarassed to think that someone who suggested that they were a Canadian Vet would tell such tales. Molly Deer
  10. Chapter 20 The following Monday was actually relaxing and quiet at work. For the first couple of evenings Cathy would come over and help me address our invitations. And then once they were in the mail. It was a matter of waiting for replies. It wasn’t a huge affair, we asked about 80 people and most were from our village in Scotland and in Paris. Michael hasn’t any living relatives so it was mostly his friends and mine from Canada. The other night when Cathy was over she wanted to thank me for getting her involved with my mom’s company and also for the continuous supply of diapers. I asked her how did Steve accept her wearing them. She told me that he was a little shy about her wearing them until one night she woke up to him massaging her crotch it was then that he told her that he loved the feeling of the plastic pants over them. I guess there has never been anything wrong with their sex life, but now it has taken an other step up on the ladder of exciting. I told her that mom plans on having them sold in her stores as there are many other women who while pregnant have the same problem. She thought that would be fantastic because she felt she might like to use them even after her pregnancy. I thought about that and decided that it would be nice to have a Diaper Lover friend other than my mom and Sophie and Rose. I was going to tell her our news but thought better of it until I had confirmation from the doctor. The following week Michael and I went to the doctor and he performed a more sensitive blood and urine test along with a pelvic exam to tell for sure if I was pregnant. The answer was that I should be due on or about September 16th, wow! only days after my birthday. As soon as I got home I called mom and dad and told them about the due date. Mom started to laugh and when I questioned her she said that she couldn’t think of a nicer birthday present for me. When I thought about it I agreed. Mom told me that the minister had been booked and as well as the caterer, hotel rooms and flights. I don’t think that they have left a leaf unturned. Michael has booked two months off work he has something like one and half years vacation time that he has never used so he wanted to take some time and visit Europe on our honeymoon. It will be nice to take him to places he has never been. I thought it only fair to tell my employers what was happening and that I would work till we leave for our wedding but that I had decided that I wouldn’t be coming back. They were very gracious and thanked me for the advanced notice but told me that if I were to change my mind that they would like me to consider working for them in a different capacity not a receptionist but as a law clerk. At any other time I would have jumped at the experience, but just now all I wanted to do was to plan my wedding and then have a healthy baby. We made sure Abby and the pups were fully vaccinated and dad said that under the circumstances that he would be sending his private jet over to bring everyone over to Scotland including them, as he didn’t want them stressed out by having to fly in the belly of a big jet. Our two little babies are both girls. The oldest was black and white and we call her Emma her sister has some black and white but is mostly a copper colour so we called her Penny. The time up to two days before we left just flew by. I was too busy to even think about being nervous. It took us almost two days to get ready to closed the house up. And then we were on our way to Toronto, to pick up two of Michaels’ friends and then to Montreal to pick up my grandparents and Thomas and Michaels’ single mate. We refuelled and continued on our way. Abby and the pups were having a great time running up and down the isle of the plane and after some time they all settled down and fell asleep. When we arrived in Scotland we were met at the airport and then driven the rest of the way by a large tourist bus. Everyone was tired and eager to get settled into their hotel rooms. Our guest just about filled the hotel in our little town and Steve and Cathy and Michael and my grandparents and Thomas and I were taken to the house on the moors. We were greeted by everyone and then shown to our rooms. After we were settle and before dinner, Cathy sought me out and wanted to know just how rich were my parents. I laughed and said, “VERY.” She said, she realized that they had money but was overwhelmed