At 6 I remember wetting my pants at Cub Scouts, not a full gusher, just enough to make a wet spot. I remember it feeling intoxicating and secretly wanting Mom to catch me; she never did. At age 8 I remember taking my two-year-old sister's training pants and wetting them. I then stashed them in my top drawer. Mom found them a few days later and asked about them. I lied and said my sister had done it. Mom knew better, I'm certain, but I insisted and she dropped it when my little sister innocently confessed to something she didn't do. I now wear diapers to bed almost every night and daytime diapers sometimes when I can.