WakkoWannaBe

I think that whether you're AB or DL that you probably don't want to be doing your little activities alone. I think that this is where the few AB tendencies that I have come from (that and sometimes I just wish I had a stuffed animal. No rhyme or reason for it). I've always had the desire to wear diapers....I've only done it for 1 good stretch, but when I was (and I would only wear on weeknights), I would wake up, and make coffee. Sometimes I would make coffee in a diaper, sometimes I would change into my normal clothes then make my morning coffee. But, the point is that I still made coffee. It still tasted the same, and I made it the way I always do. The point is that I was still the same person: the fact that I just got out of, or was still in, a diaper didn't really have an effect on my activities. When that thought struck me it was kind of odd. That's when I thought that I this wasn't a solitary activity. There needs to be another person. I don't really know what the relationship between that other person and me should be, but they should definitely be there. That's a notion that's much more AB than DL, if I had to put it in a category. Soo....I kind of forgot why I was talking. I blame the alcohol. But, hey, on a different note. I've skimmed through your book before, Rosalie. So yay!

Not to steal your thunder or anything, Livings, but I've been wondering the same thing. I don't really have a sex drive, and it's gotten to the point where I thought about identifying as asexual. However, I masturbate about once a day so I think that would disqualify me. The fact that I have that little night time habit also kind of goes against my absence of sex drive, I obviously have fantasies and desires. My fantasies are always on men. I think I'm still kind of in denial about my gay side, but its definitely there and definitely strong. I don't rule out women, I have a concept of what "good looking" is and, in fact, I have a little crush on one right now. It's just that they don't fit into my sexual fantasies. So in bed I see myself with a man while everywhere else I kind of see myself in a nonsexual heterosexual relationship. I'm not too worried about putting a label on that paragraph above...it's just accepting, I suppose.

Hey y'all, I know it's not really "a la mode" to be playing Runescape...espescailly when I'm not 10. BUT, if there's anyone out there who does play, hit me up =p I haven't been playing in the last few months, and I'm starting to pick it up again in my spare time - which isn't a whole lot. But I'm getting back into it nonetheless.

Yeah, I think that I'm mainly DL, or used to be. But I do have AB tendencys, although not purlely from reading topics on this site. Sometimes I really just don't know what category I fit into, and at this point I think I'm a bit more AB. That being said, I have have put a lot of thought into what my desired age would be and I keep on drawing a blank. Sometimes I just don't know in what category I fit into. Kinda sucks.

It's been awhile since I've taken the time to sift through this site, But I'm a Texan as well! A little south of Austin when I'm in school...(about to start some MA Literature studys...pretty excited about that) A little east of Dallas when I'm at home with the folks =p

I think that I may be missing some pieces to the equation, but I hear just a pinch of myself in your post. Last week or so I was kind tryin to push myself to do some reading, trying to get myself to do some reading to keep up my work ethic, and when I'm stressed out like that I also can't focus on anything form more than half an hour. Color me one of the ignorant folks, but I think that if you react to something, either emotionally or mentally, then you're giving it a certain power. At the very least you're acknowledge its power. You don't have to guage your self worth based on the events over which you have no control. Just do what you do, and if you do it well enough then it won't be hard to find oppurtunity.

You seem like you're having little trouble in unpotty trainning yourself. That's kind of surprising, seeing as potty training is a lesson that's pretty deeply embeded...at least in me. I haven't spent a whole weekend in diapers, heck I think that 2/3rds of a day might be my longest run - but even when I wore diapers every weekend (I don't wear at the moment), I always had to spend a lot of time focusing on relaxing and deep breaths and letting it go before I could fill my diaper.

Yeah, it hit the NA PSN in May, which was a pretty big moment for the game. I still have my game, as well as a few collectables. I got me some action figures, and a factory sealed GH version.

Hey! Anyone remember this game? I was updating my profile and mentioned this game...then I realized that I didn't have a profile picture and -seeing as most of the pictures on my computer are of characters from this game - I updated my profile picture (as the main character of the game) too! Kinda nerdy, but.... Did anyone else play this game? Got favorite quotes? Plot twists? One liners? Etc, etc? For me, I always throw out the "You are free to sever the chains of fate that blind you"...also "Revenge generates nothing"

Love Minecraft! But the 1.3 update is really messing with my worlds, it's SUCKS! What really pisses me off right now is that I was playing on hardcore mode and went into the nether. When I decided to leave the nether, I didn't get teleported to the overworld - I got teleported to this huge black place that kinda resembled the abyss - except I could kinda see a bottom. I started taking damage, in reaction I jumped and the damage stopped. So, I logged off and got back on. When I got back on my hardcore server, I was in the middle of a whole new cave! So, what do I do? I get some redstone and Iron, make a compas and after this long process follow it to my spawn point. But the place my compast led me to was an open field. I think it just loaded a new world >.>.

