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  1. I would advise you to not try this again. Electrical shocks can cause burns to the tissue - which is how its used during surgery as electrocautery - and further cause strictures and other complications. A one or two time thing might be fine but if you're going for any more than that you should buy a raw chicken fillet to try and gauge the tissues' response to your specific voltage/amps. Interesting experiment nevertheless!
  2. Recently started wearing pull ups due to being tired of the constant anxiety over where the closest bathroom is, going every 30 minutes and never being able to go on trips etc. I feel much more free now. I've been experimenting with tena pants, abena and drynites. Even though drynites are for kids, they still fit me. Tena and abena rise super high above the waist so much that I have to fold it in order to hide it below my boxers whereas drynites don't have that excess material. What discreet pull up do you guys recommend that don't ride so high above the waist? What do you do to hide your diaper below your boxers (if you wear those)?
  3. Yeah 55 ml seems about right, that's when my bladder first starts contracting (50-100 ml). I think it's a disadvantage because I don't want to feel like I need to pee every 15-30 minutes. For this to be feasible i'd need to wear a diaper 24/7.
  4. I think they knew I was wearing though, because I had to bring a bag with my diapers into the bathroom every time I went to change. The flight attendants knew for sure because when I met her in the corridor she said "there's more spacious bathrooms by the end of the airplane" as I was about to go into one the bathroom, and when I got to the other bathroom I see it's for disabled/nursing lol. I don't know if it's because the saw the rollede up diapers in the trash bin or if they suspected it because of me carrying the bag. I'd rather have some people suspect me of wearing though than having an accident when seatbelt sign is on.
  5. I kinda have to wear diapers on planes because it's already happened once that I was seconds from peeing myself during take off (I had gone to the bathroom just 10 minutes prior to boarding) and had to hold my crotch and jump around like a kiddo to not have an accident. I have to go to the bathroom about every 60 minutes nowadays. I kinda wish I could be like normal people and have a choice if I want to wear on the airplane or not but it is what it is.
  6. 28 days with the catheter draining into the diaper? How often did you change the diaper and how often did you shower/clean that region? What is the secret formula? Normally, 1-3 days should be a relatively safe limit for open drainage according to my experience.
  7. Oh my god, if it's going to take years to retrain i'm going to be used to wear pull ups every day and my friends would have most likely already found out...hmm. As it is right now, being totally without diaper is not possible as going to the bathroom every 30-60 minutes is disrupting my daily life (being on the bus, waiting in line, having an exam etc). I think you're right about the external sphincter because when my bladder suddenly contracts it doesn't automatically clamp like it used to years ago. Now it just kinda flows out unless I contract hard enough to resist the bladder contraction. Honestly it feels like such a hassle, and i'd much rather wear thin pull ups from now on, and maybe I can do some training while wearing them so I don't progress to having to pee every 15 minutes. Thank you for your advice!
  8. You can't just become a bedwetter. It's caused by some underlying medical condition such as sleep apnea, infections, cancer etc.
  9. Lol what. I'm not bowel incontinent nor do I intend to become one.
  10. I am working at cross purposes and I guess that's the beauty of this fetisch. I wish there was a way to play without it causing permanent changes.
  11. Cool, I think I have urge IC too. Glad to hear i'm not the only one resorting to pull ups for this issue. Today in class I had to go real bad when the professor said he'll finish in 15 minutes but thankfully today I also wore pull ups which made me calmer. I actually managed to hold myself for twenty minutes until I reached the bathroom, although I did pee myself (rather a leak) a little just before I had time to remove the diaper. So they really do help a lot! I'm guessing you got oxybutinin or tolterodine? That's the medication i'm intending to get.
  12. I'm afraid even wearing pull ups to dates even if I don't wet them. It's difficult to not get met with a disgusted face when you explain to them that you need it "just in case", at least before the person has started developing feelings for you.
