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The problem with getting what you wish for. I would say to get put back into nappies/diapers full time you may need to get yourself re-assed by a doctor or nurse if you have problems with your bladder this is of cause if your suffering from a medical condition or disability, I have had problems since 2010 when I turned 30 and became partially incontinent due to various factors outside of my control. I have good days and some bad days and can't always tell when I need a diaper/nappy, this doesn't make me feel babyish or ashamed although it did at first seven to eight years ago when I started having accidents seemingly out of the blue. Although having said that I don't feel babyish isn't exactly the whole truth because I am not totally grown up even though I am now 37 years old, this is due to the fact I suffered from severe bullying for most if not all of my life plus the fact that I am severly autistic means that I did not totally mature in my mindset/mentality but who is totally grown up nowerdays?. if I could go back and start again I would do this in a heartbeat although that's another blog for another time unless I were to get a carer who understood me and was kind enough not to judge me so I could regain my lost childhood years so to speak through becoming a baby again only this time as a adult. I am not into any of those fettishes or other sites that promote self harm or porn because I am not that kind of person, If I were to win to lottery then yes I would go and get a place of my own that would be kitted out for my needs as in a

During my last trip to hospital for my foot surgery which went well thank goodness, I did not have to wear a diaper because I was put under before the operation although in future if I have any major surgery which I hope not to although one can't rule it out. Then yes I would ask the nurse or orderly if I could wear a diaper for my comfort and protection if It was going to take more than 3 hours although I would leave this decision to the doctors. I would also inform them of the fact I am incontinent and it would be best if I could wear a diaper if possible.

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As you maybe aware I am going to be in part-time care as a patient from this year due to my on-going disabilities and I am moving out of my relatives house and hopefully am going to get a place of my own and a paid job. And as part of this I will be fully re-assesed bouth physically and mentally speaking and hopefully if I am assesed by a different team of doctors then I might finally get the okay or green light to wear diapers full-time because of my disabilities, obviously I will be fine with wearing diapers for the rest of my life should it come to that because of the fact that I am already partially incontinent due to verious factors that are out for my control. And yes I have worn diapers since 2010, six years ago and I am in the process of retraining my bladder to become more incontinent but this is not because I want it, rather this is because I don't want to fight my body any-longer because I have gotten tired of fighting a loosing battle although this doesn't mean that I have accepted defete but rather I have accepted who I am and am not forcing myself to be something that I am not. Obviously I will keep you updated on my situation as it occurreds because I don't want to have people who don't know me thinking that I am crazy, or something else. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

For me personally I wear diapers almost all of the time due to verious personal reasons which are mentioned either bellow or in my previous replies. Plus you have to consider to add to that the fact that I just had major surgery on my right foot last sunday on the 11th December 2016 and am still recovering, during this process I have chosen to wear diapers because they give me some dignity in a undignified situation which I mentioned in my earlier blogs. I have been wearing diapers on and off for the past six years because of a weak bladder and minor neurological damage to the lower part of my body caused by past epileptic seizure's that I suffered from when I was 12-13 years of age in 1992/1993 I Can't remember exactly what year it was because my memory of the epileptic seizure isn't that clear. I also wear diapers and have a pacifier which I use at nights to sooth me and help to get over my ptsd which I have also mentioned before. yours sincerely Chinababy888.

I already tried that approach many times and had no response, I did nothing wrong I hadn't even made any detrimental comments that day as I had no internet connection for 2 weeks following a super typhoon and pdlt's slow responce in getting the problems fixed. And when I finally did get back on-line then I found out that I was banned for no apparent reason this was far from the first time this has happened to me and that's why I was so angry with the stupid decision to block me out for nothing. finally after 2 months I finally decided not to go to court as I would have gotten nowhere with the case against adisc.org although I still have not had any reasonable apology or a explanation as to why it happened again. where ever possible I always follow the rules and code of conduct and I would report anyone who breached them but since I am very careful as to what I write I can't see why I was censored by moo. hope this explains things yours sincerely chinababy888.

