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  1. Amazon is my favorite affiliate program, because they let me see exactly what we sold, and thus what we - as a community - are buying. Don't worry, I don't see WHO bought things, just what we sold. Here's some of the popular and interesting items we bought last month:

    Diapers:

    1. It's summer time and that means Swim Diapers for the pool! We bought 8 pairs of swim pants last month, with most choosing the Disposable Swimsters, and a lucky few opting the the pricey but stylish SoSecure washable swimmers.

    2. Plastic Panties are a must for busy babies, and in June we stocked up with Leak-master being the brand of choice.

    3. Surprisingly we sold just one pack of disposable diaper products, with someone wanting to try out the Prevail Boxers for Men. Where's the diaper buys babies

    Summer Reading:

    Little boys and girls are making great strides on their summer reading list, snapping up over 100 e-books featuring diaper and age-play themes. The top five:

    1. Nanny Jodie (15)
    2. Babysat (7)
    3. My New Life in Diapers Part Six (7)
    4. Another Day in Diapers (6)
    5. Diapered by The Dominatrix (5)

    Other Purchases of Note:

    • Naughty Babies beware! Some fed-up parent bought this hairbrush and even this more scary looking one, and I doubt it's for hair care!
    • Stinky Nursery? Our most expensive item sold was a Diaper Dekor disposable system for $76 dollars, earning us $5.31.
    • Hey I have that! Someone has good taste, picking up the same sippy cup this little boy enjoys. A Thermos Foogo that keeps my juice cold all night long so I stay hydrated and happy in my nappy!

  2. Monday morning and I'm feeling fine again. No dread of what may happen, generally happy and healthy and as pain-free as I get anymore. The only 'downer' on the radar is heat- it's going to be past the mid-90's all week long, and that's not going to be fun for working, but here in the sunny south it can happen and sometimes it does. I spent the weekend peeing pull-ups like crazy sort of wishing they were diapers but I wasn't going to 'waste' my stock of TSM's for that- I want to stretch those for as long as I can, I might order another case this week. I'm thinking of spending some time in cloth diapers, either evenings or in a weekend blast when this week is over; I'm craving that soaked feeling again. I still haven't quite figured out why that happens or what makes me want it sometimes but I'm not going to ponder it- no time to worry about what I like and want. I still didn't get a stert on the junkroom-to-shop project but I think I'll begin pecking away at it through the week. I did take a hard look at it and figured out how to approach the project and it's not going to be as bad as I had thought. Well I need to get ready for work- an early start to beat the heat.

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    Sissy abdl 28 going on 2 trying to meet new friends. Anyone in nebraska?

  3. I've done a few things since the last entry here, like spent a day in Liverpool with Daddy without getting into a stromp or stressing out given the amazingly dad relations between him and I going way back into childhood, some of which also had an effect on my relationships with adult males in postions of authority, which one by product of being mentored by a male has been to reframe some of those emotions and learn to trust adult males in my life.
    Also I've been been working on creating an inner space I can move to when things get stressful rather than just getting so stressed out I'm ill for days on end and finally some of my films are back from the processing lab including a nice picture of wild flower than can be seen in this entry:

     

    Meadowland:
    http://joanne-chan1.blogspot.co.uk/2015/06/meadowland-iiii.html

  4. A while back, I noticed on my blog main page an add block tab. I went over to Tech Support and posted a question about what this does. And nobody seemed to know

    Here is the dirty little secret

    Your blog should have a right-hand column that has things like a calendar, tags and things. At the far right of these is a button. If you put your pointer on it. it says something like "Remove Block". If you press it, that feature goes away but it is not deleted

    Now if you delete one of your feature blocks and go to the "Add Block" tab and press it, there is the missing feature. This lets you do two things:

    1. Re-arrange your features' place. You might want to put "Search My Blog" up at the top. To do this, Remove all the items by using their buttons, the go to "Add Blocks" and re-place them in the top-to-bottom order that you wish, starting with "Search My Blog". However, you can do that with a single feature more easily by doing it directly. This is done by putting your pointer next to the "Remove" button and it will turn itno a 4-arrow pointer. This means that it has grabbed onto the feature and you can just move it to where you want. Using "ADD BLOCKS" lets you re-arrange several at a time

    2. BUT WAIT: There is MORE! If you look at the tabs in "Add Blocks" you see "Add Custom Entry". Would you care to guess what THAT does. If you said "Add my own material" you would win the tiara. If you look over at the right, you see some things you do not see in other blogs. Well, If you go to my BBCode MINI-TUTORIAL, you will learn how to do this. And you know how I am about personalizing things

    That is the secret of adding, removing and re-positioning content in the right hand column

    ommie! Mommie! Look What I Can do! :Giggle:

  5. Latest Entry

    I felt that Adam Lambert's name of the song Cuckoo fittet for this entry. Simply because I am going cuckoo! My daddy loves telling me stories at bed time, and honestly, I love it too, it's always so much fun to listen to him telling me a good story erm, or well, it never really is just ONE story, no, he tells me three to five stories each night!

