Radical Salad

Yeah, if it was a medical issue, I wouldn't mind letting family and close friends know. But for me it's just for fun. I don't have any medical problems like that. If anyone ever caught me wearing (which could only be my neighbors or someone like that) I'd just lie and say I had a medical problem. But I can't ever come out to anyone. I just think that's too dangerous. Our fetish isn't "cool" the way BDSM is, or comical the furries are, lol. Most people find it disgusting, and I can't really blame them. I wish the world was more tolerant and just let people do whatever, but that's just not the way things are. I've watched some clips of ABDL people coming out on TV shows and they always get mocked. I don't want to put myself in that position.

I only wear them privately. I'm the only person who knows I'm ABDL (my mother caught me once when I was 12 or 13, and I told a friend about it when I was maybe 10 or 11. But neither of them knew the extent of it for me. My mom just thought it was some weird fluke, and I think my friend thought it was just me sort of regressing a bit when I was 4 or 5. My friend thought it was really weird though, so after that I decided never to tell anyone else). I like keeping it that way. Personally, I'm confident in myself and unashamed. But the world is a cruel place, and I have no desire to risk sharing my ABDL side with anyone else and having my life ruined. I'd never hear the end of that if it got around that I was into it. Plus, I feel like even meeting other ABDL folks in person would be risky and kind of weird for me. The only reason I'd want to meet another diaper lover is if that person was a woman, and if she wanted to have ABDL-type sex on a casual basis. But even then, that would be risky for me. I can only imagine what would happen if I became a public figure someday and had that used against me as blackmail. I'd hate to become the punchline of an SNL skit. I'm not sure that I'll ever risk it. I'm happy with keeping my ABDL side private.

I don't really know why I like it. I wasn't really a bed wetter growing up (I wet the bed occasionally until I was 5-6. That's pretty normal for most kids), so that wasn't where it came from for me. In fact, I actually remember disliking nighttime diapers, because they didn't seem to work all that well for me (I guess because my parents were buying toddler diapers for me which were too

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