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  1. Sure Aleia. More the merrier. Seems chuckles is causing drama here so might as well watch it. Hands out the popcorn and hotdogs
  2. sits in the confused corner with bethany
  3. He sits in his car waiting for his date to get ready. She's running late as usual. He nervously fidgets with his keys hanging from the ignition. They've been together for over a year now. Things have gone relatively well so far. He knows that tonight is going to be the turning point for their relationship. Time seems to stand still. It's about quarter past seven when she finally opens the door and descends down the walkway. He gets out and opens the door for her and then closes it. He walks around the front and then sits down and closes his door. "Hi." He says as he leans over to give her a kiss on the cheek. You look fabulous tonight honey." He says as he starts the car. They make small talk on the way to the restaurant. A few minutes later they arrive. They park and then walk towards the restaurant. "This is my favorite place." She says as she realizes where they are. They are seated and their drink order is taken. He begins to wine and dine her. She is just stunned by all of this. Later on in the evening the food arrives and they begin eating. "This is absolutely delicious." She says as they both smile. "I want to make a toast." He says as he lifts his wine glass. She does the same. "To a wonderful evening full of many possibilities." He says as they gently touch there glasses together. "I'll drink to that." She says as they both drink. After some time, he pays the bill and they leave. He drives her up to a peak overlooking the city. They have been here a few times before. It was her favorite spot. He begins to get nervous as he knows the moment is approaching. She sensing this asks, "Are you alright?" "Yes, I am, but there is something I've been wanting to share with you for quite some time." Her ears perk up and she sits up and looks into his eyes. "Yes?" She says as she is ready to listen. "well, I don't know how to say this. This is difficult for me. I first of all want you to know that I love you." He says as he pauses. "You can tell me anything honey. I love you. You know that. Go on, it's alright." She says as she places a reassuring hand upon his shoulder. He takes a deep breath and then continues speaking. "Well, ok, um, I'll just come right out and say it. I have a sort of secret." He's interrupted by her. "You're not gay are you?" she asks. "No, oh no, not at all." They both chuckle. "Ok I won't interrupt you, just go on." She said. "Well Ok. As you know, I was adopted and I know I told you about some of the stuff that happened in my childhood. Well, um, I sometimes feel the need to sort of go back to early childhood, to relive, or to fix things. Like what I'm trying to say is that I like to role play as a toddler. I have my teddy bear that I sleep with, I have my cute footed jimmies I like to wear on nights when it's cold enough, and I um, I wear diapers too." He said and then began to get really nervous. She just looked at him intently. It seemed like a small eternity of silence. "Sweetie, I kind of knew you were different. I didn't have any idea it was something like this. So like how long have you been into this role-playing?" she asks. "Well, a very long time. I had a bedwetting problem as a child, and my mom put me in diapers, and I had fantasies about being a baby again. There were other events in my life that acted as triggers to bring me to where I am now with this, but basically I have tried to quit, but I just can't. I've finally came to terms with it recently. I've been learning to accept myself. It's not been easy though." He says. "You know what, its ok. I kind of get it. I never knew you went through so much stuff like that. Come here sweetie." She says as she leans forward and embraces him. He just lets her arms enfold him. He begins to cry. "Shh. Baby it's ok." She says while slightly rocking him side to side while holding him in her arms. His head lies upon her breast as he hides himself. He feels so ashamed, but yet relieved that she finally knows of his deepest secret. She kisses him and he stops crying. "I know that was hard for you to tell me. It means a lot to me that you trust me enough to talk about deep stuff like that. I love you, and nothing you have said tonight is gonna change that." She says as they both hug and kiss. "You wanna come over to my place and spend the night?" she asks. He nods. On the way to her place she mentions she wants to stop at a store. "Come on in with me." She says. When they get there she takes him straight back to the baby isle. She hands the basket to him to hold. She then begins filling it with items such as baby powder, baby oil, baby wipes. She also gets him a sippy cup, and a baby bottle. Then she takes him to another isle. "What size diapers do you wear?" she asks. "Medium." He says. She then takes a pack off the shelves. "Ok come on." She says as they go up to the front to check out. While in line, he is blushing. At the counter she pays for all of the