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I was a very late bedwetter, not becoming reliably dry until I was almost 24. Throughout my childhood, teen years, and young adulthood I was ashamed of being a bedwetter. I never wore diapers past infancy but often woke up in wet pajamas in a wet bed. 

Ever since childhood I've been fascinated by wetters and wetting. I want to know what it was/is like for other bedwetters. I feel a bond with anyone else who also was unable to control his or her bladder at night. I'm particularly interested in hearing from people who hated being bedwetters but who enjoyed wetting the bed, whether deliberately, accidentally, or while in a semi-conscious state. In my case, I sometimes partially woke up needing to pee and somehow thought that it was okay to wet the bed. I would relax and empty my bladder into my pajamas and bed, always enjoying the hot wetness spreading beneath my body. After I woke up fully, I would feel ashamed and helpless to prevent future accidents.

After reaching puberty at last, I would sometimes partially wake up horny as well as needing to pee. Once again my mind would rationalize my pleasure-seeking behavior, and I would wet and hump my bed until I came in my wet pajamas. Once again I felt great pleasure in the moment. Once again I felt ashamed when I woke up fully. I'm not sure whether all my bedwetting was sexual by that time. I think it probably was. 

In college I remember having to ball up my stained sheets, stuff them into my pillow case, and exchange the bundle for clean linens at the school's laundry service. I was always afraid that the staff would unfurl my wet sheets for all to see, but it never happened. In grad school I only wet a few times. The last time was just before I lost my virginity. I was keyed up because I had arranged a date for the next day with a woman through Operation Match. That night I woke up wetting and humping my bed. The next morning I snuck down to the laundry room and washed my sheets and pajamas.

I didn't wet again for decades but my fascination with bedwetting continued. By 1994 or so, the Internet provided me with lots of material, especially of women wetting. Fast forward to 2009. While browsing at WetSet I discovered that some adults wore diapers for pleasure. Something about wearing diapers resonated with me, despite my not having worn them as a child. Eventually I worked up enough courage to buy diapers at a RiteAid drug store. I was hooked. An online friend told me about NorthShoreCare, so I began to order diapers online, first the Abena Abri-Form M4 and Abri-Flex M3 and now the NorthShore MEGAMAX, Supreme, and GoSupreme. I also enjoy ABDL diapers, my favorite being the Tykables Overnights.

In 2011 I began to have bedwetting accidents again. Fortunately I was already a DL by then, so what had once been a shameful experience was now a delightful surprise. In 2014 I was diagnosed with BPH -- benign prostatic hyperplasia, or enlarged prostate, which may contribute to the return of bedwetting. BPH reduces the effective capacity of the bladder by preventing complete voiding. Surgery can help, but I'm resisting that option. Having an excuse to wear diapers is a good thing.

In 2016 I wet involuntarily 58 times, or about once a week. An increase in the dosage of Alfuzosin, which my urologist prescribed for BPH, reduced that number to 27 in 2017. In 2018 I wet in my sleep at about the same rate, but accidents seemed to come in spurts. I went almost 14 weeks in the spring without wetting accidentally, but then in August I wet five times. My total for 2018 was only 23. In 2019 I wet 60 nights, a new record. In 2020 I shattered that record by wetting involuntarily 193 times. In 2021 I was down somewhat to 127 nights of involuntary wetting. In August 2022 Tumblr deleted the blog in which I had been tracking my wetting since 2011, and I don't remember how many nights I wet in 2022 by that point. I wrote a wetting leaderboard application for the Bedwetters University Discord in August and tracked my wetting there, but the owners shut the server down about February 10, 2023. So now I'm not tracking so carefully anymore.

If you've read this far, thanks for your attention. We must have some things in common.

See my posts at Similar Worlds: https://similarworlds.com/gobphus

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