Thanks for your opinion Hookedondiapers, but I choose the Tykabels diapers because they were the most absorbent diapers and I got them at a reduced price as they usually cost

I am about to go to hospital for major foot surgery this Sunday on the 11th of December and will be under antithetic gas the whole time, I don't live in the U.S. as I am living in N.W England. I did ask at the pre surgery appointment wever or not I would need to wear diapers but they seid no, however given the fact that I am a bad bedwetter I feel that I had better not take any chances and buy some diapers on ebay.co.uk to arrive this Thursday. I am thinking of ordering a pack of Tykabels Overnights/waddlers and I know of a supplier that has them at a reduced price of

like most of you have said it has alot to do with personal preferences. I have tried wearing multiple baby diapers for an experiment either inside my underwear or under a adult diaper but they aren't designed for the needs of an average adult and leak. when I was 6-8 years old I used to be able to fit into pampers toddler plus diapers which was because I was smaller then average for quite a while before I basically out-grew them. I now have to wear adult diapers virtually all of the time because of my disabilities and I don't think I will ever go back to wearing baby diapers unless someone makes a good or decently sized replica of the diapers I used-to wear as a child. although I think people who squeeze themselves into diapers that are obviously too small for them at causing themselves more problems than its worth. but thats just my opinion. yours sincerely Chinababy888.

Yes in-fact I have been in diapers virtually all of the time now for six-seven years ever-since March of 2010 when I started having problems with urinary incontinence 6 months after I had turned 30 years old. I now have to wear diapers for nights and mostly during the day to avoid any potententially embarrassing accidents or something far worse, I have been to see the doctors and hospital for a host of tests on my bladder but when they all came back as negative as to a cause I made the decision to put myself back into diapers and thankfully that was the right choice because I haven't wet my bedding since. Although at times this makes me feel rather babyish, I would rather sacrifice some of my precious manhood to wear them and become a baby/toddler all over again for life if that's what my body is trying to tell me and I suspect that this may have something to do with the fact I was toilet/potty trained too early in my childhood years, but six years later in life at the age of 36 I have no problem with that. And yes I've tried everything for a cure other than surgery to awnser anyone who wants to question me regarding my condition but the meds didn't work because I was allergic to the pills. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

Until recently the idea of lounging around whilst wearing nothing but diapers was something I only drempt about doing but now it's kind of become how I relax each day after a hard days work, or should I say working holiday. I also think that when I am in diapers my whole life style improves because I don't have to worry so much about those oh no moments when I suddenly realise I have that urge to rush to the toilets because alot of times I simply am too late due to the fact I don't feel it until I have a embarrassing accident in public. This has to do with the fact I have permnant neurological damage to my muscles controlling my bladder because of past epileptic seizure's which I suffered from in 1992/1993 and also a bad horse riding accident which happened in 1996 which weakened my bladder to the point it has been ever-since 2010 when I have had to wear diapers virtually all of the time. although since accepting the fact that I will need to wear diapers for the rest of my life doesn't daunt me because I don't see it as a problem. yours sincerely Chinababy888.

So I go for surgery on my feet next Sunday on the 11th December 2016, I had the pre-operation talk yesterday and basically asked if I needed protection from incontinence related problems but the nurse assured me that I won't be needing them once I am anicitised but I have ordered some for my post operation recovery period just in case. only sensible reaily given that I wont be able to make it to the toilets on time afterwards because my leg will be in a brace although if I am asked next week if I need a catheter or a diaper following my surgery if I have to stay overnight in hospital then obviously I will choose the latter because I don't want anymore unnecessary pain other than what's going to be expected from the foot. Obviously I am more at ease now than I was a month ago because of the fact that I have been informed that the procedure should only take a day but I can't rule out complications with the surgery but hopefully there will be none. yours sincerely Chinababy888.

