Am I a sissy? Need advice.

[SissyConfused]

It's strange for me because I've always been attracted to women and have only ever had girlfriends. Whilst I have never been attracted to men or the male form I have since a young age been turned on by being dominated/humiliated. I also reached a point long before ever seeing sissy hypnosis videos where I was wearing my mum's high heels, putting on make-up and sucking bananas like they were cocks when I had the urge occasionally (and then squirting something that looked like cum on my face). I also got obsessed with a video where the girl gets 'forced' into a gangbang and found myself imitating the scenes as her and wanting to be her. I also have a recurring fantasy where I am dressed as a woman in make up, lingerie, high-heels and fully shaved and get gangbanged as such whilst being filmed. Again this came before ever watching any sissy hypno porn (which turns me on massively). Nonetheless I still am more attracted to women and can't imagine fucking men without being dressed in erotic outfits/lingerie/make up. It's very strange. Furthermore, since stumbling across sissy hypno videos I have bought dildos and tend to have one up my ass whilst sucking on two others and having a sissy hypno video playing. The thought of being dominated by huge cocks and being fucked in the mouth and ass at the same time is a massive turn on but I only feel attracted to the cocks themselves.

Any advice on this and can anyone relate? Part of me really wants to live out my fantasy and get gangbanged whilst dressed as a 'sissy' but I wouldn't want to change my gender etc or do it all the time. Can anyone else related to the banana/dildo thing too?

Edited December 15, 2015 by SissyConfused

[Elfy]

Well if it helps I sometimes fantasize about similar things and I'm not a sissy. I used to be but found it wasn't really for me, and though I still like the colour pink, I don't wear anyof my old sissy stuff.

Sometimes the idea of being made completely helpless and dominated by other guys is a turn on, it is for me and it sounds like it is for you. I often imagine being forced to do things by other guys and it is a turn on for me. It is possible you prefer the idea of it than the fantasy. There are some things, like public humiliation that I like to fantasize about but would never want to happen in reality. Maybe it is the same for you and sissy stuff.

I would say that a lot of guys will sometimes fantasize about other guys or being put in the positions you describe but don't like to talk about it because it isn't masculine. I doubt you are bisexual or anything because you say you haven't been attracted to a man and that you only like the penis' themselves.

The best way to really find out is to just get some sissy or girly things and experiment to see what you like. The fact that you fantasize about the things you said and you enjoy sissy hypno tapes mean you probably are sissy to a certain degree but experimentation is the best way to find out. The banana/dildo stuff isn't something I have thought of before but it certainly sounds interesting! I may have to keep that in mind for future.

At the end of the day though, "Sissy" is just a label. What is sissy to you isn't to someone else, focus on what you enjoy and try not to worry too much about what you are or aren't

[SissyConfused]

12 hours ago, Elfking said:

Well if it helps I sometimes fantasize about similar things and I'm not a sissy. I used to be but found it wasn't really for me, and though I still like the colour pink, I don't wear anyof my old sissy stuff.

Sometimes the idea of being made completely helpless and dominated by other guys is a turn on, it is for me and it sounds like it is for you. I often imagine being forced to do things by other guys and it is a turn on for me. It is possible you prefer the idea of it than the fantasy. There are some things, like public humiliation that I like to fantasize about but would never want to happen in reality. Maybe it is the same for you and sissy stuff.

I would say that a lot of guys will sometimes fantasize about other guys or being put in the positions you describe but don't like to talk about it because it isn't masculine. I doubt you are bisexual or anything because you say you haven't been attracted to a man and that you only like the penis' themselves.

The best way to really find out is to just get some sissy or girly things and experiment to see what you like. The fact that you fantasize about the things you said and you enjoy sissy hypno tapes mean you probably are sissy to a certain degree but experimentation is the best way to find out. The banana/dildo stuff isn't something I have thought of before but it certainly sounds interesting! I may have to keep that in mind for future.

At the end of the day though, "Sissy" is just a label. What is sissy to you isn't to someone else, focus on what you Tenjoy and try not to worry too much about what you are or aren't

Thanks for the reply :). To be honest looking back over my own words I am really the sissy archetype lol and I just wonder if I should really act out on my urges and actually get dressed up etc and get fucked/gangbanged in real life or if I should just stick to the dildos and fantasy.

[PullUpDiaperLover]

Try something real. If you decide its not something you want to keep doing, fine. But its wonderful to sample both worlds as a bi-sexual. I am practicing as a hetero married, with a little dress up and dildos at times. But I really enjoyed my male experiences.