by the size of the house and the surrounding buildings and property. It was then that I told her that there was an identical house in Paris. The look on her face was priceless. She told me that the guest house the wedding party was staying in was larger that her parents home and it had 4 bedrooms. I told her that my Mom once said, that the kitchen in the main house was larger than her parents whole house I never believed her until one day when we were visiting Montreal and Grama took me to the house Mom was born in and it was smaller than our kitchen. She and I had an appointment for the next morning for our final fitting and it was then that the seamstress said to me that I seamed to put on a little weight since our last meeting. I asked her was it much of a change and she said not really, but not to worry that the crinolines would cover any bumps and make them less noticeable. Then she got to Cathy and she had guessed fairly correctly when it came to her baby bump and she said she would have the skirt on the bodice by 2 pm if we could come back for a final fitting. We told her we would do a little shopping and have some lunch and be back shortly. When we were eating lunch Cathy very shyly asked me about my increased waist size. So I told her that I was just over two months pregnant. She was delighted and then wanted to know if my parents and family knew? I told her all but the little kids knew. She said that if Steve was aware he had never let on. I said that I don’t think Michael had told anyone. She laughed and said that was probably the truth because he could keep secrets. That night we slept in my old room which was the same room that mom had, when she lived in Paris, the only difference was that it overlooked the moors not the streets of Paris. We snuggled with each other and then fell asleep in each others arms. In the morning Abby woke us up as she had to go as did the babies. I took the three of them out to the courtyard, dad had made sure that there wasn’t any way they could scoot out and we felt they would be safe. After they did their business we went back into the house and mom had coffee on and she was sitting on a stool reading the paper when we came in. I plunked down beside her and Michael on her other side and we kissed her good morning and it was then that she told us her fantastic news, she was pregnant again. First thing out of my mouth was, “when are you due?” She looked at us both and said, “my due date is your due date. I must have gotten pregnant the first week we were in Whistler before Christmas.” All I could say was, “Oh, my God, Mom this is fantastic, how is daddy taking it?” She told me that he was very excited but that, that wasn’t all of her news, I sat and waited and then she told me that she was expecting twins. Well that was a first for her. I couldn’t stop hugging her and Michael just sat watching the two of us.
  11. Chapter 19 My parents came over around noon to congratulate us both and to make some final arrangements regarding our wedding. The four of us talked at some length about where and when to hold the wedding. Dad thought it would be best if we were to be married here in Canada and then spend some time in Paris and then Scotland for our honeymoon. My Mom could tell I wasn’t too thrilled about those arrangements. And said, “Colleen, you don’t seam to be very excited with that arrangement, what would you like?” It was then that I said that, I had always dreamed that on my wedding day if I was to have one, that I would be wearing Mom’s ivory satin wedding dress and linked arm and arm with my Dad as I descending the spiral stair case in our home in Scotland. It was then that Michael stood up walked over to me, kneeled in front of me and said, “Then Scotland it shall be.” Dad nodded his head yes, and told me that he would make arrangements for our friends to be flown to the little village on the moors for our wedding. The next thing we needed to figure out is when. We hashed it around and decided that February would be a good month so we decided on the 14th. Valentines Day a ‘LOVELY DAY’ to be married on. I really wanted Michael to wear his formal dress uniform and he said that wouldn’t be a problem. He wanted a few of his mates as his grooms men and Steve was to be his best man. I decided that I would like Cathy as my maid of honour and my 3 younger sisters, Ruth, Sadie and Katie to be bridesmaids. I wanted my youngest sister Annabelle to be my flower girl and my youngest brother Nicholas to be the ring