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Hey everyone. I finally got moved into my new apartment and got my cable modem working. I was having internet withdraw towards the end there I can now say that CG and are officially dating. We've moved it to a romantic level and it has been great! Only a lot of kissing so far, but I am in no hurry. My ex and her are no longer speaking, but we could have guessed that would happen. We're going to a BBQ at one of her friends house this weekend. Her friends know both her and my ex, so I am not sure how they will accept the change that has occurred. Hopefully they will all be cool about it. The only diaper related news is that I have decided to take advantage of my new status of living alone. I am going diapered 24/7 for awhile to see how I like it. I only take my diaper off to shower or poop. It's been great so far.

Hi all. Okay, here is a quick review and update for those who are interested. As I stated earlier, my ex found this site and this thread on my computer. This obviously caused some serious issues, particularly what I was saying about CG. She told CG about what she saw and CG then left me the message that you all saw. I then contacted CG and we met for lunch to discuss it. That went very well. My ex and I then had a long discussion that ended in us breaking up and me moving downstairs. Late Friday afternoon I found an apartment complex I liked that had an apartment available. I signed the lease and move most of my stuff over the weekend. A bed and some furniture will be delivered today hopefully and I will permanently move there. I'm thinking about looking for a house to buy when my lease runs out, I'm tired of renting. CG and I hung out over the weekend as much as possible. I am very much enjoying the time we spend together, so hopefully it will all work out well.

To answer a few questions. I quit updating this thread because of all the negativity. I joined this site to be part of a community that supports one another and shares their stories. It amazes me that people who didn't like what I was writing continued to read the thread and make comments. If I find a thread I don't like, I don't go back to it. It seems like common sense to me. I guess some people are miserable enough in their own lives that they feel the need to try to bring others down, to try to make themselves feel better about themselves. So I decided to just let this thread die rather than to continue feeding the hatred that was brewing around it. But now, we come to find out that one person with three accounts was making comments. Would someone make three accounts just to make positive comments? No... Maybe someone who logs on, on a daily basis to make negative comments? Maybe someone who other members stated was placed on their ignore list? I wonder who it could be? Actually, no I don't. I have pity for you sir. I pray that some day you find the joy and happiness that will make you want to become a better person. -----For those of you who don't want to know any more, stop reading here---- For those who are interested... I have moved into the spare bedroom in my apartment and am looking for a place of my own. My Ex went on my computer, looked at my browser history, found this site and this thread. She then shared it with someone who I shall not mention. Things are working out well though. Peace!

Ok, things have been clarified a bit. I don't have any time today, but I can keep updating this thread if you are interested. I just will not speak about or answer any questions about CG for now. Decide amongst yourselves and I will check back tomorrow. Either way, my story/life will go on. Have a great day guys!

Well guys, it looks like I probably won't be updating this thread anymore. I'll end this by saying that I am VERY happy in the way this whole thing has ended up. I hope you all had fun sharing this wild ride with me. And thanks again for all the good advice you sent me. Oh, and there are some new public pictures from today on my Flickr page for those who have the link. You'll know who it is. Enjoy!! Peace out my friends!

Hi again all. So it looks like CG and her boyfriend MAY have broken up. My GF said that she didn't have all the details yet, but if it is true I am wondering if it had anything to do with the diapers. Not much happened this weekend. My GF and I had fun going out of town to a car show to show a couple of cars I'm selling. We stayed in a local hotel and had a nice relaxing weekend. It was a lot of fun. I did have a good talk with my GF about the spanking. She admitted that she is confused as to what to do and was trying to do some type of role playing but me calling her mommy freaked her out. She agreed to try some more role playing in the future, but she had me agree to not to ask her to do it again if she didn't like it. Fair enough. I proposed next weekend, she said maybe.