Thanks to everyone who has replied to my post on this subject, next week I have to go to hospital for major surgery on my feet and will tell them that I have to wear diapers for my incontinence related problems and hopefully I will be in diapers for the whole of the time when I am anisitised or under. I will tell them because I don't know how my body will react to being in a controlled or artificial coma as this is the first major surgery since I was 13 years old in 1993, I will also tell them that the medication for my bladder isn't working because it makes me highly allergic and liable to swelling up. obviously if I survive my surgery and am able to write back then I will let you know what is happening with me nearer Christmas and New Year. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

I am always careful to follow the rules on your website, but last month I suddenly found myself banned from accessing the page. I was wondering what the reason is because I can't say I did anything wrong I was so angry with this I threatened this webpage with court action, why was I blocked without reason if this was in error then please can you apologize for your actions otherwise next time I won't be so eager to drop my case against you. This time I will let it slide but if this happens again aI will Sue you for defermation of character. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

I just saw an image on the internet concerning a captured suspected isis terrorist detainee at a jail in Mosil Iraq where he had his hands and feet bound but was clearly wearing a plain white adult diaper. This isn't the first time I have seen images like this one in fact I saw a guy who was clearly crazy on a documentary in a prison in the U.S. who was so violent that he had to be denied the use of the toilets due to the risk to others in the cell block as in the general population which also saddly included attacks on the staff and as a result was permanently separated from the other detainees/inmates and was forced to wear a diaper. Also I have seen prisoners in transfer buses wearing diapers because of the long journey between jails in the same documentary about america's toughest prisons on national geographic. Also know of death row inmates who had been made to wear diapers before their executions and even heard from one guy on a documentary called life on death row who had been falsely accused of murder and had been exonerated after his execution who had accepted the fact he was going to die and that he had to wear diapers because he was incontinent and was also in his late 60's having spent 30+ years in jail for a crime he didn't commit. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

Ever-since I was 30, I've had to wear adult sized diapers because of incontinence related problems stemming from a weak bladder caused by a permantly damaged neurological system from past epilepsy which I suffered from in 1992/1993 when I was 12-13 years old. This had caused me only minor problems in the past but was manageable without the need for diapers or medication until I started having increasing accidents later on in 2010 six years ago and my life changed forever but the simple fact that I will most likely be in diapers due to this for the rest of my life is something I am only now getting used to. Although I think it is also a blessing in disguise because it means that I am sleeping much better than before and that I am more relaxed because I don't have to worry about not makin it to the toilets every time I get that oh no feeling this is as specially true when you consider without them I have many embarrassing daily and nightly accidents because of the fact I have little to no control over when my bladder will let go and whilst I am glad that it means I am no-longer retaining urine or worse in my systems it does also provide me with challenges that I wouldn't otherwise have. Add to that the fact I suffer from ptsd left from past bullying and the death of a friend who was run over and killed through no fail of his own by a crazy/drunk driver in 2010 when I was yards away from him when I was volunteering at an animal sanctuary well you could say my life is a mess not only because of that incident either because in 1996/1997 I witnessed a dog being ripped apart whilst/eaten alive and killed by another stray dog whilst I was on my way home from school on a public bus this caused me to be very weary around dogs for quite a while in fact several years afterwards until I met my beloved soulmate who healed those wounds she was a golden labracollie called freeway but that's another story for another day. Then you could say I have my problems although I am now trying to get help from a trained psycologist because I have to move on with my life and I need to get over the traumas of my life this is important because they are effectively holding me back from my ambitious potential and I don't want to be kept in a virtual time warp of the past so to speak. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