bearer. Thomas, Andrew and Harry were to be the ushers. Everyone was OK with those arrangements so a couple of days later he made the appropriate calls to his friends and his superiors for time off for the five of them, the hard part was settled. Cathy and Steve were very pleased that we had chosen them. Cathy was slightly concerned about being pregnant and fitting into dress. Mom and I told her not to worry as we would be sending Mom’s best fitter over with my dress for alterations and also to make sure she was comfortable in our choice for her. The girls dresses were all to be in shades green, which will be stunning as they, including Cathy all have red hair. Mom teased her and said she could be one of her’s because she resembled all of us. The three guys Michael wanted to come to the wedding were all married except one and he was about Thomas’s age. The two married fellows were to bring their significant others. We made sure that they understood that all flights and accommodations would be taken care of by us. We didn’t want to cause any undo financial stress on them. Mom and I had already made our guest list out and chosen my invitations so all we needed to do was call the printer with the dates and have them printed and then send them out. Things were starting to really move and by the time we were back to work on the following Monday the dress had been removed from storage and cleaned the Velvet fabric was bought and the design we had chosen was already being cut out for my sisters. The seamstress was to be here on the weekend for measurements for Cathy and fittings for me. Everyone except Mom were leaving for home on Wednesday. She was staying till the following week so she and the seamstress could bring back my dress and the mock up of Cathy’s. All of the girls dresses were a full length high empire waist style with long sleeves. It is quite cool on the moors in February so we decided that velvet would be the fabric of choice. By Wednesday everyone had gone home and we moved Abby and her babies and us back to the main house. It was going to take some time getting used to the size of this place after being in our little cabin. It had been almost a week since we had done our first pregnancy test so we did another one and it also said that I was pregnant. I made a doctors appointment for two weeks just to confirm things. I slipped back into my routine at work and it was nice to be concentrating on something other than trying to get pregnant now it was putting together a wedding. We had our wedding invitations by that Friday and started addressing them that night. The following evening the seamstress arrived with mom’s dress and it was as beautiful as I remember it. It was an ivory colour and had hoops and crinolines and lace, it was very Victorian in appearance. It also had a beautiful matching lace Vail. I needed it taken in on the sides and I decided that I didn’t need the hoop with all of the crinolines, it was perfect because it reduced the volume so that I could have the length I needed as I am about 3 inches taller than my mom. I was very pleased with the outcome and so was Mom. I asked for a small piece of the side fabric to have satin shoes dyed the same colour as the satin in the dress. The seamstress also made a cotton mock up of the dress for Cathy and even it looked good on her she was very pleased and delighted that her dress was so similar in appearance to the other girls. She was almost 4 months pregnant and by our wedding she would be about 6 and a half months. The seamstress calculated what her tummy sized would be about that time but said she wouldn’t put the skirt to the top until she arrived in Scotland and then she could be sure that it fit properly. Cathy’s doctor said he didn’t feel there would be any problems with her flying at that stage so everything seamed to be working like clock work. Mom left the following Wednesday but not before she had our photographer and design team came here so they could take pictures of Cathy in some of our newest maternity outfits. We did the photo shoot at the main house and Cathy was a natural. We are having this photographer take our pictures at our wedding and he will be taking more pictures of Cathy in some newer items. They then will be coming to Whistler in her last month to take even more. The team were really sweet and took some professional shots of Abby and her 10 day old babies. My mom was up to no good and I could tell she was excited about something, all she would tell me is to wait.
