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hmmmm i dont really know why i said give up. At the start I was just like meh thats weird and I dont want to do it. But there was an urge in me and over the time it got stronger and stronger until I decided to stop resisting it and just give into the urge. I'm still trying to figure out a way toget them I forgot to mention I dont have a car yet becuase of vision problems >.< I was thinking about getting a ride with one of my friends and just telling em a lie but i cant think of anything at the moment. But when I do get my hands on some think I'll enjoy it? Think I'll get addicted?

Well decided to stop not wanting to be in diapers and just give in......and I have a feeling I'm gonna enjoy it.....a lot. I can remember wanting to be diapered back a long time ago but I kinda forgot about it until lately. The urge came back and its very strong this time I tried to stop wanting to be in diapers because I thought it was weird, but theres no getting rid of it this time. But can somone tell me a place where I can buy them without ordering them online? I want to be secret about it around my family. Could someone respond quickly....I....I....need them....

So I thought about it over night and it only made my urge stronger. Should I try to resist it? Or is i gonna happen sooner or later and I should just submit now and accept it?.......and enjoy it?

I can't help myself I've had a huge urge to wear diapers and I can't accept it. Is this alright? Is it a bad or good thing to urge this? My body is a bit shivery with the idea but my mind is saying yes yes YES....I....I want my drawer of boxers to be a drawer full of diapers and wear them 24/7 is what my mind is telling me and it's slowly taking over Can someone convince or comfort me? And even if I did start doing this I have a bad relationshp with my parents and I would never tell them so thats out of the question.