Sorry for no updates in the last couple of days, but really nothing happened... that changed today. This morning I woke up and my GF was already gone (or so I thought). I went to the bathroom and then went downstairs to get my morning coffee. I assumed that my GF was gone since it was well past the time when she normally leaves in the morning. So, I walked downstairs in just my diaper (an Attends). Well, she was downstairs sitting at the dining room table drinking her coffee. I was almost to the coffee pot before I noticed her. I was clearly surprised to see her so she knew that I didn't plan to walk down like this in front of her. She stated that she had a doctors appointment and would go to work after that. She didn't seem to freaked out so I decided to go ahead and get my coffee. We talked for a second and I decided to sit at the table. She stopped me before I sat down... GF: What are you doing? Me: I was going to sit so we could talk GF: Not dressed like that. I thought we had an agreement about this? Me: Sorry, I didn't know you were down here GF: Maybe so, but when you found out you still didn't go back and put on some clothes Me: Sorry, I thought you seemed to be ok with it GF: So you thought about it and still didn't put some clothes on? ME: Yea, sorry... I'll go <she interrupted me> GF: You've been pushing it lately, so I figured you'd do something like this eventually. I've been thinking about what I would do. Me: Ok, and....? GF: You're in trouble Me: Ok <hmmm, this could be good or bad> GF: Follow me <she walked to the living room and pulled the big ottoman we have away from the chair into the middle of the living room> GF: Lay across it ME: <too myself, YES!> (We have played around with spanking each other in bed before, but never anything like this!) GF: <She walked away> ME: <I assumed she was going to get a belt from our room> GF: <She actually went into the kitchen and started digging through stuff> ME: <WTF?> GF: <She came back with this big spatula we have> ME: <slightly disappointed, oh well should still be ok> My GF then proceeded to give me the spanking of a lifetime. I was surprised at how far she took it. She had to switch hands back an forth a few times because she got tired. It really started to hurt after awhile and I started to squirm. She told me to stay still and kept going. My butt was on fire by the time she stopped... and I was turned on big time. GF: Stand up and take that thing off ME: <I did as she said. There ended up being diaper stuffing all over the floor as well> GF: <looking down at my penis> It looks like you liked that a little too much. Me: It hurt, but I liked it. GF: <she then walked up to me, wrapped her hand around my erect penis and started stroking it> GF: You want me to take care of you don't you? ME: Yes. (we refer to her taking care of me as when she will do "other things" to please me when she is on her period) GF: Well too bad, I'm not going to and I won't all weekend <she stopped stroking me and stepped away> ME: Awww, come on GF: And, no diapers for you all weekend either ME: <Uh oh, this isn't going as well as I thought> I thought about protesting, but then thought that this may be her first attempt at role playing with the diapers. ME: Yes mommy GF: Don't call me mommy! I am not your mommy! ME: Ok, fine. GF: Now pick up that diaper and all the stuff on the floor and throw it away. GF: No diapers this weekend or we will have to have another talk about our agreement. And that was it, I'm now confused. I know she was really mad, but was she trying to role play also? Or was it all in anger? I don't like it if she spanked me only out of anger. I can't tell if things are looking better (added role playing) or worse (her possibly changing her mind about me wearing diapers). I can deal without diapers for a weekend, but don't want this to be a regular thing. What do you all think?

BabyBat, I like that idea. It would be better for her to find out that there is an issue from me rather than from somewhere else. And, she probably won't be too terribly surprised after catching me checking CG out a few times anyway. Very good suggestion! Now I just have to decide when to do it. Timmyc, I didn't say that I didn't want this to be long term (aka marriage), it is something I am trying to decide. Isn't that what dating is all about? I am just feeling more pressure now to decide. I don't plan on making any rash decisions though... I am pretty much living in a dream world right now.

Two new incidents to tell y'all about. 1) I went to the bathroom last night and as I opened the door to go out my GF was just walking to the door to go in. I went to give her a quick kiss, but instead she pulled me in and gave me a hug... and a pat on my butt (diapered). Small thing but it made me feel good. 2) My GF called me a little while ago and told me to check her email, CG sent her an email and she wanted me to read it and reply to it. I was kind of nervous to look at it, not knowing what CG may have said. I opened her email and CG was asking my GF to find out where I bought the Bambinos (WOW!). That's not something I needed to see or think about. I replied with only the website address, I don't even want to talk to her. Until I figure out 100% what I want to do about my relationship I don't want any distractions. Giventofly, I'm definitely trying not to screw it up. But I do need to make a decision soon on if I want to stay with my GF for the long term (marriage) or not. If I let it, the diaper thing could prolong something that I may not want long term. It wouldn't be fair to her to drag this out solely for my pleasure while knowing that it won't go anywhere. luvs-to-wet, I have been making an effort to be more romantic and loving towards her. I seriously don't think that she has any hidden kinks that she hasn't told me about though. She pretty much speaks her mind about everything so I doubt she would hide something like that. She does have a few qwerky things she likes in bed and I do those for her on a regular basis. It's probably a good idea to ask if there is anything else I could do for her, I'll do that.

BabyBat, honestly the strength of my feelings towards my GF are something I have been questioning lately. I am in a great situation right now and would hate to loose it... but if there was situation that I thought could make me happier waiting on the sidelines I am not sure what I would do. I have been asking myself what i would do if CG came on to me and wanted everything that i do. I haven't answered that yet. Prior to the whole diaper thing I was having moments where I questioned my decision to move in with my GF. When I had decided to move out there were some feelings of relief, but more feelings of not wanting to loose her. As I mentioned previously, my girlfriend sometimes has this attitude where she talks about how all the guys were checking her out or hitting on her or how great she looked. I've dated 1 or 2 women like that in the past and I didn't stick around long. That attitude is one of my pet peeves, I absolutely hate it. The last time I heard BG mentioned; my GF was saying that she was mad at her over things she said that night. I'm not sure if she is out of the picture or not, I sure wouldn't miss her. Her boyfriend is cool though so it would suck to see him go. CG and BG were friends before they met my GF, I'm pretty sure that they are closer than my GF has ever been to BG. So, they are probably still talking but I haven't heard anything about what they are saying or not saying.