  12. Chapter 18 Michael called the vet and we were told that believe it or not she would probably be able to handle the birth of her pups on her own with a little help from us, but should she have a problem that he said he could be there in about 15 minutes at the most. Michael thanked him and we made sure she had water and was comfortable in the whelping box Michael had made from a kid’s wading pool. He lined it with papers and some towels and blankets he had gotten at the thrift store. By this time it was almost noon and everything for the party was done so we sat with her and watched her as her abdomen would swell and then she would push. Finally a puppy entered the birth canal and Abby started licking her vulva. It started to swell open as the puppy reached it. And just like that a puppy slide out. She immediately started to lick and tear the amniotic sack off. The next thing we heard was this teeny little thing start to cry. The vet had told Michael how to tie the cord and that went just like clock work. After she had cleaned up this little black and white bundle she started pushing for the second time. Within minutes there was an other little pup. It also seemed to be fine. To be sure we called the vet and he came out and checked the whole family out. He gave them a clean bill of health and he told Abby she had done a fine job. He thought that both pups were females but we would only know for sure when they were a little older. We were so proud of her we called my parents to let them and my brothers and sisters about the pups. Next we started to cleaned up the box so we could placed her and her pups into the more comfortable bed that Michael had bought for her, when, she pick up one pup and carried it to her bed and then she went back for the second one and put it into the bed. She went for a drink and a small bit to eat and then she wanted to go outside. We let her out she did her business and then she walked back upstairs and proceeded to take care of her young. How amazing she was though out the whole procedure. It was getting close to our guests arriving so we got dressed and waited for them. All the while we kept checking on our new little family. Mom and dad were the only ones we allowed to visit them we apologised to everyone but said that they were just a little too young for company. Every one said they would be back when they were a little older. We had a wonderful evening and rang in the new year with our dearest friends and family. Everyone was gone by 2:00am and we let Abby out for an other bathroom break and she asked for some more food and then toddled off upstairs for her bed. We thought she might have to go out during the night so we were prepared to make a few trips downstairs during the night. We both turned and laid facing the bottom of the bed and we were watching her nursing the pups in front of the fireplace, when Michael said, “by the way, what was the results of your pregnancy test.” I turned, looked him straight in the eyes and said, “I don’t have a clue, I completely forgot about it when Abby went into labour, I wonder if it will still tell us the results?” We both jumped up and walked no, we were almost running to the bathroom. There laying on the counter where I had left it was the white stick. I carefully picked it up, I looked at Michael crossed my fingers and then looked at the little window. “PREGNANT” there it was starring me in the face, the words I have been wanted to see for almost a year since I decided that I needed to find a man that could do the deed. I turned back to Michael and smiled and said, “it appears we have finally, become pregnant.” The man was trying to contain his excitement so as not to disturb the pups but he was kissing me and swinging me around, then he wanted to call my parents. At that point I told him that we should be careful who we tell until the first trimester because lots can happen up until then. He said OK, but he wanted to tell my parents. I agreed but not till the morning.
  13. Thank you! I know it's not all diapers and submission but I wanted it to be just that, "like a true story unravelling" I wear 24/7 and I think my husband and I have a very active sex life but we incorporate my love of diapers into our daily lives but, we don't let them rule our lives. Thank you for reading my story and I hope you enjoy the rest of it. Molly
  14. Chapter 17 We got dressed and left with Abby for town, the little kids were waiting for us to arrive so they were bouncing off the walls by the time we got there at about 8:00am. We wished everyone a Merry Christmas and hugs and kisses were dispatched to everyone. Then we headed to the living room were presents were given to each little person from Santa any one older that 17 only exchanged a gift by drawing a name. We all give an individual gift to mom and dad and Rose and Sophie. Mom and Dad always buy for our grandparents on behalf of the family. I kept one small present for Michael for this morning. It was gold watch that I asked my dad to get for me when he was in Switzerland a couple of months ago. I had it engraved with, “To Michael, You have Completed My Life, Colleen.” It was a rugged but dressy watch which he could wear to work or out to a function. He seamed to really like it because once he put it on he kept looking at it and checking the time. He whispered to me that he didn’t have anything to give me and I said,”Yes you did, now I have Abby, and you are here, aren’t you?” We spent the day with the family and the kids enjoyed all of their presents but it was Abby they were having the