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DiaperedAllTheTime

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  1. White MegaMax size L, so wish I was in a pink one.
  2. I wear a thick overnight diaper always, especially to work. I bounce back and forth between going all in and wearing Tykables Unicorns or Rearz Princess and then sometimes plain white diapers such as ABU Simplies or Rearz Inspire+Incontrols. Either way my diaper is always thick to minimize the chances of leaks. I can hide diaper bulges but not diaper leaks.
  3. I just slide them down like a pullup. Now with so many premium ABDL and medical style diapers available with the hook and loop system it is much easier. You can even loosen you diaper all the way if you want. Diapers like Rearz happy quality enough tapes that you can usually get away with atleast to refastens which is almost always more than enough for me before I change into a new diaper. Generally, I stand up, carefully slide my diaper up, and then refasten/adjust the tapes. The tricky times are when you rush to get your diaper up because you are in a crowded restroom. Sometimes that can lead to ripping or that your diaper just does not get pulled up all the way. It also sucks when you are sweaty.
  4. Oh wow. Did not know they came out with these. Super excited
  5. I would have to nominate the Diaper Ladies who own Personal Care in Fort Wayne, Indiana.
  6. I have had a fantasy for a long time about being told to stand in the corner with my diaper removed. I would either be in the bathroom on a tile floor or standing on my diaper changing pad. Basically I would just stand there as I leaked all over the floor. Usually in my fantasy my wife is making love to her boyfriend as I leak uncontrollably everywhere.
  7. Why can't there every be too strong of a bond? I am my wife's everything. I think that is pretty much proven or she would have hit the road a long time ago. If did have faith then I could easily say God made this way. Diapers are what was missing and I took care of that by wearing them permanently. I am very happy and satisfied with that choice. It has never been kept a secret from my wife. She knew what she was getting into from the first week and she remains here. Thank you for the Bible story.
  8. I personally do not have faith so that does not apply to me. It does however apply to my wife. This is and has been a very real struggle for her. My guess this has a lot to do with her becoming pretty much asexual now.
  9. I just got an email from XP Medical concerning their new all white disposable diaper the XP5000. The name sounds like something off of the Terminator and not something that belongs between my legs. It does look like a well designed diaper, undoubtedly a product to compete with the Megamax. One thing is for sure I will not be wearing them as they are way too medical feeling for me.
  10. Diaper acceptance over time can most definitely evolve in a relationship. A lot of times, like in our marriages, it is for the better. Unfortunately, for some relationships a diaper fetish can never be overcome. Honesty is everything. I had to be honest with both myself and my wife. I simply could not be happy without wearing diapers and I was never going to be able to sacrifice that need even for my wife who I love more than anything. Her choice to make the necessary sacrifices to accept that I need to wear diapers all the time has made me love her more. Sure, I wish she played the Mommy roll more often, after all I live this lifestyle 24/7, yet I understand why she does not want to and I respect that. I would say your relationship with your wife and diapers will get even better. She seems to be more and more accepting to your desires and who knows, maybe she will be diapering you soon.
  11. She could absolutely leave me should she so desire. I would honestly believe that would be fair to her and most definitely never try and stop her from leaving. Yet we have been in this together for a very long time. Her love for me has obviously overcome all the dirty diapers and my sexual inadequacies. She has learned to accept my need for diapers and loves me for who I am. That is what I would call real sacrifice on her behalf. I was unable to make the same level of sacrifice for her. Other than in our bedroom our marriage is very strong. Believe it or not by wearing diapers permanently our relationship has become stronger. My every thought used to be of diapers and now since I wear them all the time my thoughts are focused on more important things like her and my family. I used to be a miserable person before. I am not that person anymore.
  12. @feralfreak That is correct. We do not have sex. I prefer it this way as there are no expectations. I understand that my wife did not expect to spend the rest of her life with a baby girl in the bedroom and she is free to seek men outside our marriage to satisfy her womanly needs. She has done so in the past and I encourage to do so in the future. She also has every dildo imaginable. In the past we would often put a strap-on over my diaper and have sex that way but she seems uninterested in this now. As for me, masturbating in a diaper is much simpler than attempting to pleasure my wife. My diaper does not care how hard I am, how fast I am, or how small I am.