Hi Craisler, I mention the fact I am incontinent because of my disabilities yes I fully understand what your saying about not giving them a opportunity or personal motive for fireing you although I prefer that the knowlage of my problem is out in the open and yes I do ask for confidentiality from any perspective employer but at the same time I prefer people who don't know me to see me as a asset in terms of their company. Whilst I have never been fired for wearing diapers I did come uncomfortably close when a past employer found out about it although legally they can't fire you for being disabled and that's a good thing, I am going for a new job next year and have already informed my perspective employers about my bladder problems fortunately though they are a company that deals with disabled people and are okay with that fact although I think as long as I do what I did I my previous job which was work hard without taking too many toilet breaks, as compaired with in the past with other jobs before I had any problems ie before 2010. This was when I used to take toilet breaks every 5-15 minuets when not in diapers which in all seriousness nearly got me fired for abandoning my wok station which is something I naturally want to avoid ever happening again and the best way to do this is naturally to be in diapers from then onwards and then maybe they may be more sympathetic. Employers are never perfect as we all know they are all human beings but if you don't give them any problems then you stand a better chance at retaining your hard earned career and to have disabilities isn't a sin as specially when considering 1/5 young adults under the age of 30-50 have to wear diapers due to issues with incontinence related problems. some like myself only have problems in their late 30's but for others it's a lifelong condition that they are born with and that they have no choice over. however that being seid I will be careful when going about my regular business because it will effect my working life in one form or another for the rest of my usefull life as in the next 30-40 years ahead, thanks for your advice though because it was something I would do anyway given the circumstances. Yours sincerely Chinababy888

I have larnt to trust my instincts over the years and I mostly always proven right when I comes to making decisions, although sometimes I don't always get it right but that's what life I all about. Six years ago in 2010 I started having problems with urinary incontinence and although I tried various medication and other things suggested by my doctors the problem never really went away in-fact if anything it got worse, the medication I caused me nothing but trouble as I was violently allergic to it and the abena pads didn't work so in desperation I decided to return to wearing diapers something I hadn't worn since I was a baby/toddler 30 years before. Nowadays Six years later I am all the more convinced that I have made the right decision although at times the thought of having to wear diapers for the rest of my life makes me feel rather babyish but that's not a bad thing because it makes me feel younger again and my mental and physical health has improved dramatically since making that difficult decision, what I mean is yes I wear diapers but I am no-longer embarrassed or ashamed of this fact. In life as in many other situations you have to use your better judgment when taking life changing decisions and I don't ever regret that I took the only sensible choice at that time to manage my bed-wetting and daytime accidents, and although everyone else tried to discourage me from this choice in the end I prevailed maybe it's because I am stubborn but maybe it's because I have learned not to follow the pack blindly and walk into a disastrous outcome. Yours sincerely Chinababy888

My first reply was lost in the either because of a technical glitch and was never received so here it is in full again just incase it gets lost again. Wearing diapers to work my reply. As you are probably aware from my previous blogs I have been incontinent for the past six years since I was diagnosed with disabilities in 2010 this is due to the fact that I have had to wear diapers for only the second time in my life this is due to past epileptic seizure's suffered from in when I was 12/13 years old in 1992/1993, and also the fact that I have been highly autistic since I was born 36 years ago in 1980. In my last job that I had I had for almost 3 years when I was working at a pub and restaurant in our local village in Cumbria in the UK, I was very fortunate to have a sympathetic employer who understood the reasons why I have to wear diapers saddly though I was unseromously fired/made redundant from last year due to a natural disaster in 2015. Hopefully if I am successful in finding myself a job and a place of my own to call home with a charity called Mencap who specialize in providing care for people who are disabled then perhaps this time around then I will inform my new employer about my situation so that they are clear on why I am wearing disposable adult sized diapers to work then I will not be fired from my new career as this almost happened with my past employer in 2010. Although in my case the reason I wear diapers for virtually all of my life is the fact that I have ptsd and other mental health issues caused by years of bullying and physical and Pyhcalogical trauma caused by abuse which I have been the victim of for my whole life as well as witnessing the death of a friend who was killed by a drunk driver following a roadside collision which happened right in front of my eyes in 2010 which left me with even more ptsd and survivors guilt because I couldn't save him. Fortunately though I am looking or rather reaching out for help from a professionally trained psychologist in this issue because it is not something anyone should go through in their short lives and I wouldn't wish it on anyone not even my enemies of which I saddly have a quite a few. but going back on track to what I was saying hopefully Mencap will be my life-line in my extremely turbulent and messed up life as they have people who understand what I am going through and should I come to be in diapers forever more than at least finally someone will listen to me rather than saying oh he's just crazy he doesn't understand what he's doing or worse call me stupid or selfish which is something I am not as this has caused my problems with depression of which I almost committed suicide a few years ago. Yours sincerely Chinababy888.

