Hi everyone. I'm Minibcooper and I very recently found out about the abdl community. Brief background of me is that I've basically always been a bedwetter and my parents eventually started using diapers and I started to like them in ways more than just for the dry sheets. I never knew that other people could feel similarly until I gathered up the courage to do some digging online at my college a couple weeks ago since my school is far from home. I want to know more about the community and how people are able to determine exactly where they "fit" into it. I know abdl is adult baby diaper lover but how do you determine exactly which one you are? I'm sorry if some of these questions are a bit silly but until recently I was embarrassed about the way I feel about diapers and was terrified to look into it especially at home and I was also afraid for awhile when starting college since the schools give you long lectures at orientation about how going onto certain website can get you temporarily banned from the Internet. Sometimes I'm just afraid cause I feel like I'm some freak and what will happen if someone finds out I wear diapers at bed time and then finds out I'm considering wearing them more at times I really don't need them? I have to have them at bedtime because of my enuresis or more blatantly called bedwetting. Have other bedwetters developed these feelings too? How do you know exactly how strong your feelings are? Thanks for any advice or help in advance. If this is who I truly am then ignoring it is pointless.
~Minibcooper