  13. In my opinion diapers tend to be bulkier especially towards the back because they are made to accommodate for fecal incontinence. Pull ups don't rise as high in the back for this reason. I'm probably going to have to wear pull ups from now on, at least for several months until my retraining is done. Hopefully my friends won't notice this change ? I feel chained to the bathrooms at the moment. I had to tell my date I couldn't go to the beach, because I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it. I had to jump off the bus before my destination so I could relieve myself. I had to go to the bathroom several times during my examination which made the professors think I was cheating. Stuff like this really affects my life in a negative way. And the only thing I can do to help it at the moment, before I get prescribed meds or whatever, is to wear diapers which I also don't want to do Don't get me wrong, i'm a DL and have always fantasized about being diaper dependent but it's different now when I have to put on a pull up in the morning for school even though I just want to wear skinny jeans or whatever.
  14. It's not only because of the bulk - you can also see the outlinings of the diaper.
  15. I'm not able to hold it to to 350 ml other than in my apartment where I can hold my crotch, hyperventilate and jump around like a maniac without anyone thinking there's something wrong with me. Out in the real world where the only thing I can do is clench my sphincter I can hold it to around 200. It feels good to know that i'm not alone in this. I think the frequent insertion of catheters/stents is causing fibrosis to both sphincters and disrupting the detrusor trigone causing inappropiate contractions when only half full.
  16. Yeah actually before my return flight I bought a pack of diapers because I was scared it was going to happen again. Another daily struggle is a few days ago where I got nervous going on a date to a place I knew wasn't going to have any toilets around. I had to propose a different location for the date. Yes, sadly I wake up about once a night where I have to rush to the bathroom because my bladder just starts to contract on its own. My night time problems don't bother me as much because there's always a toilet nearby, but daytime problems is what's impaired my life because there are many situations where people just expects you to be able to hold it for over 30 minutes. Like when the teacher says "i'm going to finish in 30 minutes" and you have to insist on leaving. I ordered thin pull ups from Tena just for this new purpose but when I tried them on with pants I could still see the outlines of the diaper, so i'm worried that my friends will notice. Also it's crinkly as crazy for some reason and someone will for sure hear me in the quiet classrooms. A few years ago my best friends actually hinted that he saw my diaper (thin one) so that's why i'm extra scared.
  17. I've had experience with people staring at my diapered area too. I believe the outlines of the diaper can be spotted rather easily despite what people in the ABDL community are regurgitating. A close friend of mine started giving me hints that he noticed me wearing diapers (I was even wearing thin diapers). To answer the question, I don't care if strangers notice my diapers but I would be mortified if close friends found out. I'm probably moving to another country in a few years and i'm toying with the idea of getting myself a "new identity" as incontinent where all my new friends from the start would know I wear diapers.
  18. Thank you for your supportive words. While i'm not exactly incontintent, i've reached the point where the little continence I have is pretty much worthless in everyday situations (like when I almost peed myself during take off in an airplane because I couldn't hold myself for 20 minutes...) I would gladly appreciate if anyone knows how to revert this. The two weeks of kegel exercises i've done so far hasn't helped.
  19. I've been measuring my urine output and frequency for the past week to get a sense of the severity of my problem. The conclusions i've made is that my bladder feels full at around 100 ml - 200 ml and I have to pee about once an hour. If I jump around like a kiddo I can hold mysel to 400 ml but i've also peed myself at that point. My bladder has become fully autonomous and contracts to empty on its own. If I have a diaper I don't have to breathe/relax like I used to do in order to pee. The bladder pushes the urine out reflexively like a baby. My ABDL side of me is obviously excited about this because i'm finally a diaper dependent baby, but it's affected my life quite severely the past year. I can no longer function without diapers and i'm debating whether to start with pull ups in order to retrain my bladder. I'll also visit the doctor soon to see what I can do to regain my continence. As of right now when i've had oral examinations in the university i've had to excuse myself to the bathroom three (!) times (during a 2h period) which obviously raised suspicions and laughter among both friends and professors. I believe this is all self inflected injuries from years of foley catheters and diapers that has trained my bladder to reflexively contract, diminished its capacity and weakened my sphincters. I cannot continue without diapers in my daily life now and it sucks. I hope you guys think twice before wanting incontinence / functional incontinence as its something i've always wanted but now i'm sad that I can't live my life without fear of being far away from a bathroom.
