Found Diapers

So I did the marshmallow thing again last night, only with the giant ones (didn't have regular). Froze, but 'em in half, and pushed 'em up. By the fourth half, I was feeling full, but managed to push the last two halves up afterwards, just had to really push. I was cramping almost immediately, and I was trying to still get my butt to close and settle down. I had a towel laid out on the floor (just in case) and laid down. I wanted to get my body used to the idea of going while laying down. Not ten minutes later (after a lot of sticky, bubbly, wet, and cold farts) I was relaxed and let my bowels do its thing. They filled up my diaper really quick and if felt pretty good. But then my bowels kept going and pushed out a poop! And then another one! I know it was two different ones from how they felt. Totally unexpected, but nice. Well, I had to do the clean up quick before my roommate got home, only to notice this morning that he never returned. I could have enjoyed it so much longer! Damnit! I'm curios now to try the other substitutions, but I gotta make sure the roomie will be gone the whole night.

Right after finishing my shower, my roommate came home. I kinda wouldn't mind to hang out for a while, but this one had a wretched smell (pizza will do that.) So, in the end, everything worked out perfectly. I got messy and clean; he never knew. Now to plot my next adventure...

Yes, but rather than ask for help, I walked away. My mom is still pissed after 10 years... Have you ever bitten your finger when eating food by hand?

I would love to experience it at least a couple times, but I fear of some loss of control during the day. Mostly, I want my cake and pee on it too. Like, I've got a full bladder now and if I went to bed, my body will either hold off until the morning or wake up and say "Gotta go!" Maybe when I win the lottery, I can walk away from the toilet and social norms. Yeah... That's the way.....

Last for me was three days ago. I had just gotten back from vacation in California (already miss it!) and no one else was around. I had planned to just relax and watch Netflix or something, and eventually do the marshmallow trick. However, I was hit with a cramp and my body was screaming "Abort! Abort!" My instinct kicked in to run to the toilet, but I stopped myself. Not a moment later, I was full. This never really happens, especially standing straight up. I usually have to squat and give a couple pushes. This one slid right out and was strangely delightful. That was until cleanup. Suddenly, I had so many regrets. It was an ass-disaster. I showered afterward, too, just to feel clean again. Honestly though, I loved it.

Despite living with a roommate (who does not/will not know ever) i had to try it. The first was a little trickery to get in, but the next four went in easy. Nothing much happened, save for wetting my diaper some (after completely soaking another not 15 minutes before.) There was a bit of internal rumbling, then about a half hour later some wet sounding farts. I didn't want to accidentally get something on my bed sheets, so I got off, but was hit with a cramp (not hurtful, just "oh!") squatted and a second later felt them all pop out. There was also a lot of water along with it, which was what worried me. That, and then I soaked it with even more pee. All in all, it's always fun to put things up me butthole (something not a dildo was a first) and the clean up/smrell really wasn't too bad. It's just, I didn't want to jump in the shower, as I wouldn't hear if my roommate returned. If it's past 1:30, I can safely assume he went to his girlfriend's home. But I was sure he would sneak up. On this time of all times. If I lived on my own again, I wouldn't mind this again, or try the banana or oatmeal things. But none are truly a substitute for the real deal. Still feel like there's more water wanting to come out, but going through a third diaper this evening wouldn't be a bad thing!

I rarely use my diapers for more than peeing, as I'm not up for cleaning poop for a half hour. And the smell- *shudders* Sometimes, I really want to and end up doing it, and those are the times where's it not so smelly that I just keep doing what I'm doing. I had a double once, but it really sagged. Suffice to say, I'd use the diapers a lot more for popping if I had someone else to clean it. Guess I'm just lazy...

Hello all! So I've browsed this site for some time and I've finally made an account to "join the playpen." I've recently rediscovered the world of diapers and am glad to be back. I'm more into disposables then cloth (the crinkling is just what I love to hear with any movement.) I listed myself a DL (obviously) but am thinking about some AB. Have only just begun again, so I'll find out who or what or where I am eventually. Quick peek in the past; I've always had a fascination with diapers since leaving them behind. I made some make-shift ones as a kid and bought my own as a teen once. But then I graduated high school, did college, got a dead end job-- it went by the wayside. I haven't lived with my parents since high school, but I do live with a roommate. I don't think he should know, so let's keep this a secret! But when he's gone to his girlfriend's for the night, I pad up and relax!