A Little Bit

My white shirt, black skirt, black bra, and plain ol' white diaper. Not much variety of color..

I need to wear them everywhere, mostly. o.o So, I guess "All of the Above".

Well, I felt a little worried this morning, when I wet myself. Despite how I've always been in diapers (though, sometimes I don't wear them), whenever I'd have an accident, I could usually feel that I needed to go, but I just couldn't do anything about it and I'd feel a little relief as it happened. Oddly, though, when I was changing out of my pajamas earlier, I didn't feel anything and I suddenly noticed, when I put on my skirt, that I was wet. I didn't even notice it. At first, I just assumed it was because I was just focusing on other things- so I finished changing and continued with my day. But, then, a little bit ago, when I was watching TV, I suddenly felt a bit of a bulge in my diaper and I realized that I messed myself. Again, I didn't even realize it till after it happened.. something similar to this happened about last year (when I was 18), but it only happened once- this has been happening all day. Is this normal?

Well, I've always had a problem with my bladder, and since I've been 9, I've always worn diapers. Recently, though, about two years back (when I was seventeen) I started noticing I enjoyed it. Although, if I was to really look into it, I'm sure I could find hints of me liking the feeling from long before that.

When I'm wearing my diapers (most often) and I need to poop, I'll try to hold it in till I can make it to the restroom, but often times, I end up messing myself anyways. Although, if I'm at home, then I'll usually end up messy without much regret.

Hmm ..the first time I bought diapers myself, I was quite nervous. I believe I went into a local pharmacy some few blocks away and walked up and down the aisles till I found the right section. I got a single pack of a brand I wasn't familiar with (I wasn't sure what kind my mother usually bought me) and went straight to the register. Annoyingly, though, it was a long line and I began to get a bit embarassed just standing there. Eventually, I just went back, put the pack back on the shelf, and rushed out. I later came back during the night and got two packs of Depends, if I recall. That was my first time, and I just could never shake the feeling for a few more trips to the store of foolishness. It wore off, luckilly x.x

I'm always so bad at introductions .. but I'm A Little Bit (duh), I've recently turned 18. I wear diapers to bed, mostly, but I also wear them when I'll be going out for a while or all day. Been a wetter for all my life .. And ..uh, like I said, I'm so horrible at introductions. But heya!

I do. I've had rubber sheets since .. forever. I've never been able to control myself T.T;; I'm just glad I found some plastic panties that fit me comfortably, although, I only have one pair. They go through the wash constantly, so I wear lone diapers to bed mostly. There have been a few times since I woke up dry, although, they usually happened on days that- earlier-I acidently wet myself.