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I wasnt sure where to put this, but this seemed like the right place. I have been emotionally shut down for the majority of my life and feel like I am starting to finally heal. The thing is that even though I am accepting this part of myself more and more each day, I still don't know how to go about meeting fellow abdl's. What would you guys suggest?

That would be awesome, I agree! It might be a little trippy though, lol.

I felt like I had to share. I've been trying to drop weight/inches for a long time now, and I finally took the plunge to try medium peekabus, instead of large. THEY FIT!!! I am stoked!!! After everything I have been through, I am finally reaching some of my goals!

Thanks for offering the support guys, it really means a lot. I think one of my biggest issues right now is that I don't really have anyone to talk to. Things have been pretty isolating.

Hi guys, I had never seen this part of the forum and when I found it I pretty much just needed to vent. The past 10 months feel like they are doing my family under. My dad took his own life in May, after a long battle with pain, between my mom and I we lost 2 dogs and a cat before the end of '21, and in January we lost my sister-in-law. Add on top of that my pre-existing trauma, and the fact that everything that has been going on has been causing me to have flashbacks, so I'm doing anything I can to avoid any news at all. It just seems like every once in awhile things build up. I feel like I'm going crazy every so often!

Vernon here. It's so isolating here, it can drive a person crazy sometimes.

You literally just freaked me out here! I had to do a double take on this post, lol. This might be hard to believe, but my name is also Colby. I'm an abdl from up around the Texhoma area. I would love to meet up with another abdl too.

So I've been exploring this side of myself on and off for the last month, and I do enjoy it. The problem is that I am still having trouble accepting this side of me. Does anyone have any suggestions to help with that? I know we have all been here before.

I feel like this encouragement is going to help me in the long run, so thank you everyone. Lately I have become more mindful of certain guilt and other baggage that I have been carrying since my "real" childhood. I have to wonder if things like that could factor in to my not being able to accept this part of myself yet.

Honestly, I think my biggest obstacle right now is that I am overcoming demons from my past as well as trying to accept this side of me that has always been there. I sort of have a "perfect storm" going on, you could say. Half the time though I don't know if I should indulge and wear, and embrace this side of myself or what. I have one hell of an internal war going on

I got locked out somehow, and just now got access to the site again, but thank you for the warm replies. I have to say that I hate going through these "phases." I just recently purged, so I am out of stock again until monday☹️. I feel like I am starting to accept this part of me, but this is very hard. I feel like my main problem at this point, other than purging, is that I live in a very conservative town with just about 11,000 people in it. There is nowhere to go to meet people, and nothing to do here, so I end up feeling extremely alone. On top of that, I never developed any social skills, so I am kind of lost at sea here.

I've been on and off of these boards for a long time now, which is why I keep coming back to the newbie section. I have been working to accept this part of me for about 3 years now and as of this post I have been diapered for about 2 weeks. I'm hoping that means that I'm starting to accept myself. One of the most difficult things I've found is that I know nobody else who I can share this part of myself with(offline anyway.) Add on top of that that I've been struggling with survivors guilt for decades, and I have one very mean cocktail brewing. Do you guys have any advice that might help me out?

I know I can't be the only one of us in the Wichita Falls area. Ya'll shout out.

I'm just glad that I don't feel so alone in this aspect anymore.

Hi, I'm just now delving into this facet of my life, so I thought here would be a good place to get started.