items. Despite her getting a weird look from the cashier. They got back into the car and stopped by his place to get his teddy bear and his footed jimmies and his favorite blanket. Then they continued onward to her place. Once in the parking lot in front of her apartment they both carried the stuff up to her room. She then walked over to him and gave him another hug and whispered in his ear, "Do you want me to be your mommy tonight?" He just smiled and nodded. She took one of the diapers from the bag she purchased and opened it up and laid it on her bed. She then motioned for him to lie there as she pulled off his pants. She sprinkled some baby powder on his bottom and then pulled the diaper up between his legs and fastened the tapes snuggly. She stood there looking at him and smiled. She began to feel her maternal instinct kick in as she finished dressing him in his cute little footed sleeper. She then tucked him in and took the baby bottle out to the kitchen. She heated some milk for him and then brought the bottle back. She held the bottle to his lips as they cuddled close. He began to drink from it. "You're so cute." She says as she just smiles at him. They both feel the warmth and love. After he had finished the bottle she set it on the nightstand and then she turned out the lamp. She got under the covers with him and kissed him. She reached her hand inside the waistband of his pajamas. She felt the crinkly plastic of his diaper. She grabbed his crotch and felt a warmth. She looked at him and teasingly said, "Did my baby wet his little diaper?" He normally would have blushed when being teased like this, but he was so regressed into the state of being a big baby, that he processed everything on that level. They both fell asleep while holding each other. Later that morning she slid down his jammies and took down his wet diaper and wiped him with the baby wipes. She then put him into another diaper. She then made him another bottle, this time slipping a little alcohol into it. She left him with his bottle and took a nice long hot shower. She came into the bedroom totally naked. Staring at opened bag of diapers she couldn't resist trying one on for herself. She lie on the bed next to him. He had fallen back asleep. She diapered herself and then gently woke him. "Hi honey. Look what I'm wearing." She said as she looked down at her diaper. He looked at her. He smiled. "You look sexy wearing that." He said. "Oh now is that any way for a baby to talk to his mommy!" she scolded. He sat up and stretched. "I can't believe all this is happening. I wasn't sure how you would react when I told you." He said. "Well you know I love you and that nothing will ever change that. I actually enjoyed last night. It added a special dimension to our relationship." She said as they sat on the edge of the bed together. They had breakfast and then went back to bed to cuddle. "I have to pee." She said a while later as she got up. "Why are you getting up. You've got a diaper on. Remember?" he said. "Oh my gosh, you're right." She said. She just stood there and totally soaked her diaper. "I see why you like it now. It feels so warm. It doesn't even seem gross to me. I first thought it would be. Like when you told me last night I wasn't sure what to think about it. But now I think I like it. I mean, the whole idea of having our little secret now. You know?" she said. "Yeah. I agree, I think it's really cool that you gave it a try for yourself. I've had lots of girls in the past freak out about it." He said. "Well they weren't as in love with you as I am." She said as they began to make out. After a while he laid her down and changed her. They both decided to spend the day inside, and wearing diapers. As time went on they continued there normal relationship with the occasional baby time some evenings. She also used diapers for convenience a few times when they went to football games. They went on to get married and they had a wonderful healthy and long lasting relationship. I guess you could say they lived happily ever after.
  4. upseydaisy

    Singles Scene

    I don't mind either way. With me I wear for need anyways so they will need to cope with me in diapers 24/7. Having said that it would be easier if they knew about AB/DL.
  5. I'm trying to look for someone else in this community website that wears diapers bigger than 3XL. Its hard to find someone in that diaper range. I wear a 4-5 XL diaper depending on the brand of diaper but get mine from hospital because I need to health issues.
  6. DD did you get my email of the stories I sent you. I have the whole collection here waiting for your approval.
  7. If you dislike my poems then please do not read them or even post a comment. Atleast its something though. Im doing my bit for the community. phogendpf you said you hate poems and people are shoving them down your throat. then why click on this poem for then? If you hate poems why click on a post which clearly states POEM. Its beyond me. Poems are sweet no matter who wrote them. Im proud of them and have had good feedback from them. Same a couple like to say negitive things about them Oh well.