  13. I shared my diaper desires with my significant other the first week we started dating. Initially she had no problems with the fact that I enjoyed wearing diapers. At the time I honestly did not desire to wear diapers all the time and wearing them was an every once in awhile thing. Our first argument about wearing diapers came within the first month of our relationship. We were invited out to a party with friends and family at a local bar. I decided to put on a diaper for the night out in town and my significant other became furious with me. In her eyes wearing diapers was a fetish that belonged in the bedroom behind closed doors every now and then and did not belong in public. She had an extreme fear that family members and friends would somehow find out I was diapered. Wearing diapers in public was something that was completely normal to me and I automatically just assumed that it would not be a problem for my partner. I did not take off my diaper that night. I remember using it until practically leaking and removing it in the restroom at the bar. I guess I did not take my diaper off because I felt this was something my partner needed to accept about me. For the next year diaper play for us was an on and off thing. My partner and I married during this time and she tried to embrace my diaper fetish the best she could. At this time I still did not have any desire to wear diapers permanently. Most of our diaper play centered around her humiliating me. It was not uncommon for her to give me an enema and rub my messy diaper in my face. For some this would be so disgusting but for me the pure humiliation I felt from this action made me desire her dominance and degradation more. During this time she also started to wear diapers. We would take turns, her being Domme Mommy and me being a Dominant Daddy. I never really embraced the role of being a Dominant Daddy as my wife would never use her diaper and for me I felt that was mandatory to enhance the play. Then my wife became pregnant. Once this happened she could no longer accept the father of her children wearing diapers. She made it clear that I needed to stop wearing diapers. The major problem was at work in my physically active job I was having a problem with anal leakage. After an embarrassing situation where a fellow coworker asked me if I had shit my pants my wife suggested that I start wearing maxipads to work to prevent these accidents. Since maxipads would not work in my boxers she said just wear some of my panties. That was the beginning of the end. Once this started I quickly turned into a complete sissy and wanted this lifestyle all the time. My wife completely started to hate me. From diapers to woman's panties and maxipads. Eventually the lack of diaper time made me start craving diapers again. The more she said no the more I needed to be padded again. We ended up in marriage counseling discussing these issues. During that time I moved out of our bedroom and slept diapered in other rooms inside of our house. In a way I guess I wanted my wife to leave me. My wife had to decide. After researching the ABDL fetish online she began to.underdtand this was never going to go away. She made the choice then to accept her husband needed and will always need to wear diapers. I have now been diapered permanently for almost three years. At this point it seems a forgone conclusion that I will remain in diapers the rest of my life. My level of control has diminished over this time and my bowels become weaker and weaker. We both anticipate and predict I will soon be fully incontinent. This has forever changed our relationship particularly in the bedroom. Now that I am more or less unpotty trained there is no intimacy between us. Wearing and changing diapers is a normal part of both of our lives and no longer brings any sexual excitement into our bedroom. I am happy that I can wear diapers every second of every minute of every day and she feels this gives me a better and more positive attitude in our marriage. Does my wife wish she was married to a normal man that could take care of her sexual needs in the bedroom...of course she does. Do I wish my wife would live this lifestyle with me being a Domme Mommy all the time, of course I do. These things are never going to happen and we have learned to accept that about one another. Our marriage stays strong in all other areas except the locked bedroom.
  14. Have you read the series of stories on here I wrote titled "Diapers or Divorce". I never finished it but I will....someday. I have had the privilege of actually playing this out in real life with two different wives. It has never quite worked out exactly how I invison the fantasy in my head mainly because the lovers of my wives have never really been on board with the whole husband in diapers thing.
  15. Having a need to be continually humiliated is why I wear diapers permanently. Diapers allow me to calm that need down in a discreet manner. The best part is it is impossible for me to forgot I am diapers. Every second of every minute of every day diapers keep me in a constant humiliated state. I do not even need my partner to play along all though of most definitely enjoy when she does. I love I can hear the crinkles of my diaper and wonder can those around me hear it. I love smelling baby powder and pee pee and wonder can those around me smell me. Can those around me see the thick bulge in my pants? The honest truth is probably not but the possibility most definitely keeps me humiliated.
  16. I think cost is honestly the major difference particularly if you are going to purchase them at the store. Often times baby wipes can be purchased in large quantities and do go on sale from time to time. I am not sure if I can ever say that I have seen adult wipes on sale. Fragrance is the other important difference for me. I am a sissy baby girl and baby wipes help me to smell as such. This for me is so important in my little girl mind.
  17. I feel I could easily go without a diaper for a day as far as my bladder. I would be uber embarrassed though if I had fecal leakage into my panties as I would smell all day. I suppose I could wear a maxi pad.
  18. I was asked by @oznl about my level of control at this point of my unpotty training so I thought I would give an update. To be honest I feel I have plateaued physically on this unpotty training adventure. With my bladder in particular, I seem to be leaking less pee pee now involuntarily, post void dribbling is much less than in the past, and I still have not been able to become a bedwetter. I have always had involuntary fecal leakage since I was a child. I guess in a way because of this leakage I really already had a form of incontinence. My leakage has definitely worsened since diaper training began. When removing my dirty diaper from work yesterday I was surprised about how much my bowels had leaked and I honestly had no idea. I could honestly see myself loosing control of my bowels if I continue to unpotty train myself before my bladder ever decides to give up. I believe the hardest thing about taking my diapers off now would be the mess in my pants and not the wet spot of pee pee running down my legs. When all this began I wanted my bladder control lost and if I really want to have a loss of control I may need to shift my focus to my bowels. Becoming fecal incontinent will be much different for me. My wife is against it but does know my bowels become looser and looser everyday. She is prepared for me to become fecal incontinent. Work is what I fear the most with fecal incontinence. Loss of bladder control can be easily hidden but there is no mistaking a messy diaper. After all this time I feel maybe it's time to take my diapers off. Of course I would still wear them but if I cannot become unpotty trained what is the point in wearing them all the time. With all this said I find myself still putting myself in a diaper this morning as I get ready for work.
  19. I will answer this question in the incontinence desires forum to prevent hijacking of this thread.
  20. My wife finally accepted that I need to wear a diaper all the time.
  21. It really depends on the individual I think. I have been wearing diapers for almost three years straight and I feel that I could probably sleep without a diaper and not wet the bed. I can only really recall wetting my diaper once at night without knowing.
  22. I am waking up to a slight wet spot on the bedsheets. My diaper is so wet that it is leaking.
  23. Welcome back. I am someone who lives the sissy baby lifestyle as well. Hope to see you post in our sissy forum.
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