jakeboi

Welcome, I can relate to what youre saying. DD is an amazing place for those who are AB/DL. Its heartwarming to see someone else feel accepted and not fel so alone anymore

Id love to play some G-mod with someone. Ive never played before but have seen gameplay. just havent found anyone to play it with. Im in rockhampton though so a fair ways away

When I wear I like to relax as much as I can, like I have no control. but my subconscious usually takes control of it if i dont focus

wow love the new look! maybe the bar at the top (with the notification and message icons) can me made to stay at the top of the screen while scrolling down the page? similar to how Facebook has it. just a suggestion

All the best to you then, I hope things go well for you. don't forget to take care of yourself

Hmm it sounds like your parents are very controlling in your life. Perhaps try and gain some independence? Start small like going somewhere without them knowing where, even if its somewhere like to the shops or to a local park or something. If you're planning to move out soon its best to practice living on your own as it is a very different experience!

We all feel alone sometimes, but there are always people you can talk to. Sites like this and many others are a great way to find like minded people to talk to. Put in that extra bit of effort and the world can be a really friendly place

Hmm, destined for fetish? I have been curious about different fetishes, I swear I've looked at all of them at least once haha. This ultimately has led me to the variety of fetishes I have now, I just picked whatever I seemed to like. So yea, maybe it was predestined and all it needed was for me to find it on the internet, guess I need some more introspection on that one.

Sorry Just a person, I didn't mean to imply anything to you, I was just responding to others that were saying something like that. I wanted to express that the fear of judgement can be a restricting factor.

Hey I'm in similar boat as you! I'm not the best at making friends either, just cant seem to hold them sometimes. What I've found helpful with dealing with loneliness is to find a passion to follow, something to distract for a bit. For me its art, when I'm painting or drawing I'm able to escape for a bit, go into my own little world. Find out what you like and pursue it! who knows, maybe you could even find a career in it.

Thanks for commenting I guess I am too focused on finding a partner haha, That's why I'm hoping if I throw myself into art it will take my mind off it.

I've been feeling really lonely lately, its really been getting me down. I'm worried about the future and finding a life partner, adding being an AB/DL to the fact I'm gay and have a form of high functioning ASD (which pretty much leaves me with less social ability than the average person). I feel like these 3 things narrowed my options for a soul mate. This fear has probably also contributed to how difficult I found accepting my AB/DL side. I know I'm still young and I still have my whole life ahead of me but I still feel kinda hopeless. I'm not sure what to do with my life right now, I have an interest in art and I'm trying to develop something out of that for myself. I guess right now I'm a bit lost and need some help, any comment would be appreciated