  8. Each to their own BUT why did you click on the topic on the boards to read it? If I didn't like something I would read it. Just a thought.
  9. Thank you hehehe Glad you liked it
  10. This has to be my favorite stories I've written. Chapter 1 While searching the internet one Saturday afternoon, Stephanie came across a website of a company offering a once in a life time offer. The chance to become a baby again. Stephanie sat there in her soggy diaper and read the screen. She was skeptical about the whole thing but something inside her made her pick up the phone and call to make an appointment. She waited the next couple of days and finally on Tuesday she took the bus downtown. She walked 3 blocks and entered a large office building. She looked at the plaque at the elevator. She found the room number for SyneTech. She entered and elevator and began her accent to the top floor. The door opened and she walked down the long corridor and came upon a sign that read, "SyneTech Sales Department". She opened the door and was greeted by a receptionist sitting at a desk. "Hello Stephanie the woman said as she stood up, reaching over the desk to shake hands. Stephanie sat down. She was very nervous at this point. She was a very shy woman with social anxieties. She was almost shaking. "Are you alright?" the receptionist asked. "Yeah, I'm fine. Sorry, I just get nervous easily." She replied. The woman nodded. "So, Stephanie, what brings you here today?" "Um, well I saw your internet ad and um, I just, um." Stephanie couldn't finish her sentence. "You want to be a baby again." The receptionist said knowingly. "Yes." Stephanie said while lowering her gaze to the floor. "Stephanie, there is no need to feel ashamed. I'm a graduate of the program. I can totally empathize with your situation." The receptionist said warmly. "How does it work? Is it some kind of virtual reality or hypnotically induced dream?" Stephanie asked. "No, in fact there are some companies available for that. But what we have is better. We have nano-technology of a biometric nature which can graft itself into your DNA. The computer software interfaces with this hardware connection and reprograms your DNA to rebuild your body cell by cell. This takes roughly 4 years, during which time you are in a sleep state. In this state your mental processes are suspended so that you are not aware of the sleep. You will not dream. It will just seem like an instant for you. When you wake up however, you will be approximately the size of a new born infant." Stephanie listened intently. "We bombard the nano-technology with electrons which makes them turn off. We have a staff of well trained, and highly screened guardians. You will have a second chance to grow up in a nurturing environment. At around age 12 your memories will begin to return. This is because a section of your brain is isolated for purposes of allowing you to make the new memories. Basically when the other section of the brain begins to re-integrate, we will again put you in a sleep state for 4 years as our computer runs algorithms on your re-integration process. Thus taking away your original bad memories and allowing the new memories from your time here to remain. It does exhaustive cross checks to make sure that when you awake you are totally mentally adjusted to a combination of both realities." Stephanie's mouth was wide open in awe. "So how long is the whole thing?" she asked. "It is a total of 20 years. 4 years to initiate, 12 years to live the life you always wanted, and 4 years to re-integrate." The receptionist said. "I was kind of hoping to be a baby for longer, not just grow up again." Stephanie said. The receptionist smiled. "The great part about this is if you are not so inclined, you never have to potty train, go to school, or deal with growing up. If that is your request, then you will be able to pass that on to your guardians." "How do I know who will be my guardian?" she asked. "We will schedule an interview with our staff psychologist. From that data we'll select a pool of likely candidates, and you will get to talk with them and choose for yourself." "And the cost?" Stephanie asked. "We have three plans. First is for your entire 20 year metamorphosis, it is $100,000 per year, payable half up front and the other half when you finish the program. The other plans are only pay for 10 years worth if you sign a contract to work for us as guardians for the next 10 years after your program. If you do this, you will be taken care of, food, lodging, and a very generous allowance and a retirement package. And thirdly, we have a cost free plan, if you work as a guardian for 3 client generations, you owe us nothing, and you will be paid on top of that, including retirement." Stephanie thought for a moment. "But I don't know if I'd make a good guardian." She said. The receptionist smiled. "Everyone who graduates from this program will be a perfectly suited guardian. In fact, I am hoping to be matched with a client soon actually." The receptionist said. "Ok