    Oh I must be the luckiest girl in the world to have a daddy that wants to tell me so many stories each night. But now, here's the thing, it takes him forever to come up with one story. And finding one online is really hard! I don't like just any story, I want stories that are about animals, mostly, and I don't want it to be specificly long either, less is more, is what I usually say when it comes to stories.

    So, our biggest problem is finding GOOD stories online, cause, there are stories, but they are so... wierd. There were this one story that scared me quite badly one night, and it was a kids story.

    Does anyone know any good stories? Or are anyone willing to write kids stories for mommies and daddies that can't come up with one? I myself want to write stories, but sadly, I don't like hearing my own stories since I know what will happen, it's not as much fun.

    Thanks for reading my blog, have a wonderful day!

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  6. blog-0473607001431440669.jpgI haven't worn any diapers for several months now. I was forced to purge my disposables and a half a dozen pair of plastic pants. I do have material from which to make a good number of all-in-ones, fitted diapers, and diaper covers. I think I will make a few all-in-ones, but for the most part make a larger number of fitted diapers, and diaper covers. I really wish I could get my wife to understand my need to be diapered and treated like a baby in many ways. I think she is afraid that somehow I will stop being a man or become unable to protect her. That is so far from the truth.

    I have a strong feminine side also. I just ordered several new dresses, a full slip, a nightgown and matching coat, and several panties. I can't wait to have the opportunity to wear a pretty nightgown again. When I get my panties, I plan on adding additional trim, ribbons, and bows, in order to make them more feminine feeling.

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    I've been wearing a diaper all of last week while at work. The Abri-form Premium M4 holds a lot of pee and I wear plastic pants as well. They do tend to sag when full so I wear tight high waist pants over the top. On my own today so I wore a nappy all day. I soiled it pretty early and I've only just got back to the house to shower and change. Currently I'm wearing a boots stay dry and drinking a beer or four. I can't wait for my girlfriend to get back on Wednesday, I have worn a nappy to bed with her and it feels amasing, especially when she puts her hand inside it....

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    So here I am a year later. A year since I left Hong Kong. A year since I made the choice between my wife and my career. A year since I have had a job. A year since I have known true happiness.

    I don't really carry regrets in this world, especially if it is something I had a choice in, but at this point in time, I am regretting what I chose a year ago. Yes, I love my wife, but I don't think that is enough. I have tried and tried to save our marriage, and granted at times I think we are going to make it, but more than not, the day ends with tears and sorrow. Promises made and promises broken. And I am not saying I am 100% innocent here, but I seem to be the only one who cares.

    When I met her, I was in the same sort of place I am in now...no job, no home, girlfriend left me...broken. I was at the lowest point of my life at the time and she helped to pull me back from the abyss with the promise that she would never let me be like that again. Yet, here I am on that same slippery slope heading back to the abyss. Yes, I still have a roof over my head for now, but all I ever hear from her is how she pays for everything and its my fault we don't have any money.

    I am broken again. I feel even lower now than I did 13 years ago. Not to mention being older makes it even harder to restart a career. 100s of resumes (maybe 1000s) have lead to 3 interviews and 0 offers. Rejection letter after rejection letter. Under qualified, over qualified, too much time in the same career field to do something else...always something. It hurts and with no emotional support at home, it hurts even more.

    I have battled depression all my life and I know when I am down, especially when I am this far down, and I even ask for help. To get the cold shoulder from the one person in your life that you gave everything up for to begin with is the most damaging thing of all. On top of that, because of where we live on this fucking island, without any money in my account, I am physically trapped too. Sitting in this apartment alone 16 hours a day, day after day, week after week. Can anyone blame me for loosing it? But to be told by the one you love that you are worthless (in not so many words), is the knife in the chest that brings me back to the regret.

