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  1. Having a catheter and bag for fifteen days after the op has put me off experimenting with catheter/stents for life. It is the gentle sensation of the uncontrolled flow when peeing that satisfies me. With a catheter you never know you have peed till you have to change either bag or diaper. We are all here for different reasons I guess and get our kicks differently. Having lurked on Incontinent desires for years and playing with letting go both at home and out and while sleeping, I was progressing step by step towards incontinence. Suddenly I had been given an opportunity to look down the barrel of irreversible full and complete incontinence, I realised the thought of it being totally out of my control completely terrified me and led me to practice practice practice to restrengthen the pelvic floor. However, now it’s early morning and I am sitting in bed with a full Betterdry (did I wake in the night to pee, I can’t remember) and glorying in the pleasant almost sexual feel of the occasional and gentle sensation of the uncontrolled flow, I know I am back on that slippery slope to incontinence. But my lack of control is under my control isn’t it? The feeling of security I get from simply wearing a diaper is normal isn’t it? I can retrain any time I want, can’t I? That is the addict’s excuse and I know it.
  2. As long as I can remember, I always had a weak flow, and by pre op, life was easy with frequent small wettings and little chance of diaper failure in my daytime Tena Ultima. With the prostate gone, I pee like a horse and need to monitor more closely possible flooding. Wearing diapers now gives me that security we all seek, now physically as well as psychologically My prostate had obviously slowly enlarged unnoticed over the months/years. PSA tests are not 100% but worth doing as we get older, prostate cancer is a silent disease.
  3. I have suffered from stress incontinence for a number of years and took to the safety first of pull ups and then diapers. I found a strange comfort and security in wearing and using diapers and took to wearing them full time about seven years ago. I found and last contributed to Daily Diapers in that first year, when exploring the reasons for the pleasure I found in my increasing reliance on just peeing in my diaper both at home and when out. In a strange way, having just retired from a management job, it was something I had a secret control over. In Daily Diapers I found others who like me, sought increasing incontinence. Then I was diagnosed with Prostate Cancer. At my first surgeon’s appointment I exaggerated my lack of control thinking that would ensure his agreement to an operation. It was the opposite as he forecast a resulting complete incontinence. He initially refused to sanction an operation with a ‘see what develops’ approach. This complete incontinence was surely what I had been seeking but then my reaction was Christ what have I been doing. Faced with compulsory, not voluntary incontinence I panicked; this was not what I wanted. I had been playing a dangerous game and suddenly was faced with a either a total lack of control or death by prostate. To cut a long story short I persuaded him to operate and I practiced practiced and practiced pelvic floor exercises as soon as the post operative catheter was removed. My deteriorating control was reversed and I was almost fully continent again. Thank God. However, as I write this in the comfort of a Drylife, I am quietly enjoying the increasing warmth of a pee. It’s starting again, but the loss of control is under my control. What a strange lot we are.
  4. Bettypoo, I wish you well through this rough patch. You have been a constant inspiation to others on their journey with your advice
  5. just woken up and comfortably damp with nomleaks. My split Molicare must have been a one off as it has not re-occured. Anyway, I must hope so as I have just irdered another batch. i have noticed before that catching the plastic with a jagged nail does easily rip it, this must have just been a more catastrophic failure.
  6. I went into the bathroom yesterday morning after getting up to find that my plastic faced Molicare Maxi had split in the back from top to bottom overnight with damp filling dropping everywhere. Very embarrasing although the mattress was saved by a waterproof undersheet. i would note that the tapes were not overtight and I am not over sized fir the medium. It has ruined my confidence in this product and probably put back my sleepwetting, that was just easing in, by quite a bit. Has anyone else had the same problem?
  7. I am over 50 and began tio have stress incontinence issues about four years ago, graduating from pull ups to diapers for security.
  8. I have brought this thread forward as it provides the most detailed and well expressed account of what we , who want to be 24/7 can expect on the journey. i am in my sixties and startedwith mild urgency leakage from stress which required pull ups.
  9. This censorship proposal is certainly real and likely to pass through with little discussion.
  10. This article says that research shows that cranberry juice is of no value in respect of UTI's. As always some say there is and some say there isn't (evidence).
  11. The lack of activity on this thread in recent months has
  12. I am sitting in a nearly full ID super now.
  13. Kettle My comment was about the dangers of Generalisations not an attack on
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