star pup

Tiberius

We only half fill our bins that get collected weekly, so usually they only go out once every 3 weeks or so. Cardboard and paper gets used in my garden to smother weeds, lawn clippings and autumn leaves get mulched on the garden beds, and any kitchen scraps go out for the birds to pick at daily. All our aluminium cans get taken once every few months to the scrap metal merchants which pays for almost another weeks worth! And after 10+ years of working in plant nurseries with everything ive grown and propogated i like to think ive offset my carbon emmisions for a lifetime Still however i cringe sometimes when i think of what im contributing to landfills.

Ballarat pup here!

**Long story warning** My first time was about 16 years ago now, i had just got my licence and my grandparents asked me to pop up to the chemist and pick up a script for them. Whilst i was waiting in the store i wandered past the adult diaper section which was all the way down the back in the corner, i remember standing there transfixed by them for what seemed like ages until the lady came over and told me that my things were ready. She also asked if i would like a hand, all of a sudden i replied, "i think these look like the right ones" and snatched up a packet of molicare tape up front diapers and proceded to the counter with her. At this time i was thinking to myself, "what am i doing?" As i left the store to go back to the carpark i freaked out thinking "what if i run into someone i know?" All i can say at this point in time is the feeling was exhillerating and exciting and scary all in one! I got to the car safely, dropped off the script to my grandparents, and jumped back into the car staring, once again almost hypnotized by the packet next to me. For the next few days i read the packet and instructions that many times that i almost knew it by heart without reading it! It was a few days until the weekend came around, so i decided i would go out of town camping to somewhere nice and quiet for a night or two. I stuffed up the first one trying to get it on correctly as per the instructions, and kind of got dissapointed, and left it for that night. The next day i decided i would try again,i managed to put it on properly this time and the feeling was amazing! Not long after another 4x4 arrived at the campsite and they came over and asked would i mind if they camped over in the corner, i said i didnt mind at all, so they started setting up. It was then that i realised that i was only wearing shorts and that my diaper was sticking up a few inches above them, and that they definately would of noticed. As i hurredly went to get a shirt to put on i began to urinate and freaked out even more, clutching at my pants as i went to the tent! I looked down and realised my clothes were not wet, and suddenly began to relax, the warmth was almost magical, the feeling of euphoria at this time was higher than anything i think i have ever experienced! A little while later after they set up camp it was getting darkish they came over and sat by my fire for a while, we sat, chatted and enjoyed some beers together. I got up to get another can, as i walked to my tent, i saw my chair was soaking wet, and looked down only to see my pants were of course soaked as well, i felt about 1 inch tall and i think my face would of been so bright red at this time that i would of put rudolph to shame! As i came back to the fire after changing my clothes i noticed they had gone back to their camp and that they seemed pretty busy, i assumed they were getting dinner ready or something, so i thought i would do the same. A few minutes later i heard an engine start and they took off, talk about feeling embarrased!! Anyway that didnt stop me, and 16 years later, i still pad up when i get the chance , however i wonder if sometimes when i have a accident when im not wearing if its because of so many years of being padded, so im not so worried about these incidents/accidents anymore and have kind of dismissed it as not being an actual problem, now i just think of it as a mindset/psycological thing. I still love my tape up super plus molicare plastic backed purple diapers to this day for private situations,, and pull up ones for at work because they are easier and quieter.

Thats a good idea, and at least I wont have to worry about feeling awkward asking them now! *kicks myself because It didnt occur to me earlier* .

I would like to say thank you to everyone so far for your positive responses and suggestions here.

Ps, I now realise I shouldnt of posted this into this sub forum, if a mod could move it to the general area, or tell me how to do it, i would appreciate it, thanks

Thank you for your suggestions,

First things first, ill sart by saying hello to everyone as im only just new here. Now, recently I have had a few "wet moments" over the last two months and am finding this hard to come to terms with.