    I now wake up each morning and I am angry that I woke up. My mind races with the thought 'I wish I wasn't here' and sometimes even how to go about that. Now in case you are reading this and you hear alarm bells, let me say two things. One, I am way too big of a pussy to ever hurt myself, and two, yes I am seeing professional counselors. I am writing this not to elicit a response from anyone who may be reading it but to get it out of my head. This is a therapy that helps me. To say these things in at least a semi-public environment. If it was a cry for attention or help, I would have posted this on the forums, but I know not many people read the blogs here.

    With that said, my depression is not getting any better right now. I have no energy to 'fix' things. I am becoming lethargic towards all things in life. I have pushed most of my friends away (not that there are many) and use my solitude as a barrier to keep the world away in general. So for those who i consider friends from chat, I ask that you not take my silence personally. It is not you, it is me. I try to go into chat and be sociable, but it is hard.

    Anyway, here I am a year later, 13 years later, still a worthless broken person who has no place in this world and still makes poor decisions and sends myself hurling towards the abyss.

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    so and update, me and the wife spoke a little this week about me maybe getting a binkie and an adult short onesie now she says she don't want me to, i get it, its a bit much maybe too soon but it was been 8 months now since i told her but its ok i don't mind waiting till she maybe accepts that i want this.

    how ever when ever i look at diapers to buy or come on this site she deliberately looks away and earlier today i said i cant wait to get paid and she was like to buy some of your things, i said when can't she say nappies what's the problem with saying nappies, all i got was why should i have to, clearly she is bothered then she makes out and don't want to talk about it

    a little more on the binkie and onesie she says " why do i want them " i said cause i can't help my desires and feelings, its apart of my regression she says " but why do i want something made for babies, im not a baby im an adult and i married an adult "

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    so i really cant afford the price of aww so cute even though they are extremely aww so cute, but i can do the next best thing, i can customize my own, so thats what i did

    the middle one is my favorite.

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    This community is kinda odd, for some reason when ever some people find out that my parents know i'm into diapers, they instantly think its weird of them to know. I mean its something i've done since I was 12 and its not that shocking to me that over 9 years they found out. Its not like one day i walked out of my room and looked at my mom and was like "change me"... they found out when i was younger and have known ever since /rant

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    Hey everyone just moved to mattoon Illinois just wondering if anyone was close :)

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    hi

    I like wearing depends diapers. Something about wearing depends make me fill good. I would like to try role play as baby. I am married but wife does not know this. She would really upset if she found out. But she knows that like to wear female clothes. but she has limits on my dressing. Something about wearing diaper and peeing them make me feel good. as for poo not so sure about that. I wish had someone to share this with me and help me Please let me know your thoughts. I like wearing Goodnities

    Source: new to wearing diaper or attends diapers

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    So been busy as of late and figured I would give an update for all those friends of mine that have missed me. As of now things are still moving kind of slow but am now in the process of name and gender changed. (Costing me a small fortune)

    I have had a new roomate for about a year now and so far everything is going fine. My mental health have its ups and downs depending on the week but I can smiling and facing foward. My plans this year are the name change and an orchy if I can swing it.

    Thats the quick update

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    Been here in AZ for two years. Been looking for others to talk to and get to know them. Been on other sites and no response. There are alot of people here but, it seems no one wants to get to know anybody from the community(AB/DL). Why is that? What's the use of saying this and that when you don't take the time to meet others. Just sayin.

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    OH you say! BDSM and ABDL, no!

    YES!

    I have met quite a few people that are part of both communities. The two have a lot in common actually if you really think about, so please take the time to think about it before you put your hypocritically nonsense on my post! I am one of the people who are part of both communities. Roll your eyes, make a fool of yourself over it, I honestly don't care. HA!

    Before you read my profile and say "oh your just doing the diaper thing for your boyfriend because you were part of the BDSM lifestyle first" ERRRR wrong!

    I can honestly say in the beginning yes I did it for my boyfriend because I am a submissive and only wanted to please him but I can now tell you I do this because I enjoy it! So take that in your face before you post that nonsense on here also.

    Did you see how I used that word "lifestyle"?

    BDSM and ABDL are lifestyles for most.

    Kinks for some.

    The difference you ask?

    Well for every person they will probably have a different view on this but I'm going to give mine agree or disagree it's whatever.

    A lifestyle is something you live with everyday, it's a craving! It's something you stumbled across and liked!

    Kinks are just something you do when you feel it, something that means nothing but getting off to you.

    That's how I feel and think about it, end of story.

    Now I can see something happening with what I said about "it's something you stumbled across and liked". Okay, yes I understand people are going to see this differently too, Thank God for living in a free country and having the right to say what we wish.

    What do I mean by this?

