I've been with my partner for almost 2 years now and he was told in the beginning of my dl lifestyle. He isn't into it at all, in fact diapers have never been a good thing to him cause he was a bed wetter and just experienced shame along with wearing them. So I am not wearing around him to respect him and it's killing me. I love wearing and if I could I would wear 24-7, but I'm in love with this guy and want to marry him. However, I'm finding that im not as drawn to having sex with him because all I want if to fulfill my diaper side and look at diaper stuff online etc. I find when I'm wearing and he knows I'm more into sex but separating the 2 I am finding very difficult and sexuality wise diapers are winning. Help?!