personally I have learned the hard-way that wearing more than one adult sized disposable diaper is necessary for me as I am a hevy wetter due to my continued and life-long disabilities as specially when it comes to nights to avoid any embarrassment of wet bedding. And whilst I may not be a baby I do sometimes feel better than I would if I weren't wearing diapers because they provide me with protection and the dignity that I need in my life as I have been wearing them for the past six years ever since being diagnosed with my disabilities and other factors mainly ptsd left over following verious traumatic experiences in my life, sure I haven't been to war/combat with the army but the fact is it has been inflicted upon me from two different factors. 1. Being bullied and mentally and physically abused for most of my life. 2. Witnessing the death of a friend who was mowed down and killed by a drunk driver in 2010. 3. Loosing my mind twice due to stress brought on following nightmare jobs. Yes I am a mess but I am trying to self heal myself although it is not easy given that I have constant flashbacks and or nervous breakdowns everytime someone shouts at me for no reason. I am also trying to reach out to assistance from a trained Psychologist who I will get back in contact with next year after my holidays. But going back to the subject in hand yes adult diapers have provided me with the tools mentally at least to regain control of my shattered life and there's no shame in admitting that I will have to wear them for the rest of my natural lifespan but at the same time I have been campaigning for an end to the stigmatizum of those like me who have to wear these products for our own protection from embarrassing and often humiliating accidents. there is a website link bellow if you want to add your name to it I is: http://www.wearing-adult-diapers.com Yours sincerely Chinababy888

In my case I've been wearing them for six years because of my disabilities and the fact I am a bed wetter although not by choice and am in the process of retraining my bladder because I have gotten tired of fighting with my body. I think that it depends all alot apon the individual person as to wever or not diapers make you more incontinent as not everybody will have the same results when they are in this form of protection as specially at night-time. I have to wear diapers/nappies to avoid any embarrassing accidents because I am a hevy sleeper and can't always feel the urge to go to the toilet until it's too late whilst I have never messed the bedding on purpose I still had to re-adjust to a life in diapers past the age of 30 and now that I am 36 years young I feel like I made the right choice in returning myself to wearing this form of padding although at times it does make me feel babyish but I don't think that this is a real problem because I don't feel like a freak anymore. Yours sincerely Chinababy888

I wear diapers because of a medical condition/disabilities and have been in them virtually all of the six years since I was diagnosed with a weak bladder which forced me to become more like a baby/toddler again in terms of having to wear protection to avoid embarrassing accidents. I can vividly remember my first time in diapers this was when I was 18 months old and I can remember when life was so much simpler than now, I remember being changed and put into my crib before my bed-time which was always around 3-4pm although sometimes it was later if we had guests for a party usually around my birthday or on Christmas and I can remember my nursary/bedroom very clearly. Now fast forward 30 years and this was my second time in diapers this came unexpectedly just after I turned 30 years old in 2010, I remember being told that I had a weak bladder and to take medicine for it for the rest of my life this however didn't work out because I was allergic to the pills and after 2 bouts of medication that did nothing but make me sick I decided enough was enough and resolved to return to wearing diapers again for the first time in years. Nowadays now that I have turned 36 years of age I believe that I made the right choice because my life has improved dramatically ever since then and I don't want to go back even though at times it makes me feel rather babyish even if I was offered surgery to solve this problem I probably would refuse on the grounds of I don't want it and I know you might be saying if you didn't know me why do you want to be in diapers for the rest of your life?, well the awser I really quite simple and it's that I feel more comfortable in them Tha at any other time in my life except for those days when I was a baby boy and if this means that I become any less of a man than so be it. Half of the battle with wearing diapers is acceptance once you get over the embarrassing parts then you become a better person in life. yours sincerely chinababy888

I am 36 years old and male I am also disabled and need to wear diapers for incontinence related problems from time to time, Iost my job last November due to events outside of my control and I really loved my job but was unceremoniously fired because of the floods in the UK. I am about to start a new job next year and I was wondering if I should tell my new prospective employers that I have to wear this form of protection to avoid embarrassing accidents or waver I should remain silent to avoid any confrontations at work as I am afraid that I will get fired again. I know there are laws that protect disabled people in the UK but if I was fired I don't know how I could handle the situation given I already have PTSD and other problems that stem from events in my past mainly because of bullying which I have suffered from for most I not all of my life. anyway if anyone has any advice I would be greatfull if they get in touch through http://www.adisc.or g my user name is chinababy888. thank you.