FYI, If you are typing a reply on this board don't try to look at other pages within the thread. I was on last night and typed up an update, but then lost the whole thing before I posted it because I changed pages to read some of the replies. I didn't feel like retyping the whole thing last night, so I just went to bed. My GF is having her "time of the month" right now, so no sex. Oh well, more diaper time for me! There was a little excitement last night. I decided to wear one of my few remaining Depends overnights to bed. If you are not familiar with them, they are probably the loudest diaper that was ever made. I put it on as soon as my GF went to bed. It's still exciting to walk around the apartment wearing only a diaper knowing she is at home. When I finally decided to go to bed I walked into the bedroom in just my diaper. I don't know if the diaper woke her up or if she was already awake, but she complained about how loud it was. I apologized and climbed into bed. I was having a hard time falling asleep and must have been tossing and turning a lot. She later asked me to please change my diaper as it was making noise every time I moved (it was cool hearing her ask me to change my diaper, would have been better if she would have offered to do it for me). I started to get up but then said to heck with it. Turned on my little reading light, rolled over and pulled an Abriform out of my night stand. I undid all of the tapes on the depends and took it off. I then re-diapered myself with the Abriform in the bed (it was really exciting to be doing it right in front of her). I looked at her a few times while I was doing it and she was watching at least once. I'm thinking (hoping) that I kind of have a free pass to wear diapers to bed now as long as they don't interfere with our sex life. I will just keep them discreet as possible during the day. Thats about it for the excitement so far, hopefully more to come. Ultrapampers, thanks for the words of support. You seem to be the big man of campus around her (other than the mods), so it means a lot. Yes, it drove me absolutely nuts to see CG wearing my diaper. Heck, it drove me nuts to just see her holding my diapers when I first brought them down. But, seeing her asleep on the couch in my diaper and t-shirt was almost more than I could handle. That is a vision that I will never forget. Babybat, in my fantasies CG does have a thing for me. I plan to just leave it at that, I don't think I really want to know the truth either way. One would be a disapointment and the other would be ... too tempting. Did I mention how cute she looked?

Believe me or not, that's your choice. I'll keep updating for those who are interested. That being said, nothing interesting happened since yesterday. Wore an Abriform to bed without any issues. Oh yea, I almost forgot... CG is moving in with my GF and I. We are all going to wear diapers 24/7 and have threesomes every night. Haha, I wish.

Huh? It said that he put something in my name?

Diaper_Me, I posted and then it vanished when I went back to edit it. So, I retyped the whole thing. I must have hit the delete button instead of the edit button?

Hi all, sorry for the delay. It's hard for me to post on the weekend as my GF doesn't know about this website or that I post about us online. So we had a long talk yesterday. I started by asking her how she felt about the diapers and if she would do it again. She will wear them again, but only occasionally (at most once a week). And she will surprise me every once in a while. She is not ready to diaper or change me, but did not rule it out. And, not mommy / baby stuff (bummer). Also, she is okay with me wearing more often as long as I don't walk around in just a diaper or display them. Of course everything isn't so great or it wouldn't be my life. CG had my GF drop her off at her BF's house while she was still wearing the diaper. Apparently her BF didn't like it to much. He started asking question so she told him everything that happened that night (Crap!). Part of the questions were about where she got the diaper. She told him that they were my GF's and mine and that we role played with them. She even told him that we were ALL wearing them that night (Yikes!). Oh well, if he tries to give me any crap I will ask him if he ass hurts from the giant dildo she has been shoving up it. Also, my GF did give me some crap about her catching me twice checking out CG. I apologized and told her that it wouldn't happen again. She seems to have dropped it for now.I don;t plan on putting myself in the situation of being alone with CG again, that way my GF won't think there is something going on between us (there's not). Someone asked if I would wear diapers out in pubic around my GF. I have already down this. If I am wearing a diaper and we go somewhere I just pull on some jeans or shorts. I don't actually know if my GF knows about this or not, but I don't plan to announce it to her. She will find out eventually. And someone else asked about a threesome between us. Obviously that would be awesome, but I don't do threesomes when in a committed relationship. To me that is just giving each other permission to cheat. Of the threesomes I have had outside of a relationship, none have turned into a relationship... I just don't think it works (at least not for me).