so 20 years to do this thing, spend maybe 15 years working for ya to get half off, or spend 40 years roughly, and I owe nothing and I am taken care of for life?" Stephanie asked. "Precisely." "Also an option is, you can put down your first payment now since you can't decide on weather or not you will want to work for us. This way if you come out and decide to work for us for 1 client, then you are free to go, your debt is paid and we will give a good amount towards your retirement. But if you choose to work for us for 3 clients, 36 years, we will totally set you up for life." The receptionist said. "Like how much?" Stephanie asked. "It's $80,000 per year for retirement. If you 20 when you start with us, you will be retiring at 56, giving you at least 30 years. And might I add that the whole guardian role is something that will be worth while and make you feel good about your life. I've talked to many who chose this route and they have no regrets." She said. "So I can be a big baby for 12 years. What if I wanted to just pay you and do it over and over again?" Stephanie asked. The receptionist sighed. "You can only have the procedure done once. The body cannot undergo the procedure safely after the first time. This is because the brain cannot take on a third set of realities. And also the DNA rejects it after the first time." She said. "Well maybe I should try one of the virtual reality solutions. They charge $50-80 grand a year and you go right into the reality once you're hooked up. You can stay plugged in as long as you like until the money runs out." Stephanie said. "Think about this, do you want to get plugged in, and have all your assets drained because you're addicted to your own minds self run fantasies presented to you via the VR device? You won't be any better off when you are unplugged. This experience will help you to heal, and to grow, and to fulfill the need of babyhood. The other method will not do it as deeply. This method will allow you to become a better person for the experience. I'm sure you've been to therapists to deal with your infantilism. And if it had helped, you wouldn't be here right now. What I'm saying is this goes beyond something just for your entertainment or pleasure. This is the way to healing and becoming someone who can help heal others. Having a life that is meaningful. Full of love, and wonderful friends for life. Think about that." Stephanie began to cry. The receptionist came around the desk and sat in a chair next to her putting her arm around Stephanie. "It's ok." She said. "I want to do it now. I don't want to go another day like this. I need to be small again. Please." She said as she just collapsed onto the floor crying. The receptionist knelt beside her. She pulled Stephanie into her arms and held her. Stephanie was hyperventilating. She also lost control and had a bowel movement in her diaper. "Honey, lets go change your diaper, and put you down for a nap. I will send for our jet. I will fly with you to our medical facility and when you wake up I'll be there. Then we can fill out the forms. Take this pill. I'll be here when you wake up." She said while giving Stephanie a pill and some water to wash it down with. Stephanie passed out on the floor. The receptionist unlocked a cabinet and pulled out a diaper bag. She proceeded to change Stephanie right there on the floor in the office. The receptionist and another lady picked Stephanie up and laid her on a bed in an empty office room. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 11, 2006 Chapter 2 Stephanie awoke a while later. She opened her eyes. The receptionist was sitting by her bed. "Stephanie, do you remember me. My name is Joanna. We talked earlier. You are at SyneTech. We are getting ready to board a jet to go to our other facility to begin your transformation. Do you remember?" Joanna asked calmly. Stephanie's mind rushed. It all came flooding back. "Yeah, I remember." She said. She realized that she was in a different diaper and in fact, was in a hospital gown and did not have any of her clothing or personal effects. Stephanie got up and walked with Joanna back out to the desk. She spent 30 minutes going over paper work. She decided to risk it all and sign up for the full 36 years service. After all, she only have $50,000 to her name. "You won't be disappointed." Joanna said. She signed papers for medical release, asset freeze during the time when she was in the program, birth certificate modification, and the whole works. They went up to the roof and a helicopter took them to a airport only a couple miles away. The jet was ready. They were off the runway by 8pm that evening. "Hey, I just thought of something." Stephanie said out of the blue while sitting in the jet with Joanna. "What is it?" "I'm 30 now, so if I go back to 1 and live to be 80, that means that in essence I've really lived a 110 year life!" she said. "Yes, that is a side benefit." Joanna replied. "Well if I waited until I was 70 and did it I'd live 150 years!" Stephanie said while laughing. "I