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  1. Got my sample today, ordered on 1/4. As much as I wanna open it and try the new size, I kinda wanna leave it sealed and put it away with the rest of my diaper collection... I got it for the new size alone, and the L is basically adding another current L/XL to the extensive stock of GoodNites I have and will be waiting to wear (2x 34ct boxes & an 11ct pack of boy's GN's, 2x 36ct boxes of the Up & Up version, 1x 34ct & an 11ct pack of the current star & cupcake print girl's GN's... And those are just the ones I have that I bought to wear for during the day!!! I think a lot of those may be going up for sale soon to make room for the new size once they are available...)... Oh I kniw these will be a HUGE seller for KC, just in the number of parents who have been asking, requesting & demanding a larger size for the last few years - let alone those of us who have inquired for a larger size... And there has been a HUGE thread about these on another AB/diaper forum, including sizing comparisons between both new sizes and the current L/XL size. If you or anyone else cares to see the details while waiting for these to come out, can see it all here: https://www.adisc.org/forum/threads/new-bigger-sized-goodnites-coming-mar-2021.147448/page-36 Got my sample today, ordered on 1/4. As much as I wanna open it and try the new size, I kinda wanna leave it sealed and put it away with the rest of my diaper collection... I got it for the new size alone, and the L is basically adding another current L/XL to the extensive stock of GoodNites I have and will be waiting to wear (2x 34ct boxes & an 11ct pack of boy's GN's, 2x 36ct boxes of the Up & Up version, 1x 34ct & an 11ct pack of the current star & cupcake print girl's GN's... And those are just the ones I have that I bought to wear for during the day!!! I think a lot of those may be going up for sale soon to make room for the new size once they are available...)...
  2. Nope not yet... Im on 3 weeks, and nothing yet still. I'm gonna safely guess 4 weeks, maybe a little later - especially with the way the post office is still having issues... But I am uber anxious for these already! And I know I'm not the only one...
  3. I am really surprised that this hasn't blown up on here yet... Since it hasn't, allow me to be the bearer of some GOOD news!!! So as the title states, KC &GoodNites have FINALLY decided to make and release a new size!! Here's whats happening: The current L/XL size is being separated into 2 individual sizes, a large which will be for the 68-95lb range, and the new XL size will be for the 95-140+lb range!!! Here's some confirmation of said new sizing, due for release in March!!! Also in the works, are supposed to finally be a size 7 Huggies diapers as well!!! I haven't heard or seen any further details on which specific diapers are getting the new size, or if its across the entire lineup range, or if they are coming out the same time as the new GoodNites are... I will update this once I find out more... But in the meantime, get ready because the demand has been overwhelming and its coming to life for these!!!
  4. Ok @Little Sherrihere we go. Gonna tackle this one section at a time... My normal outlet for the longest time has always been my music. I've been able to grind the strings on my guitars for the longest time and its always helped. Lately though, it too has become something in somewhat of a decline. My biggest thing is that I guess I can call it writer's block so to speak - where I get bored playing the same stuff all the time & being limited to what I can play. I would exercise, but I don't have any equipment at home, all the gyms here are still closed, and I'm not risking getting sick or my S.O. sick by going out if I don't have and need to. And I'm usually physically spent by the time I get home, so all I wanna do is just veg out once I get home. And I can't do that because I need to take the dog out for 2 more walks between the time I get home and before I can call it a night. I am also pretty much diapered almost all the time (GoodNites during the day and being normal, and actual diapers at night when I go to bed.). I've been diapered for so long that I dont feel right or normal when I'm not wearing them - despite retaining control and being a "normal, responsible adult"... And when my S.O. and I got together 10 years ago, we were heavily involved in the various kink lifestyles, including the AB stuff. Since thier development of diabetes and related health issues, that went out the window. So maybe my lack of interest in the AB side is a combination of both the lack of activity and having been at it for so long by myself that it's become meaningless??? What do I want out of life? I want to not have days where I fear for my life and that if my S.O. because of the hatred and division thays spreading like the fires on the west coast... I wanna feel like what I'm doing everyday has a true meaning ither than just being materialistic. I've pretty much accomplished almost everything I've wanted in life so far (had some decent, unique guitars and music gear, had a band that was playing out live, had my dream car & am working towards another one in the next few years, have a relationship with someone that lasted more than a week, landed my dream job/career I've been fighting for since I was a kid...), and there's only 1 significant thing left that I want in life. But that 1 thing spun off into 2 or 3 because the 1 major one created a 2nd almost vitally important one - start a family & getting a house. But those too have been a kick in the face to a degree, because they keep getting delayed again and again, more and more, further and further... and with the way things are going in this country, it really makes me severely doubt and second guess if that's even a good idea or not. I've always been someone who looks at and plans long term, and has always done the right thing - irregardless of what it is. I am a firm believer of treating others the way I want to be treated, and that what goes around come around. The problem I think is that the balance is way off by way too much on one side with nothing to counter it on the opposite side. I can't keep giving, pushing, fighting and being a rock without equal and opposite fulfillment on the opposite side... I guess my quest in life has finally fully evolved from materialistic things filling certain voids, to now needing the emotional and mental ones to be filled in, which is much harder and drastically more difficult. And I'm well aware that life is a lot like the guitar - mastering it doesn't happen overnight, or in any kind.of quick period. But unlike the guitar, some of whats entailed in the process is far more difficult to sometimes even comprehend, plan for or attack little by little at a time. These challenges seems more like kicks in the face from sources outside our control, and its equally frustrating and demeaning when it seems like they just keep coming one after another all the time. And I know somewhere someone else has it worse than me, but that doesn't mean that my feelings, hurt and struggle is ANY less relevant or a struggle - just as you stated...