most fun with. After supper we headed back to the cabin. The three of us were exhausted and after everyone did their business we all crawled up the stairs and went to our perspective beds and slept straight through till the morning. When we woke it was blowing and snowing again. We decided to spend the day at the cabin getting ready for our New Years Eve party we were having there. Our invitations had been sent by email and almost everyone had RSVP already. Mom and Dad were going to come but Rose and Sophie and Grams and Gramps said they would rather stay at home with the kids. When it was time for bed there was a package laying in the middle of the bed. I carefully opened the box and found a cotton flannel diaper thinner than most with a pocket that is positioned over your clitoris and it holds a small vibrating simulator that is wireless up to 12 feet. It is quite quiet and will come in handy when we are out. We tried it with a second cloth diaper over it and it made the first diaper even snugger and the sensation was even more intense than with only the one diaper. Apparently dad gave Michael the name of his seamstress back in France and he sent her the instructions on how he wanted it made and she put it together for him. We didn’t mess around too much because we were both bushed from the previous week of sexual encounters. We laid in bed talking softly about what we thought our chances might be and in the end we decided if it were to be then great if not, we will continue to keep trying. The week after Christmas was spending time with my brothers and sisters going skiing and getting ready for our party on New Years Eve. Gramma, Sophie, Rose and my Mom helped me with the menu by making their favourite dishes. Everyone else was to bring their own specialties. We have beside my parents and us about 6 couples coming. Everyone has made up car loads with a DD. We will have wine and beer and there will be other types of alcohol but when we have gotten together in the past they have always been responsible drivers, so we don’t anticipate any problems. Before I knew it, it was New Years Eve day and we had the cabin ready for our party. Yesterday, Mom had given me a new product that she had found that allowed for testing to see if you were pregnant, supposedly they will tell you 5 days earlier than most tests. By our schedule I should be able to do that this morning. I made sure not to pee in my diaper so that after I rose I went to the bathroom and peed on the little stick instead. We had a shower and I was double diapered and I changed into comfortable clothes for the day. Just about that time we heard Abby start to cry. We both ran to her and realized that our little girl was in advanced labour.
  15. Chapter 16 We decided that we would start with me being in control tonight so I got to straddle his penis and ride it up and down all the while Michael was manhandling both of my breasts which was stimulating on it’s own. As we started to reach a climax together he rolled me over and onto my back and with my legs around his middle he pumped my vagina and massaged my clitoris till I came to a screaming climax. When he was finished he laid, still in me but just off to the side. And started to play with my breasts again. They immediately became perky and he laughed and said, “your not finished yet are you?” I replied that, “I guess I’m not.” And with that being said, he lovingly and tenderly brought us to an other climax. I glanced over at Abby and she was sound a sleep so nothing we had done disturbed her in any way. It was a bit strange having her in the room but as she didn’t seam to mind why should I. I was double diapered and then we both fell sound asleep. The next day were spent with mom and dad and Sophie and Rose. Michael didn’t seem to have any problems chatting with them about our sex life and all of them were giving him hints on how to do this or that and what toys we should be getting and what we have already tried. Thomas and I went shopping for more dog supplies. We bought an electric grooming sheer. A couple of combs as her hair was quite tangled we also got a product to help remove them. Then I got two child gates for the bottom and the top of the stairs as we didn’t want her on them unless we were with her. Thomas and I also went grocery shopping and bought everything that we and mom needed. By the time we got back to the house everyone was quietly moving around when I asked mom what the heck was going on she had told all the kids that Abby needed her rest and they needed to be quieter. She said she could believe that even the little ones were not laughing and running around because they didn’t want to disturb Abby. The following day was Christmas Eve and we were hoping to be able to come into town for the night to decorated the tree which has always been a tradition in our family everyone helps to do it before going to mass. We left and drove home with our little girl and a load of groceries, we brought her in first and then unloaded everything. We made supper and then retired to the living room, where Abby curled up with us till we were ready for bed. The three of us slept quite soundly until early in the morning when she had to do her business. We took her down and let her out and then gave her breakfast. I ran upstairs to change and Michael came up and after I showered he double diapered me and then I hurriedly put on some casual clothes and packed a skirt and blouse for church. I ran down stairs and made sure she was ok and then packed up a bag with her food and things she needed for the