suppose so, but how do you know if you would have lived to be 70. At least you know you have today." Joanna remarked. Around 9:30 they touched down. A limo was waiting for them at the runway. Stephanie and Joanna checked into the facility. Joanna gave Stephanie a brief tour and then showed her to her quarters. There was all the comforts of home in this room. "well get some sleep. Tomorrow you'll be in front of the board of psychologists. Then the next day we can hang out and I'll show you around the facility more. Then we'll get your results back and prepare for you to meet with the prospective guardians. Also if there is anyone you need us to notify of your disappearance, let us know. We have a variety of ways to deal with this issue. But we can talk about that Thursday. Tomorrow I will not be here. I have to go back to the city and close a couple more deals. But I will be here Thursday. Good luck tomorrow Stephanie." Joanna said as she gave her a hug. Stephanie took a shower, had some food from the mini kitchen and laid in bed watching TV. She then looked around for diapers. She thought surely they would have them around somewhere since this was a infantile transformation facility. Finally she found diapering supplies in the bottom of the closet that had other gowns on hangers. She diapered herself and laid awake thinking. She had a lot of thoughts rushing through her mind. She got up and looked in the medicine cabinet and found a sleeping pill. Normally she did not use medication for sleep, but she knew she had a big day coming tomorrow and it was already midnight. She took the pill and laid down. Within 5 minutes she was asleep. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 11, 2006 Chapter 3 Stephanie was awaken by the voice of some lady. She was startled. "who are you?" Stephanie asked. "I'm a nurse, here to change your diaper and escort you to breakfast and to your psych evaluation." She said. Stephanie laid back down and yawned. She let the woman nurse change her diaper and then she slipped on another gown. They went down to the dining hall there were a couple others there. The nurse sat down at the table with her. "Are these other people clients too?" Stephanie asked. "Yes." She replied. She wasn't very talkative so Stephanie just ate her breakfast. She went back to her room to brush her teeth. She then followed the nurse down a few halls and to a meeting room of sorts. She sat on a nice comfy couch. "If you need to be changed, just let them know. They'll page me. And don't feel shy about it. We all are here to help you. Everyone here is here to help you become the baby you always wanted to be. So there is no need to feel embarrassed about asking us for help. Okay?" she asked. Stephanie nodded. A female psychologist sat down in a chair closer to her. There was a table behind her up on a riser. "Hi, I'm Cindy. I will be conducting the interview today. As you see behind me there is a table for the panel of psychologists to sit in. Basically you will interact with me and I with you. They will prompt me to ask certain questions and even though you are answering me, they will also be included. She leaned forward and clipped a wireless microphone to Stephanie's gown. They talked briefly and then the others came into the room. They all introduced themselves. She had thought they would be a bunch of old men in suits. But she was very wrong. The board consisted of a mixture of men and women, and they were in casual attire. The session began. The morning session was not as emotionally intense as Stephanie had thought it might be. She had lunch and then returned to finish. This session was more demanding. Stephanie cried a few times. She was recounting some traumatic times in her childhood and it brought up a lot of painful memories. Finally at 6:30pm it was over. The board left. Cindy who was sitting across from her took her to the cafeteria and sat with her for dinner. Stephanie was not very hungry. "Hey I have an idea, how bout I find you some civilian clothes and I take you out to a place in town. I think that'll help you relax and get your mind off of everything. I know today's session was very difficult for you. But you did well. I am sure we will have no difficulties providing you with a good choice of guardians." She said. "Ok yeah I'd like to go somewhere, I kind of feel like I'm institutionalized." Stephanie went up to her room and a while later the Cindy arrived with some street clothes. Stephanie changed her wet diaper and then got dressed. She then went to the parking garage with Cindy. They went to a nice bar and grill type of restaurant. "Am I allowed to have alcohol?" Stephanie asked. "Sure I'll buy you a couple beers, but you probably shouldn't drink heavily. Not that it will interfere with the procedure, its just not going to look very good if I bring you back drunk." She said while laughing. Stephanie smiled and chuckled. It was the first time she had laughed in a while. After dinner and drinks they took a cab back to the facility and Stephanie and Cindy hung out in her room for a while. Finally around 9:30 Cindy left. Stephanie got in the shower and then put herself into a nice dry diaper and another gown. She crawled into bed. She was amused to find that someone had left a cute little stuffed bunny on her pillow. She cuddled with it and fell asleep. