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This is somewhat related to what is being talked about here. I go on xtube a while back to check things out and I was meet with a web page that said, "xtube is no longer available". I had no idea about this. I do a little digging and find this article: https://www.foxbusiness.com/entertainment/xtube-shutting-down-mindgeek I use to be on xtube but, I closed out my account many months before it was shut down. I'm glad I closed out my account in light of this. More websites are being shut down it seems, or being under fire.

Yes, I do like to play potty training, and also at the sametime sometimes I don't like to use the potty. I've role played on my own and even captured myself on video doing potty training stuff. I've made it on my little toddler potty and sometimes I don't make it. I've had accidents. I've played/pretended that someone else was with me making sure I go on the potty but, I don't want to use the potty so, I've whined/cried while sitting on my potty. I have sat on my potty while in a diaper and end up going in my diaper (and kind of playfully question where did it go, and then being corrected that I just went potty in my diaper). I've also just whined/cried for a diaper to be put on me and I say "no potty". I'm sorry to hear that. I hope things work out for you eventually. It sucks about this Corona virus.

I buy inexpensive diapers at thrift stores and they are good enough for me. If I want them to hold more, I just double or triple diaper up. I've also modified the cheap diapers in other ways too, so they hold more liquid. If I really want them to look different or cute, I'll put stickers or colorful ducktape on them. I don't have the luxury to buy the premium or the adult baby looking diapers. If I were to be able to afford them, I probably would only buy a certain amount because I would not be able to use them to their fullest all the time, they would be wasted other wise.

I shave once a week, just so that my body has enough time to recover and so that just enough hair comes up again and I get that refreshing feeling of shaving and being baby smooth again. I shave around my chest, my peepee, my balls, my bottom-and inside the crack of my bottom, the upper part of my legs, and my back (what I can reach of my back anyway). Sometimes I shave all the length of my legs and my arm pit hairs, I have even shaven my arm hairs on a rare occasion. I could not imagine not shaving, its become part of me. I've been getting emotional when I am baby smooth.

I have no problem with real poop. I'll naturally poop in my diaper when I need to or want to. Its just that when I really want to have a messy diaper and can't wait or do the pooping process in my diaper but, I don't have any poop in me, or my last poop had to go in the yucky potty because of timing, or my last poop was watery (I don't like watery poops in my diaper), thats when I turn to oatmeal or banana. I can also get away with sleeping in an oatmeal filled diaper because its good for my skin (I do take precautions if I sleep in a real poopy diaper).

I've used oatmeal and/or banana for simulating a messy diaper. I either just put it in my diaper or I insert it in my bottom using my hand air pump I modified and then poop it out in my diaper. I just use the hand air pump to insert the oatmeal in my bottom and use lube. For bananas, I've found it easier to get green bananas that are not ripe, peel them, rub it like you would rub your penis so that you make the banana more smooth so its easier to insert it up the bottom, putting lube on your bottom will help too. If you are interested in seeing pictures of my pump, just private message me.

I love watching poopy diaper videos. I mainly watch my own because I haven't seen much else out there and that most websites have gone over the years. Going to certain porn sites are risky. I haven't really seen anyone else do what I do on video, the dedication. I make pretty good videos myself, I re-watch them and they excite me and/or get me emotional or just to look at it. I would rather see someone in real life (another ABDL) pooping in their diaper and I would change them and they change me but, I know thats impossible so, I stick to what I have, what I know, and what I do.

Along with hosting costs, DPRTube also closed because of this, "We have decided to close the site after our visions of a video sharing site did not go to plan.". That is the beginning statement that is still up when you go to the site. I believe that the owner of DPRTube had his own vision, his own agenda of what videos he wanted and what videos he didn't want. I agree that smart phone cameras are crappy, no good, even with a good person that knows their way around cameras/video cameras. I know what "white balance" is and its a good feature to use. I don't know think using a digital picture taking camera is a good idea to use as a video camera. On a slightly similar topic, my boyfriend gave me a 7.1 Megapixel digital picture taking camera a long time ago. I had to buy the supplies for it and then find out it doesn't have "manual focus". I'm able to make it work for me but, manual focus is a great basic tool feature to have. It was my first run in with a digital camera that doesn't have manual focus, it just has preset focus settings and not a scaling focusing feature. I later learned that certain models of Canon digital cameras do not have manual focus, probably because they are slimming down the size of these particular cameras and need to get rid of some features, even basic ones. My boyfriend also bought me my first digital video camera a long time ago. Its used but, I made it work for me. It works great. Great features built into it, even the basic ones. Its my first digital video camera that has built-in picture taking ability but, I don't use that. Instead, I use features of the fact that it can change shutter speed and aperture size, I had never had a video camera that could do that, only picture taking cameras. So, my experience in working with this digital video camera is great. I had since used, but not abandoned, my analog video camera for making my abdl videos/movies and would record them on vhs tapes. I would then transfer them to dvd-r dsics. After that, I would have my computer make a digital copy of what was on the discs. That was the only I could get my videos on my computer and onto the web/internet for the longest time before I had my digital video camera. It has also helped that I watch what I'm doing on video as I am recording them. I do this by connecting

I make my own

Thank you.

I only registered here to participate a little and because other AB/DL diaper web sites seem to be disappearing one by one. Also, I want to share my blog with others which, I will post in the appropriate section.