day. Michael smiled and reminded me to pack her new under your arm carry purse that he had bought her. I had called our minister the night before and requested that I be allowed to bring her to mass tonight and he said that she was definitely welcome. It was a fun day and it just flew by. We found all the decorations that mom had brought from home and untangled the lights and then dad and Michael cooked us all a fantastic dinner of roast beef and Yorkshire pudding and roasted potatoes and peas and carrots with a mincemeat pie with whipped cream. When we were finished we went to the living room and put all the lights on the tree and then the little kids put on the ornaments on the lower branches and the rest of us put them on the upper ones. The youngest always gets a lift from dad and they put the top on the tree to finish it off. Then there is the big reveal when the lights are turned on. After popcorn and hot chocolate we all got ready for Church. We gently placed Abby in her new carry bag and off we went. It was only three blocks from the house so we all walked. Michael wanted to carry Abby because the snow was still deep in some spots. When we arrived we were greeted by everyone we knew and it was then that the minister told us that he had asked anyone with a pet to bring them with them. There were birds and cats and kittens and old and young dogs all were extremely well mannered considering probably more so then the small children that were in attendance. After mass we all trudged back to the house, we all had a warm cup of apple cider and then we all said our goodnights. Mom and Dad said that if the roads were not up to snuff that we were to turn around and come back to the house and stay put till things cleared. We promised we would. So in the truck we got and about half way to the cabin it started to snow. We rushed Abby in as it was also starting to blow. I let her out for her business and then when the two of us came in there was a beautiful tree off to the side of the large room. There were lights and decorations in plastic bins and Michael was making hot chocolate. I was quite surprised and through my arms around his neck and told him that, ‘I Loved You.’ He said, “I want to start our own traditions and that would be decorating ‘OUR’ tree on Christmas Eve.” Abby was sitting looking at the tree with puzzlement and then Michael handed me a little box with a decoration in it that was a little beige and white dog with the year 2008 on it. He said, “It’s for Our first Christmas with Abby and our first one together.” I immediately started to cry, he was puzzled because he had never seen me show that type of emotion since I met him. I assured him that they were tears of joy. I bent down and kissed the little bundle and then coaxed her to her basket and then we started to decorate the tree. We were finished in about an hour and it looked lovely when we turned off the lights in the room and then turned on the tree lights. With the fireplace and the tree the room was magical. The three of us sat for a while and then we headed with Abby to bed. I had bought a new nighty for tonight as it was to be the last attempt in our cycle, after I had put it on and he doubled me for the night, we wanted it to be a diaper sex night so he moved my diapers and my plastic pants to the side and inserted his penis deep within my vagina. We both climax a couple of times and then we laid intertwined and fell asleep. In the morning we woke to sunshine and a lovely day. We headed downstairs to let Abby out and then we ate breakfast. Then we sat on the floor with Abby in front of tree and Michael brought out a little flat square box and put it in front of her. She sat looking at it and tilted her head to one side. I opened it for her and there in the middle of the box was a pretty pink collar with a little brass bone tag with her name and our phone number on it. I took it out and placed it around her neck and she stood and sort of did a little two footed dance, she only did a twirl once and then sat back down and started panting. It was a gallant effort for such a heavily laden little girl. Michael told her that she was now officially a member of our family. She continued to watch us unwrap our presents to each other and then Michael found one more with her name on it. As soon as he placed it on the floor in front of her she stood up, pawed at it and then started ripping at the paper with her claws. Michael had taken his new cam corder out had started taking movie pictures of her unwrapping her present. We were laughing at her antics once she got it open she started to squeak her new dog toy and would strut around with it in her mouth and lay it down and squeak it some more. She was having a blast with it. We had given each other some very nice gifts but watching this little dog have fun with this toy was more enjoyable than everything we had gotten for each other. I thought Michael could use the cam corder as he had never had one before. I also received a really nice pair of gold earings. I got Michael a new suit and shirt and tie as he didn’t have one. He gave me a pair of real Eskimo winter boots that I had seen in town while shopping with Cathy so she must have mentioned to Michael that I really liked them. I received a lovely card that said that there were a few gifts still to come but that they were not for under the tree but for our bedroom. I knew what that meant, he had bought some of the toys my parents had suggested and we were in for a few nights of have fun.
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