I'm a new member, but I've been on this site many times before. I've always had a fascination of diapers since I was 6 and we babysat my cousin. I've acted and got diapers a couple of times before, but I judged myself too harshly and quit. When I went to college the urge surfaced again do to immense anxiety and I told my girlfriend I liked diapers. We tried the whole willing baby thing but it just didn't fit. Then I did some self exploring and I found out and told her, my girlfriend,