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dlforever68

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  1.    there is no going back       and       diapers will be part of that 

  2. Full time happened for me at age 45 and that was around 10 years ago. My DL was for the longest time in my life a struggle. It started around age 10 when I somehow developed interest in diapers and wearing them. In my teenage days I played around, made my own all that stuff. In my twenties I forgot about it as I suppressed that desire for years, really hard. One incidence at my age of 27, where somehow accidentally a small newborn baby gift care package with cream, etc and a diaper ended in my place sparked all the past again. The desire came back, could not contain it and was stronger than ever. I went on for years with sometimes bad binge and purge cycle, hard to manage. In 2009 at the age of 41 I gave somewhat in and just did not throw away my diapers every time, wore more often and slowly started to accept this part of me. 4 years later I said to myself try wearing 24/7 and if I like it I will stick to it and in case it wanes away great too. It has now been over 10 years with 24/7 and I nearly wear all the time, like 99%. There is no going back for me and wearing, planning, using diapers never gets old to me, not sure why. Good part these extreme bing/purge situations and mental battle between desire vs living with it and not being taking over is so much easier for me now to manage.
  3. In a few weeks I will hit my 10 year anniversary of 24/7 diapered. Typically I am not a person sharing to the general audience so much, but if there is interest of my journey, my experiences and how I cope with all of it I am happy to create some content and share. 
    What would be of interest?

  4. For an ABDL/DL/etc the word “diaper” has a special meaning and connotation. My first langue is German and diaper translates to “Windel”. That word was and still is special to me with a certain emotional attachment. I started to learn English by the end of Elementary School and the word diaper got added to my vocabulary way later. I am now in the USA for over 23 years and yes diaper also holds a special meaning to me. My native language is pretty rusty as I don’t use it that much and any smallest energy burned in my brain either thinking, talking, writing or other is all in English. Yet the word “diaper” and “Windel” kept an equal emotional meaning and it has not shifted over all the years. Anyone with longer periods of multi language use experiences has developed the same or different emotions to these words?
  5. Can’t believe another year has gone by since my last entry.

    I continue to come back to dd, maybe weekly, sometimes more sometimes less. I wear majority of the time, keep it mostly relaxed and let my pee flow, but have not lost control. Nummer 2 is still more of an exception, but in the recent many months I tend to go more often as well.

    After nine years my body somehow knows when I wear a diaper as it just runs and drips and drops, at the same time the limited periods I don’t wear a diaper I can manage. It might sound strange, but this is where I am right now with a real mental need. The hours I don’t have a diaper on it really like feels something is missing. 

    I just go with the flow whenever I want to or not, but try not to have long breaks in between. I noticed if I have longer no wearing periods like a two days or more the desire comes back pretty strong. This is when the binge gets really harder to manage as I tend to over indulge. Therefore it try not too have too long breaks and just be diapered mostly and enjoy may days without being controlled by it.

    At night I always wear a diaper and don’t mind turning to a bedwetter, but it seems for my body that is not an option. After 9 years it still holds back until I wake up at 4-4:30a just to let it go and fall asleep again. Not the end of the world and time will tell.

  6. A year later, checking dd at least once a week, just not logging in and still 24/7 since years diapered.

  7. Continue coming back frequently just mostly reading and it has been about 7 years pretty much 24/7

  8. I found an excellent way to use the too small M betterdry diapers by sticking the lower tape upwards to the upper tape and had a great fit. They were in the last weeks my night diaper and never had a leak, great absorbency. I did get also a big order of Large size betterdry. I really love them, super absorbent nearly too thick, great fit and very comfortable. Now I have enough alternatives. Daily use and more discrete is ABN Tranquillity like work, rest is typically Abena M4, Dry 24/7 and Betterdry. I tried again the Wellness Briefs, but they keep falling apart very time, hardly lasts 5 hours.
  9. I have been diapered since 2013 pretty much 24/7 and when I restock diapers I buy them in bulk, more economical. Abena/ATN and Dry247 are my go to diapers, depending on the need and I tried all kind, but never betterdry. My size is between M to L depending on manufacture. So I bought a case 60 of M size better dry and turns out they just fit or not really fit, very tight. Totally forgot to first give it a sample try, so used the the overall routine. I guess I am stuck with 58 more to go ? For sure I will get the L version too as I really like them.
  10. Keep reading all kind of stuff on DD, never checking really my profile but just realized soon reaching 5000 profile views. 5000 here we come.

  11. Still visiting dd regularly, reading frequently all kind of content, but not posting much at all, in the last 4 years I was 100% 24/7, I did lately dail down a bit.

  12. Saw this company selling T-Shirts with actually interesting
  13. Amazon also has some product lines and they offer locker throughout US including Tennessee
  14. It has been around some years, but every time watching it just amazes me in so many ways.
  15. Thank you Alvin for posting, for a tech person and DL a marvel to watch. Same here I always shared this ingenuity about how a diaper works. Left on the desire list is to see a video of a fully automated production line.
  16. Interesting to see main stream media like Bloomberg covering adult diapers. I believe from pointers in the article like
  17. Zoomed by the 2000 view! Nice.

  18. Reaching 2000 profile views soon, wow!

  19. So sorry to hear. Best wishes.
  20. I just wanted to find out how often other members use Desitin or similar diaper rash cream. For myself I wear 24/7 and do have rather sensitive skin. This led me
  21. Welcome John and I guess you
  22. Thank you for the info and link to
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