It would suck to order 100k of those only to find that they're terrible quality. Hand out a sample first!

ouf...the smell of diapers that have been left in a diaper pail for a few days is wwaayy too strong and unpleasant for me. That's actually why I bought sented trash bags just for use in a diaper pail, and would empty them quite frequently. Interestingly enough, it seems that some people created a connection between that smell and diapers while I made a connection between the sented trash bags and diapers. Funny how things work out.

Hey everyone! I'm still kind of learning the ropes, so if I'm posting in the wrong secton of the forums I apologize. I know that everyone associates stuff like baby powder with whatever wearing habits they have, but I was wondering if anyone has any really off the wall things that they associate with wearing diapers. For me, every time I smell the sent of those sented glade trash bags, it brings me right back to the first time I ever started wearing diapers, I used those as my dirty diaper trash bag. It's so weird that a sent can have such a strong attachment to that memory, it really just pulls me straight back to that time. For that reason I keep a little sample case of those trash bags that I found (it's a folded cardboard case with 2 of these trash bags in it) in my room.

I feel the same way, Takadaweird. Although my main concern is family. I'm a "quality not quantity" person when it comes to friends, so I know for sure that my best buds would never leave me no matter what. But, I mean, I've always told myself that I would get out there more when I got "college age" and started "lving on my own." Of course, back then I didn't think about room mates. At this point I'm not sure if I'll ever get to do what I want without sneaking around, but I'm always hopeful for the future!

I seem to be forming a habit of posting in older topics.... but, I'm usually in the area! Although I agree that we should take a day trip somewhere first. Sea World, or maybe Schli...Schlitterbahn first. If you guys are still keeping this in the back of your head, you can put me down as a possible contender.

Oh dang! I can't believe that there were other ABs in San Marcos! That's mind blowing, I'm usually in the area for school, although that's about to end soon! If only I joined sooner

I think that Spokane hit the nail on the head in terms of how I feel...except about being a parent. I have a ways to go before that hits me . Although....part of me is saying "if you tell everyone, and get it out there then you'll probably feel better about yourself and get the chance to wear more often without sneaking around. Communication is key!" While another part says "why on earth would you want to go up to your parents and say 'hey, guys, I have this kink for diapers. Okay I'm going to the store bbyyee!!'"

I haven't been wearing diapers for very long (I have none at the moment actually). But when I did have some in stock I would just wear them during the weekend. I usually just slapped one on at night, sometimes I would remain diapered for the day though. I liked that cycle. Although, I've only used 3 packages of diapers in the past 6 months or so, but also take into account I've basically been a DL for my entire life. All in all I've only recently been comfortable with using diapers in secret (which is hard when you don't live alone!). I probably won't be getting back into them for awhile though.

Hey everyone, I think that it's high time that I expose myself to the ABDL community, so here I am! A litle about me: As far back as I can remember I've had the desire to wear diapers. Some of my earliest memories (at around the age of 4) involve me gaping in awe at the diapers advertised on TV. Despite my chronic desire to wear a diaper, I didn't actually get to wear one until a few months ago! Since then I've only tried out 3 different brands (Depends, Abena and Tena), I must say that it's rather hard for me to get my hands on some diapers, stash them and then use and dispose of them without someone finding out. I feel like I'm kind of volate when it comes to how I see myself within the wide specturm of ABDL. Sometimes I feel like I'd wanna be a Daddy, but most of the time I just wanna be the one getting put in the diaper. I change around on a lot of other specturms as well. Such as who is diapering me, or if it's a sexual experience or not. I feel like I've thought (or read!) throught a lot of different combinations. In terms of my life away from the screen, I probably won't ever reveal much of that. I'm sure you all understand. Although I must say (because I'm all proud and stuff) that I study French! And English! It's a bundle of joy, to be sure. In any case, I think that I've given enough for a simple intorduction. Although I'm just itching to get involved with the community! I've been ABDL for basically my entire life, but even the simple (and occulsive) action of embraceing an online community is extremely surreal. I can't wait to hear from everyone and share my thoughts and experiences!