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I will admit that back in my bedwetter days I did experience some pleasure. Now days, those feelings only happen occasionally. I have to be in the right headspace. A rare happening. I mostly feel relief

I've already suggested to Mike that it would add more clarity to the IC board to add a bit more focus. To just have IC desires and bedwetting is

I took the time (yawn) to read all the previous posts, mostly out of curiosity. While it does sound interesting, I must admit, even for me it sounds a bit extreme. Always wary of any anal insertion. Since I experience severe bowel urgency anyway, I think this would be overdoing it a bit. I need to take several (3 to 5 large doses of a bulk producing fiber supplement - Metamucil) to keep my BM's solid, I don't think this would enhance the pooping experience for me. I'm always packed full, sometimes uncomfortably bloated. Release is effortless with simple relaxation and not doing anything to hold back. Wow! Just saved myself

I made the original post last winter and now it's the end of May. Holiday weekend and am enjoying a very full diaper. It's not always that I'm in this head space as most often bowel urgency is mostly a huge inconvenience. But it is what it is and when the mood strikes me, I'm all in. The severe urgency I experience is due to a long ago surgery so having to wear diapers went from a sometime thrill to a need. Don't have to wear all the time but enough to qualify as 24/7. I just so happen to find myself in the right headspace

I have had severe urgency since a surgery over 20 years ago. Because of the urgency I always feel it. Sometimes I have up to 5 minutes but since it's usually much less I don't go running off to the bathroom. I use a bulk producing fiber supplement (to keep things solid) and that causes increased frequency and volume. Still much better than loose BM's. The urgency used to be much more painful but I think over the years I've just become more used to it. When I have an uncontrolable

With me it's never on purpose. When the fast developing extremely severe urgency hits I have only minutes before the event. I wear

Favorite part of messing huh? Well after decades of severe bowel urgency, the thrill is mostly gone but I still enjoy one particular aspect of messing. The urgency comes on very quickly and as usual, I try to hold it as I start to panic. The inevidable

Everyone has a favorite diaper, one that is comfortable and

I've found that using a thin, cheap disposable diaper after running a pinwheel over the plastic backing works the best. They don't make an adult size cloth diaper liner. I've looked. Your best bet is to use a thin, cheap disposable diaper under your cloth diaper. It will keep poop off your cloth diaper. Not as comfortable as a real diaper liner but it will work. Makes clean-up much easier and keeps poop off the cloth diaper for easier laundering.

When at home I'll change after a BM when it's convenient, usually within a half hour or sooner. At night I'll wait 'till morning coffee and the AM BM that I know will come soon after the coffee takes effect.I've had the severe bowel urgency for 20 years and you do get used to it. Just takes time. I hate the nightmare of a public change so unless it's particularly disgusting I wait until I'm home and can do a proper change with a shower. I think most bowel ic people have an obsession about being clean and I'm no different. But If I'm out and about and otherwise occupied, having a load (or 2) in my diaper is something I'm quite used to. I use nullo, a zinc oxide based ointment (desitin)and heavy gage plastic pants so I never get rashes, rarely smell and am pretty sure I'm not offensive to others. I know others obsess about getting out of a messy diaper asap and I can understand that. But after 20 plus years I clean up on my terms and when I'm ready.

Do I enjoy being incontinent? Not particularly. Major inconvenience! However, being a former diapered bedwetter I did get used to diapers and will admit I do enjoy them at times.

Around the house during the day I can by in a confi-dry 24/7 with a booster when I'm not "airing out", I still have pretty good bladder control so after a big BM ( I use Metamucil 3x a day which increases volume and frequency)

It's kind of a tricky thing. Since I stay in my diapers longer than most there is the possibility of some mixing. Not much but when I've out of the house most of the day (golfing, at the library or on the boat) it can become a problem but not much. I've had very

For the last two decades, after some abdominal surgery, I have had almost daily accidents. I was told this side effect of the surgery was rare and most likely temporary. Right. In the beginning it was always a very loose stool and I had to start wearing 24/7. Every adult baby/kids dream, right? Wrong. Not only is it a major inconvenience, but it often killed the enjoyment. I was told to use a bulk producing fiber supplement and that cleared up the loose BM's. However, I still suffered from such severe urgency that I hardly ever made it to the bathroom in time. It took years to get used to it. The enjoyment came back, but only when I was in the mood. It's still mostly an inconvenience. Now days when I start to feel the urge

Is shipping still unmarked boxes? I'm not ashamed of my need to wear but prefer not to advertise it.