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  1. stumbled around for a bit and came across this site. a few scrolls down has a pick of what is either an AB or sick twisted scene involving diapers. either way, its really interesting/very intricate art. http://lookslikegooddesign.com/doll-photo-mariel-clayton/
  2. I was Christmas shopping with my girlfriend yesterday and we went into to Target and you will be excited to hear what we found! In the girls/woman section they had footie PJs for adults for sale, they had penguins and pigs for feet, super cute. My gf wanted me to try one on right then and there. They only had them in girls but I am 6'2, and pushing 200 and the XL looked like it would fit me easily. Then in men's they had 2 piece PJ sets with power rangers, pokemon, and all sorts of kid themes on them. Even more they had undies with spiderman, batman, and he likes on em...all in big kid sizes! Sadly I have no money so I didn't buy any, but I thought I would let you all know. Kinda fun how AB fashion is out there now.
  3. Hey all, This probably isn't the right forum for this or no one will even care, buuuuut I thought it was funny so I will tell. I work as a sort of mercenary caterer and do weddings a lot, especially around this time of year. I was working one the other night between a man from Cincinnati and woman from England; whom had decided to do an outdoor wedding, in which they conveniently placed a good few hundred yards from a restroom. The field however...was dark and vacant, so it became the restroom for the majority of the patrons including the, not to be racist, but mostly British women. It was kind of funny to look out into the darkness and seeing women squatting to the ground all around. They should of wore diapers, or nappies in their case and all would have been well. Off chance anyone that attended the wedding is on this forum, sorry again for unplugging the band, it was an accident...honestly, my bad.
  4. Hi all. Just dropping in to say hi and ask a few questions for the working AB's out there. I just recently got an internship with a local State Senator, and my collage path and career hopes are pushing me into the political spectrum (hopefully). I really want to work for the government, but am kinda afraid my affiliations with this lifestyle may...for lack of a better term, fuck me over, in this line of work. Senator David Vitter got outed as a diaper fetishist and it ruined his career. So my question is...if you are a relatively public eye person, how do you hide this? And should I just try and change career paths to keep it hidden?
  5. I am almost 21, but 6 times a day since i was 16 would be like over 10k times...I did the quick math and it was barely over 1 time a day...im not a whore lol, just have had 2 very, 1 extremely, sexually active lady friends lol
  6. This is really doesn't have a lot to do with AB things or anything, but I couldn't think of a better place to ask for help than here. One of the great aspects of the AB/DL community is how helpful everyone is to serious questions...and some of those fun not so serious ones lol. I have been dating a girl for over 6 months now, she knows, and loves the diapered side of my life...even will indulge my sissy/fem desires at times. I really like being with her, there is no greater joy in my life than spending time with her. I feel naked when she isn't around or in bed with me, and I have never felt safer than when I am her "baby." We have a very active sex life, until recently, being with each other at least 3 times a day in some way or another. The past month or so, I have really backed away from sex. I have been with several women, and probably had sex well over 2k times....but its really not a big deal to me. The majority of the act I am faking interest, going as far as to pretending to moan, faking orgasms, and generally feigning pleasure. Not to say I don't enjoy sex, it feels great...but i think i have problems connecting that I am having sex with a woman, not just a being...i really don't equate a difference between masturbating and actual sex it feels like sometimes. I feel so detached from my partner...after finishing I have to put on a fake smile and cuddle when really I would just rather get dressed and leave...immediately. At near any given time i would much rather just cuddle with my girlfriend than actually have intercourse with her or just not doing anything period. Which is a problem in the act itself, she wants a manly man to just take her against the wall or table...which I have done to indulge her, but its hard for me when I would rather just leave her be. I feel guilty about not enjoying "vanilla" sex let alone rough sex, while i enjoy diaper sex (whatever that entails) with her. And recently I have been feeling horrible about enjoying strap ons, sissy and fem things because she is on this big kick about how she thinks I am gay...and it wouldn't surprise her if i left her for a guy. Which is udder bullshit in my opinion seeing that I am with women, enjoy women, and have never been with a guy...not to say I wouldn't, but unless you are Jared Leto, I am not going to be with a guy. During sex I am so focused on pleasing her that I kind of consider my own orgasm to be a failure, whether it be 5, 15, or 45 minutes in. She rarely orgasms no matter how long we have sex, or the techniques and toys I employ...and not to be arrogant or anything, I feel that I am pretty good at my craft. I feel like a failure when she doesn't orgasm, which is 75% of the time...so much that I would rather abstain from sex entirely than not get her off. I don't why I am even typing anymore, because this question turned more into a vent, which I kind of needed I guess. To sum it up with a question...I feel really detached and disinterested during sex, anyone know what to do? Or if i should seek help? I am only 20 and feel like I should be like YEA!!! SEX!!!! SEX!!! SEX!!! Joe from Family Guy style....instead of like the stereotypical 45 year old suburban housewife. Get back to me with some ideas or just straight up sympathy lol.
