This is an interesting post mommy Michelle. I am very femme and sissy, but for me, i know i am still a boy with boyparts, even though i love being treated like a little girl. Part of the experience for me is knowing that i can't be a real girl, and i like being reminded of that. It helps to keep me in my place, feeling very sissy and subservient to my mommy, because she knows my secret and my desires. Hope that makes sense.