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    • the story was good but it was too short I hope there is more 
    • I am 9.5 hours in a Bambino Classico V2 diaper, so pretty wet, but not leaking. I'll change soon and have to decide what diaper to wear for the evening...decisions, decisions.
    • (I'm sorry I will try to stay more careful to not do it anymore) The child allowed himself to be placed in the high chair, still looking sleepy, which made the elderly nanny smile. "Are you hungry, little one?" the nanny asked the child, smiling at him before giving him a gentle pat on the cheek. The little boy he nodded silently and shyly to the old nanny.  
    • Chapter 9   So now here i stood flagger blasted by celestia apology, i expected many things from this encounter most of them ending in a gruesome end, but yet here she was the bearer of the sun apologizing to me, unconsciously in a barely audible tone the only thing i could say is “Why?” not before breaking the hug with wathever strenght i could muster. At that Celestia bit her lower lip, and took a deep breath “Because i was wrong, because i should have been there for you, not be your tormentor,and i am so so sorry” Celestia said with a remorseful grin all over her face. “B-b-but why now!” I said screaming with now tears pouring down my eyes “Because you are here now ,and you are my little sister, in retrospect i should’ve done this earlier but i was so busy and it was so early since you came back,but since the pale flare thing, i had to act” She said, determination and a hint of fury in her words. “B-but why i d-don't deserve anything!” i said and it was true, a thousand years ago i thought that i deserved as much adoration from Celestia, that ponies should love me just for existing and was worthy of love, of course that isn't the case, now since my return i understood that from the moment i was born i was but a tool to be used and discarded, even Milky the only reason she cared about me was because of her work, at the end who would love me in their sound mind,of course due to my regression it meant that most of the time i was prone to emotional outburst, but in the few moments that my body and mind weren't a mess it was a fact clear as crystal that nobody cared about me, yet why? She seemed so genuine, so warm. What happened to the ragefull and narcissistic celestia I knew?  Why am I tearing up despite knowing it's a lie, a facade to further increase her social status. So why did my body buckle under his own weight as I continued crying. Celestia on her part rather than insulting me, burning me or fling me like a ragdoll to one of the walls, like she used to, she kneeled down to my level and… Hugged me once again despite my previous negative. At that moment any pretense of strength left my body and started crying loudly and mumbling simple why’s constantly over and over. During an unknown period of time, Celestia and I spend it hugging each other or rather she comforting me with her warm hug, as a matter of fact Celestia was so hot that if she wasn't her,I would've thought that she had the flu or another illness. After some time I broke the hug much to Celestia's displeasure. “Are you feeling better Luna” She said once again with her smile that was so characteristic it was probably trademarked? “Y-yes” I managed to respond after some tries after being interrupted by my own tears. “In two weeks there is a carnival in Canterlot, if you wish we could go together” She said with hope in her voice  To which i went for another hug, that fortunately Celestia took as a positive of her inquiry, afterwards i fell asleep in the arms of Celestia and curiously this night i didn't have any nightmares.   ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sorry for the wait, these days have been horrible as i’m struggling with university a lot and life’s been pretty hard. As always thanks for reading, but please PLEASE if you could leave a comment in my story it would be greatly appreciated as right now i kinda feel i’m screaming into the void and nobody is actually reading my works, now with the rant over once again thanks for reading and have a good night!  
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