    To put it simple. You don't just have either of these lifestyle from birth in my eyes. You didn't know anything about them as a child, you didn't know anything about them till you came across it online or the thought crossed your mind to try it. You did and you loved it and became part of the lifestyle. Or it could be a medical issue either way you weren't born with it!

    Yes, this may tick you off.

    Yes, I don't care.

    I think it's awesome that so many people take part in both these communities and that they are united also even if it is a small number that has united the two. People are sensitive to what their fellow community members thing, I have seen so many different arguments on post here and to be honest it's uncalled for. I think my way you think your way, nothing you can say can change what I think and nothing I can say will change what you think. It's that simple.

    ABDL and BDSM are easily mingled and I'd like to voice how I think this is.

    Adult Baby is the main part that can be a part of BDSM also.

    Thank about it.

    Dominate & Submissive

    Daddies & Littles

    or whatever you wish to call yourself.

    To a degree these are the same, but of course they have there opposites also.

    BDSM is more brutal then ABDL

    As with AB you are a little and only get in trouble when your a bad, bratty little.

    BDSM you get punishment for being alive!

    Well not really but you get what I'm saying, I hope.

    You can also get in trouble for being bratty and arguing or anything.

    They have a lot the same even if you wish to argue the point with me I really don't wish to go to deeply into them, my post is mainly for the ones out there that are part of both lifestyles and know exactly what I'm talking about.

    Sometimes it comes down to what do you think about it?

  9. In small packages? To those who wait?

    Things have been SO MUCH BETTER! I met a fantastic girl on FetLife and we instantly fell in love. I don't mean like "Hey, we should hook up." I mean "Oh my God, I want to spend my life with this girl." She felt the same way from the moment we started talking. So much in common, compatible, and in the same place in our lives - ready to move forward.

    I'm trying my hardest to put the reigns on the relationship. She's two states away, so there's one problem, and we're both working but somewhat underemployed.

    This is the kind of girl I'd put on a backpack and start walking for. I could make it in a couple weeks, I bet.

    She isn't currently into diapers, but we've talked about it. She's a bit puzzled about why I'd be aroused by getting her to wear and use diapers, but she's a very compliant submissive. And she's completely smitten. She knows I have a little side that is very strong sometimes and is looking forward to that experience too.

    I just keep wondering what must be wrong with her! I can't find a single thing. She has the voice of an angel, the body of a pinup, and the heart of a child. We both wanted her to be 'owned' in some way, but couldn't decide what the relationship would be. I asked her what she would choose had she the choice.

    She chose to be my sub and babygirl, I - her Master, Owner and Daddy. So happy. So very happy.

    Oh, besides she's twenty-three and a nympho of the highest caliber. She's horny all the time, but would never spend that energy on anyone but her owner. I just wonder how long she can hold out.

  10. I haven't been a bedwetter since my teens years but the other night it happened. I had been asleep in bed dreaming. It was a peaceful sleep and after having been sick for several weeks before hand, I was grateful for the uninterrupted slumber that had not been broken with coughing fits, fever or chills. I was so comfortable and at ease and even when my husband got on unexpected work related phone call in the middle of the night, I went undisturbed by his ringing cell phone, the conversation he must have had that caused him to leave our bedroom and take up space on the couch for the rest of the early morning.

    I was drifting away in my slumber, so content that I felt as though I could have stayed there forever until suddenly, without warning, I sneezed and woke myself up. I was suddenly aware that something else was wrong. My panties had suddenly become wet. I figured that after having had 4 babies in my lifetime, it shouldn't surprise me that I had a little stress incontinence. It has happened before but mostly when I was coughing. I got up from my bed and went to the bathroom to empty my bladder and to change my damp panties then returned to my bedroom. I rubbed my hand across the sheets to see if they were spared the wrath of my sneeze and was happily surprised that the sheets felt perfectly dry. I guess my little sneeze didn't do much more than dampen my panties.

    I crawled back into my bed and slid down to find my nice little comfortable spot. Low and behold, as I slipped further and further down the bed, I discover a wet spot far bigger than a simple sneeze would have caused. Evidently I must have wet in my sleep and had not been the slightest bit aware of it.