  5. @Little Sherrithank you. I will reply more in-depth when I get home this evening. You do touch base on many things, and I wish to elaborate further when I have the real chance to... @hungsmall& @mamabugyour absolutely right about the having an outlet part. Thats usually the thing of playing guitar or the drums for me.. when i start jamming, i just get right into it, and it gets amplified by my playing and digging into the strings harder. And since I just got an electric drum set, I should start getting into those more as well. And as for the sleep aspect, I usually don't have the issue of falling asleep... my issue is I tend to stay up waaaaaaay later than I should. I need to try and getting to bed by 9:30 the latest - and rhats after I take the dog for his walk, and take a shower, diapered, bottle of formula made and in bed. But thank you both for the thoughts and prayers, it certainly hasn't been easy giving it my literal all &not getting anything back. This is why its clear as day why I'm a sub/little! ?? And @TinyBunny, I absolutely do! Thanks! ??❤?
  6. Thank you! Sometimes its always easier said than done, but I should try to actually talk to my S.O. ... They DO care, and I've been their rock for this long now, thru everything they've experienced so far. ? That, and getting to bed a LOT earlier than I typically do will help as well... I always joke about implementing a more appropriate toddler's bedtime, but I really should follow thru on it. Having to get up at 4 for work comes quicker than I care for...
  7. Hey all, This past year has been by far the most brutal yet. And while I have my good days and bad like everyone else, the bad ones seem to be compounding and hitting harder and harder. Here's a bit of whats going on: *To start, I work 60 hours a week in an essential, and one of the most dangerous industries there are. And because I spend 10-12 hours a day inside the cab of a machine, it leaves one with an over-abundance of time to dwell and ponder on things... *My S.O. of the last 10 years has had a really brutal year with complications from diabetes, including multiple infections that have nearly gone sepsis and killed them. PLUS, they've suffered a small stroke, small heart attack, and had triple bypass surgery as well as a upcoming surgery to fuse every bone in one foot back together so they can walk and exercise again... *And because my S.O. can't do any significant walking, I have to take care of our dog. And with the already non-existent time to myself, this cuts into it further. Not to mention that I have also not had any interest in many of my normal releases lately - like playing guitar, going to car shows (which the season is over now...), and even my AB side... *And needless to say, that a lot of what is happening in our country with the pandemic and everything else feeds my anxiety and stress, which doesn't help... My takeaways: I'm not only concerned about myself, but my S.O., and how much time I have left with them. I'm concerned about my future plans I've had for more than a decade now, and how they will not only affect me but those in my immediate circle... I'm also finding that sometimes it feels like I'm just "going thru the motions" of my normal daily life, with sometimes no real point or purpose to any of it... I'm also someone who can't bring themselves to do something bad or harmful, thankfully. It's too hardwired in me to not do anything stupid. But these often drained and broken feelings are starting to bother me. I want so desperately to tell my S.O. about how exactly I feel, but they have enough of thier own to worry about with their own health, and I don't need them compromising thier own health on my account. Plus I'm the kind of person that doesn't like to bother people generally with shit like this - I know people have thier own difficulties they are dealing with, and I don't like compounding my issues on top of thiers. Plus I've done that in the past and it's been used against me - in particular the AB side of things. Because I'm sure everyone reading this can relate about how people instantly get things twisted and make it into something it's totally not... Yeah, thays right. It was so bad that it partially caused me to move to another state, quit talking to those I thought were my friends, and disown an entire half of my family over it! I am taking going to see a doctor about it off the table, because I've been there before 15 years ago and the results were making me much worse than the good it was supposed to be doing. Plus now that I operate a 25 ton piece of equipment every day as the only breadwinner of my household, I CAN NOT afford to be out of it from any of those drugs or otherwise. Too much risk and waaaaay too much to lose to even consider that as an option. Would like to hear what others think, about all of it... Nevermind the weight of the world on my shoulders, I'm trying to balance double, maybe triple that. And am really feeling the pressure and stress of it all. Thank you.
  8. Avid metalhead myself. Have been since I was 4, when I got introduced to it by my brother and sister. They got me into stuff like AC/DC, Motley Crue, Dokken, Rush, etc. Wasn't until I was 15 that I got into Metallica, Megadeth, Crowbar, Cannibal Corpse, Morbid Angel. When I started playing in several bands, I got further introduced to bands like Slipknot, Static-X, Fear Factory, Suffocation, Brujeria, Divine Heresy, Nile, Carcass, Faith No More, Mr. Bungle, Buckethead, Primus, Alice In Chains, and sooooooo many others. All of these bands have been huge inspiration and influences on me as both a drummer and guitarist.