  7. I haven't posted anything for a while...because well, haven't had any ideas or thoughts worth posting. I pretty much hover around the AB and DL side to start with, but have a lot of childlike behaviors. I alwaaaays am chewing on things; straws, plastic spoons, even the bad habit of finger nails. Also i sleep ridiculously close to the wall, prefer tight enclosed spaces, and rock myself back and forth a lot. Was just wondering if other people had similar traits like these. Mostly this train of thought has been brought up from a conversation i had with a girl just recently. She too, enjoyed all these things and I was wondering if you all thought there would be a good chance she too might be into the scene. sorry for the long post, im bored as hell and nothing is on Food Network.
  8. True, finding the rest of us would be like near impossible unless they happened upons this as well. Someone needs to make a ABDL pride symbol or something, though im pretty confident that i would be to afraid to fly it, lol. I could have possibly made it over there, but unless something went down before like 11 i would a totally forgot it...far to many jager bombs....
  9. Go Big Blue!!! lol, was just cruising the boards and saw my home town...well present town. I go to UK as well, though not as long as you prolly had. And I like your idea of meeting people in the area, im kinda excited about knowing im not the only one here! If you could ever find a few people or w/e, I'd definitaly be up to a get together. Booze could flow and we wouldnt even have to for a line for the bathroom! lol
  10. Not even the only one from old sexy Lexy, lol. Good to know there are others out there this close to us. And miss Ashlei, I sent your a private message, if you havent checked it yet.
  11. Hey all again, if you read my earlier post (and 1st one ever! yay) you already know that I just recently "discovered" my AB and sissy side. I have been a DL for a few years and never really was comfortable with that. So imagine my personal discomfort with being a baby, a lil sissy one at that. I want more than anything to act out these urges, and I am lucky enough to have a beautiful girl in my life that will help me do this. Sadly, she was in a really bad car accident while working in France, so we havent got to do anything yet. The waiting is really hard, but it brings up a lot of thoughts. I am absolutly terrified showing this side to another person...it goes against everything life has taught us in being a "man". I always idolized Scorsese gangsters, Tyler Durdens, and James Bonds...and instead of being like my heroes, i get the urge to be an infant, girl and wear diapers. I have been crushed a few times in my life but nothing compare to the self loathing i feel for having this lifestyle. Life teaches us boys to be the ones to comfort, be the ones to protect, but i feel i need it more than to give it. I feel this is the only place i can really talk about this; I don't really like talking to my girlfriend about these feelings, I am already shocked she is able to put up with this and am having this unrational fear of her leaving. And it may be my youth, so I'm asking the older babies out there if anyone has felt some severe depression over infantilism and how they dealt with it. Sorry for the length (and whining)
  12. Hey everybody, this is my first post here, but have been a long time visitor. I have been a DL for a few years now, and always thought the sissy and AB stuff to be kind of silly. Lately i have met a beautiful girl, who i confessed all my secrets to, and she welcomed it with open arms!! Sadly, she was in a car accident while working in Europe, and its stuck in a hospital for a while; so we havent been able to act on our desires....We have talked it out a lot though, and she has even gone as far as to try it out (I'm soo lucky). But an odd phenomena happened since i met her; my DL tendencies have switched to mostly AB, and even a little sissy, with her playing the role of baby sitter. Sorry for the back story, but it leads me to my question. Has anyone else had a change in tendencies do to starting a relationship with someone? PS: I am very, in the closet with the AB/DL scene and will be asking a few other questions later, and possibly sharing some of our adventures....if sitter says that is ok, shes the boss.
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