Why I wear diapers an update I know what you didn't mean me when you sent this email but I understand what mean by a slippery slope when it comes to retraining myself to wear diapers but its not that simple in my case I was already partially incontinent because of my disabilities. I've been wearing diapers now for almost 6-7 years now or it will be this/next March in 2017 ever-since I was diagnosed with a weak bladder due to neurological damage from past episodes of epilepsy that I suffered from when I was 12-13 years old in 1992-1993 as per my earlier blog. And the fact that I am trying to make it more permanent is by my own choice, you see in my case the medication I was prescribed by the doctor wasn't working and made me highly allergic so I decided early on that I would put into practice a plan which I had been formulating for years in-case I ever had to return to wearing diapers due to a illness or injury or if I got sick of being an adult, what I couldn't have known back then when I first made those plans back in the early 1990's after my two fits was how early in my life this would come to fluwishion/reality although I don't think I planned for what actually happened. Mow at 36 years of age and looking back on my life thas far I still think that I made the right decision/choice when putting myself back into this form of protection from any potential embarrassment as my life has improved drastically since making this life altering decission, because in truth I feel that perhaps I should never have been out of diapers/potty trained in the first place although I don't blame my pearents for wanting me to have a normal life. Although I can and do still remember what being in diapers the first time around felt like and my first memories of being a baby started early in 1981/82 when I was only 18 months old but that's another blog for another time. Anyway the reason I am responding to you is that I wanted to make my decision clear so nobody else who saw my original blog could judge me. by the way my previous blog was only some advice that I had gotten on-line from another source it was not and never intended as a form of encouragement to others that may follow my own decisions, however that being said I hope you understand my feelings on this subject and although I don't view myself as a freak it is nice to put on a fresh clean diaper at night and sleep like a baby in my case literally. Ps- I don't personally consider myself a adult baby or a diaper lover because I am not obsessed with this way of life but I do have some of these tendencies in my head but thats probably from conditioning/brain washing because of the fact over the years I watched lots of baby adverts on tv and on the internet not that I was into those things as they were just adverts and ones I couldn't avoid because they were not able to be fast forwarded in live tv or internet documentaries. Anyway these are just some of my thoughts and should not be used or taken out of context as I'll leave it to you to judge me or not, but don't be a troll as I hate Spam. yours sincerely Chinababy888

As you know I have major corrective surgery coming up in the next 2-3 months time, this won't be the first time I have been admitted to hospital for surgery although I am unsure how much I should worry about it as it's only for one day supposedly. I already have ordered some adult sized diapers incase I can't get them in the hospital for my operation because I don't know how my body will re-act whilst I am unconscious as the last operation I had was in 1993 and that was before I started having problems with urge incontinence, I am also unsure about what to bring into hospital during my day visit I know that I covered my concerns about this earlier in a previous reply/blog but I wanted to get this all out in the open before I go in for surgery. The questions that torment me at this stage are the following: 1. Should I wear a diaper before my operation and if so should I inform the nurse or doctor that I am incontinent?. 2. Will I be allowed in for surgery in my diapers if I am given the all clear by the attending physician's and will anyone care if I had a diaper bag ready incase of accidents during my time in there care? 3. How do I know if my request will even be granted and if not then will I be forced to wear a catheter instead as this will be too painfull for me and therefore is something I don't want to have?. These are just some of my questions if anyone has some awnsers I would be greatfull for any advice and in put into my situation as I will appreciate your honesty and support for me at this time. Yours sincerely Teksing88889