  20. Anal stretching won't cause incontinence same way wearing foley catheters won't cause incontinence. You could possibly diminish your abilities to hinder evacuation by causing fibrosis from repeated injuries, creating a sort of urgency, but not outright incontinence. I'm currently wearing a hollow butt plug after taking 2 tablets of a laxative. Every diaper change so far has been contaminated so to speak and when I went shopping i accidentally farted in front of people and had to excuse myself. I would say that this is quicker method of achieving incontinence
  21. It's not a coincidence. Reverse flow is only one of the ways you can get an infection. The normal bacteria flora on our skin is what we get an infection from the majority of the time hence why stents seem to cause less infectionsl. Stents can also cause infection but from intraurethral bacterias.
  22. From the physicians' point of view (which is quite different from nurses etc) : If we encounter someone with a diaper it's almost always an indication to investigate further i.e ask the patient, read journal and so forth. I've met several patients with diapers, most of them old but a few young. In the latter case it's mostly been due to accidents, mental handicap etc.
  23. Hi folks. I rarely post here, but thought I could share this story of when I misjudge the capacity of my diaper while wearing a catheter. Yesterday I decided I wanted to revert to a stage of infantilistic helplessness - and what other tool serves its purpose better than a catheter? While fun sitting in my room, slowly dripping my problems away, I didn't quite achieve the thrill I was craving. The next day I got this brilliant idea of going to the library. I exuberantly packed my backpack; books, computer, and of course diapers for change. I was contemplating whether I should bring spare underwear since I was about to bring myself on a risky endeavor. But, who needs spare underwear when you got spare diapers, I thought. Pshh... Arriving at the library, I tried figuring out how I know I've soiled myself enough to warrant a fresh diaper. All the normal clues were gone, I couldn't feel myself peeing so I had no sense of how fast I was filling the diaper, and neither could I feel the wetness since my diaper was held tight against my body. My only viable option was using the clock as my landmark. Thus, if I changed at 09.30, that means my next diaper change should be around 12.30. This worked out fine, although I had an innocent wet spot in my underwear. Being incontinent was easy! I was aiming for my second diaper change at around 15.00. After an hour however, I feel an ominous wetness on my left thigh, and swiftly head toward the bathroom. While there, I notice this little wet spot again and a fairly full diaper. I shrug it off thinking it'll hold another 30 minutes. I go back to my seat to finish the chapter I was reading, but after about 15 minutes I get a hint of a familiar smell - I didn't immediately recognize it. At first I thought I only got a whiff of a wet diaper smell, but then it struck me. It smelled wet underwear. I rushed to the bathroom in panic and discovered that my pants had two tennis ball sized wet spots, one on each side, and my underwear were soaked. I was hoping, and praying, to every god in every religion that none of my classmates noticed my wet spots on my pants (or smelled anything). I had no other choice than to remove my underwear and walk around with a diaper directly underneath my pants. This however led to the second problem; crinkling from my nonplastic diapers. As I walked back to my seat, cognizant of the noticable crinkle, I tried masking the sound by producing redundant noise like coughing, moving my backpack etc. I quickly grabbed my stuff to head home. Hopefully my classmates were too preoccupied with their prosaic studying to notice anything extraordinary. But, what an experience! Being incontinent wasn't easy after all, huh.
  24. Tamsulosin wouldn't do anything for him if he doesn't have obstructed flow of some sorts. The doctor would refuse prescribing it. Also taking unnecessary medication is super bad. It leads to, as the previous person have stated - tachyphylaxis, which is a diminished desired effect of the drug and an exaggerated counter response when the drug is withdrawn.
  25. Yes, that's close enough It's always nice to find a future colleague. I assume you enjoy working as a nurse seeing as you're doing a doctorate? Have you ever worked in a diaper? Is that even possible with scrubs? I've never had the courage anyway. Also I don't know if this is something you can relate to, but, being ABDL and wearing diapers often has undoubtedly shrunken my bladder capacity to the point where i'm a bit reluctant of choosing surgery as a specialty, which sucks as i'm actually quite interested in it.
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