  11. Sitting here this morning and getting a email conformed that my order is coming is really cool and it is coming from England which makes it even cooler. I am getting an onsie, diapers and a pacifer from cuddlez and i have been looking at that place for a while was wonder how are these going to be, I have tried most diapers that i can get in the US. there is still a couple of diapers i want to get that i can't get in the US like Fabines and an other one but i can't remember the name of it. well my order comes in on wednesday next week and i hope i get it sooner. for the most part this is going to be cool

  12. Liquid courage don't let me down!

    I've said before that I am queer and I stand behind that, whether I love someone isn't bound by their physical or gender identity, it's dependent on them. I've had a lot more success with men because I love being the uke to someones seme, but tonight is a first. I'm coming clean to my best friend of seven years. For three years we've ended conversations with 'Love you' but I'm not sure she and I mean it in the same way, although I hope we do. She's amazing, she's brilliant and a total force of fucking nature. She's kinky and she's totally who I'd want to be my top. The idea of her being my mommy or mistress or just plain vanilla GF is....something I never thought I'd feel. It's been too long and although we live so far apart, I just hope that after tonight she sees me as a the Boy Friend/Little Girl/Sub I want to be.

    If not, expect a decent blog in the future about what a failure I am and how much I hate myself.

    If so, then hey, winner winner (and because I have a Planet Fitness membership), chicken dinner.

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  13. My life has been crazy since july.... i cant believe its been that long since i last blogged! so much has Changed... In ways that i never thought would happen.

    When i started this blog all those years ago it was to show my progress for getting help and i suppose i can now say that i have.

    the last blog was about ry and how he had told me about his little side. Well in all honesty we tried for months and i kinda just lost interest and things... he ruined my little side - i cant play now like i used to - he played yet didnt realise the consequences. i've tired to keep going with it but its impossible. ry really didnt understand how to look after me and yet i knew how to for him.... i bought him things and then i never got anything in return... yet he worked more than me! basically our relationship broke down recently - partly due to this, but also due to him being so thick, not understanding money and basically lying to me about things that you really shouldnt. All his family saw in me was to have me as his carer - but at the end of the day it isnt Just him with disabilities but it is me as well.... it is the LAST thing i need to do is be Someone elses Carer when i need it my self.... its soo wrong and his fam hurt me by flitting me away when i mentioned my troubles.. but now they know it is him and yet i doubt no one will help him out. I'm going to be going on holiday with my mum now as he lied about sending money which he didnt have. so basically a friendship is ruined forever now.

    ah well other news work is a lot better and i was working alot more hours and things have got so much better.... well now they havent as i'm only doing 1 shift a week which is shit :( and now i really need to look for a new job

    my little side is now disappearing but not disappearing. it is difficult to explain but i think its because i'm maturing and learning who i am. it is hard, i havent given up totally but things are still very small.

    family life is better at last, i'm closer to mum for the first time in years - due to my therapy helping making me be more expressive and also mum coming to terms with my troubles - even if she still feels repulsed by my need for naps and being little. everything seems to be getting better and moving on....

    babymarie :)

  14. I'm a big baby who needs a Mommy and/or Daddy to diaper and play with me. My height is around 6 ft; weight 270 lbs; green eyes; brown hair; loves to cuddle and play with toys and games; loves to chat and video chat, also do roleplay sessions through chat and video chat. Would love to meet Mommy and/or Daddy in person some day and be forced to be diapered and babied a lot!

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    So life in general has been ok I guess. Work is its usual sting of BS and stress, but other than that and the occasional freezing weather life is good. Really enjoying my days off when I can just hang around my apt and be diapered all day. I am finding that when I can I am finding myself being in my diapers all day. I find it so relaxing and also pleasuring to just go whenever I feel like it.

    I have been using my Goodnights and they have been working out great only one leak and that was because I flooded my diaper. I am now finding myself shopping for different options for diapers I want to rty some baby diapers but not sure on sizing I am pretty small like 140lbs and a 30in waist so the xl goodnights fit perfect. I thought of trying Underjams or maybe some size 6 baby diapers. I want to try and buy them local because if I order them sometimes my UPS guy delivers to the wrong neighbor and that is not something I want happening right now.

    Been seeing the girl on and off and its going OK not sure if it will go anywhere. Wish I could find a girl who shared my diaper love. It would be awesome to be able to just lay around with each other and enjoy being diapered together. Plus id love to see her in a little skirt with a nice diaper under it. That would be the best. Oh well for now I go at it alone on the DL front and that is ok too.

    Just posted some pics actually my first ones. A couple in a fresh diaper and a couple after wetting myself. Hoping to be able to socialize on here a bit more in the future and find more friends as it has been slow going so far but enjoyable non the less. Well I guess I will go for now, seeing as how while typing this I felt the urge and wet my diaper till its almost full. Have a great week everyone.