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I'm always curious to try out new brands. Diaper buying always excites me, especially when it's a new type. I just can't wait to get home to try it out. Next on my list: dry 24/7 and ABU cushies.

Very few trans men go for bottom surgery. Usually, the reasons quoted are because it doesn't really deliver a convincing result; because they're satisfied with that part of their body; because it's too expensive. Most trans men go on T (testosterone, most effectively delivered with an injection) and have top-surgery (ie. removal of breasts.) As for the types of surgery, there are quite a few options. You can find more information here: http://www.ftmguide.org/grs.html

My boyfriend diapers me up sometimes. He is paranoid of dirty things, however, and would never change me. That's fine by me. I've had ABDL friends change me, and the feeling has been wonderful. Yes, it's what it's cracked up to be your first time. Then the magic kind of wears out.

I used to suffer from really bad panic attacks too. It got so bad that I would sometimes vomit. Anywho, I finally talked to my doctor about it. He prescribed me some meds + some counseling. Did both. Counseling didn't really help; but after 5 months on the meds the panic attacks finally disappeared entirely. It was a gradual process. I'd strongly suggest you talk to your doctor.

Abena X-Plus.

I've received a few brutal spankings. I started meeting people through Craigslist. There's a guy who would spank me with his belt. He'd make me choose one, and then spank me with it. The sessions would involve 200+ licks. I would hook up with another guy in the woods. He had some kind of metallic cane-like thing. I could never really see it, but whatever it was, it was brutal. I remember the first time I was covered in sweat, and I had bruises for weeks. I was about done after the first lick, but I just kept taking it. The second time I met this woods-guy he brought an electrical cable. I was done after a handful of licks. It did pierce the skin. My boyfriend now spanks me, which is much safer He likes to use a bamboo cane.

I was 14. I went to my local drugstore, and bought a pack. ...only they weren't diapers. They were this new type of sanitary pad that looked like disposable diapers. My bad. No wonder the girl at the counter seemed to give me such an odd look. So I returned, and finally got some Depends. Initially, I was too scared to wear at home. So I went to the washroom and put one on. I then threw it out, and brought the pack covertly home.

Fetish. I've wanted to wear since I was 4 years old. I remember hagging my mom when I was 5 for a pack. When she finally relented, I didn't want them anymore - I didn't want her to know. I made my own diapers until I could afford to buy my own at age 14.