  9. After 15+ years (half of my life...) fighting tooth and nail for it - including going to school for it and licensing since 2002, I am a heavy equipment operator in the waste industry. I normally operate an excavator, loading tractor trailers going to the landfill. But I also operate the loader, the trucks pulling the trailers in and out of rhe transfer station, operate the scale house for both inbound and outbound material, and maintenance on the trucks and machines. I basically have every little boy's DREAM job!!!
  10. like anywhere, you find out how people are and can be. And when you hit a point of being at rock bottom, you either make plans to leap as far as you can away from what's killing you, or you either wind up in a mental hospital or dead... Sorry for the mad late reply, but sooooo much has happened since this post... I now live in another state, with a job & career I have been wanting to do since I was an actual little kid, and have had a ton of other things happen in the last 9 years.
  11. I second that... That is the coolest set I've seen yet! And even more fitting for me as I LOVE big trucks and earthmovers!!! Needless to say I think I just found another new "Favorite" website... That is exactly what I've been trying to find for my crib!!! Thanks guys!!!
  12. I haven't gotten like that in my writing, but I do know the pain and hurt you feel and are talking about. I have had to deal with it for years growing up and trying to get back into diapers as a kid. I just posted part 1 of my story up here, so take a look at it when you get a chance and you can see where it all comes from. Granted I've gotten a lot better with it over the last few years, but it's something that I'll never forget, and it's made me stronger as a result. "That which does not kill you, makes you stronger!"
  13. oh god, I have several times of being caught... The first was when I was 8 and was at my sister's house. My dad brought me to her house to be baby-sat until he came home from work. At the time, she had twins that were in Walker 3/XL size diapers, so every once in a while I'd try and take a diaper and hide it somewhere so I could try and bring it home to wear it. Well needless to say, my sister found the diapers I was hiding and asked me about it. She said "Should I tell dad to get you some diapers? Because I will and I'll see to it that you stay diapered..." Needless to say due to being scared, I said no and she never said anything to my dad about it as much as I wished she did... Another time again at my sister's house, she was out, but I was with my dad and he was baby-sitting the twins. I thought I'd had enough time to get undressed and put a diaper on before he came back up from the basement doing laundry, but he came back up just as I was about to pull my pants back up. Another time I was at home and just bought a sample 2-pack of the Depends diapers. Like a dummy, I left the recielt out and my dad found it. He made me go get them and show them to him and then asked me if I needed to be back in diapers, and if he should take me to see a psychiatrist. At that point, I was more terrified of being strapped to a bed or put into a strait jacket than being put back in diapers full-time and sent to school in my diapers, so I again said no, and left it alone for almost a year. It was my scared strait moment for a while. I had moved to Florida with my mom one year, and she went into my room and she found the GoodNites I had hidden. She asked me about it, but wasn't threatened to be taken to the psychiatrist about it. Within the last few years, I have been able to discuss with mom the details about the AB thing and why I do it and she's become more accepting of it. She won't change me, nor will she buy me little boy/toddle/baby stuff, but she is glad I'm finally happy. A few years before I left RI, my former best friend and nephew somehow noticed that I was wearing diapers and have always been trying to bust my chops over it and degrade me for it. My nephew has been trying to do it for years since he found me trying to hide diapers under his bed when he was 6. Afew months after that, I had to make a late-night run for more diapers. Once I got to the drug store where I got them from, I saw a freind of mine in there. He didn't see me, but I wasn't about to get diapers while he was in there just because...
  14. I opted for "other", for being all of the above. I am already wearing 24/7 as my Master/daddy wants me to, but if it were more "socially acceptable" I'd definitely be wearing little kid's/baby clothes more, drinking from a sippy cup/baby bottle more, be taken out in a stroller or on the harness and leash that daddy bought me. I'd love to be more of a little boy in as many areas as I could. I've wanted to be a little toddler since I was 8, and still want to if, where and when we can... And I too have a story of trying to change in a bathroom one time... I was leaving work one day (I was working at Caterpillar - the earthmover machinery co. - though I won't disclose which one...) and I stopped at the McDonald's to get a couple double cheeseburgers and to change as I was super wet. I went into the bathroom, and heard someone come in with thier little boy. As I was putting my new diaper on, I looked down and noticed the boy's dad or grandpa looking and peeking in, then the little boy peeked under the door at me while I was changing. Was a little odd to have people peeking under the door trying to see me changing to say the least. After making a comment to the perverted old man trying to see me change, he and the boy left and I walked out (dressed...) less than a minute behind him. He wound up leaving with the boy, all while I'm still making comments about it as he's driving off. But that was back in 2002, and I was still in the discovery/experimental phases of my AB side then. I have since then been a lot more accepting of it, as are those who are close to me. Like I said I am diapered 24/7 now, and am a lot more at ease with it than I was years ago. But it's still a thing being nervous about someone seeing/noticing and saying something. But then again, I could always say that it's a result of a horrific childhood incident ( as I still think I was molested as a kid by my dad...), so it's not like I'd be lying about it...
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