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 12, 2006 Chapter 4 Stephanie woke up around 7:30 and took another shower. She got dressed and went down to the dining room. She ate breakfast. She returned to her room and watched TV. About 9:30 there was a knock at the door. "Who is it?" "It's me, Joanna." Stephanie opened the door. Joanna had a bag of clothes for her. "I hope these fit." She said. "Where are we going?" "To the park." Joanna remarked. When Stephanie saw the contents of the bag she laughed. "You mean you're going to take me to the park dressed as a baby girl, in public?" "Well sure, why not. Actually it's not a public park. Its owned by SyneTech. But there are people there whom you might be interested to meet. Stephanie dressed herself in the babyish clothing. They once again went to the parking garage. However instead of getting on the main road, they took what looked to be a service road. It wound about and went back into a very scenic area. Stephanie was fixated on looking out the window at all the scenery. It was hard to imagine that such a modern complex amidst a mid-sized town could have a place like this. We parked and got out of the car. I saw what looked like any public park. Lots of kids happily playing. Some parents on the benches watching. We stood by the fence. I watched the interaction of the children playing. I turned to Joanna. "these are." She paused. "Clients." Joanna completed her sentence. "Yeah, but, they" Stephanie was staring in wide eyed amazement. "They are children, real as real can be. Just as you will be soon." Joanna said A moment or two passed. "Come on Stephanie, I want to introduce you." They entered the playground and sat down on the bench next to two women who appeared to be in there mid 20's. "Hey Joanna." They both said as they stood up and hugged her. "Hi. I want you guys to meet Stephanie. Stephanie meet Brenda, and Shelly." She said. We exchanged hellos. We sat back down and we began to talk. "So you are getting ready to enter the program?" Brenda asked. "Yes. I did my psych evaluation yesterday and I should be meeting with perspective guardians tomorrow." I said. "Very cool." Brenda said. "We are graduates of the program." Shelly said. "So you, um, you were, like a baby, and now your grown up, a second time?" Stephanie asked. "Yeah." Shelly said. "And you work here?" "Yes, I'm on my second client actually." "But you look so young." "A side effect of the program is that you don't look your age. I'm actually 48." Shelly said. "And I'm 45." Brenda said. Stephanie was silent for a moment. It was a lot to process. Children who used to be adults; Adults who used to be children? It was finally at that point that Stephanie realized what was going on. It finally dawned on her that she was really going to get the chance to be little again. They sat and talked a while longer. They pointed out which ones were there children. They explained how even though you have a primary guardian set, everyone takes care of everyone's kids and everyone is one big family. Stephanie inquired about the children as to if they were potty trained or left to be in diapers and be as much of a baby as they wanted. "Well, my baby girl is 4 right now, she's not potty trained but my last client actually began to wean around 9 years old. "Wean?" Stephanie asked. "Yeah, we breastfeed our babies. It's part of the bonding. And unlike the exterior society, we do not imprint shame or persecution for children who wish to still engage in babyish behavior. Trust me Stephanie, you are really going to have a life changing experience here." Shelly said. Brenda nodded. A while later Stephanie and Joanna left the park. ON the way back up the service road to the facility Stephanie was quiet. "This is part of the orientation, showing me a preview of the end results. Isn't it?" I asked. "Yes, it is. In fact, there is one paper yet left to be signed. Your final consent. If you wish, we can go sign that this afternoon." Joanna said. They arrived back at the parking garage. They went to an office and Stephanie signed the final paper. Her and Joanna spent the day talking about other things. But it seemed like every five minutes Stephanie would have another question or observation. It was hard not to think about what lie ahead. That evening after Joanna left, Stephanie retired to her room. The next morning she met her prospective guardians. They sat in a outside terrace and talked. They went over observations from not only Stephanie's psych evaluation, but also theirs. They all seemed so nice. The day went by quickly. Around evening time after spending all day with all of them, she had formed a bond already with a woman named Tabitha, and a man named Walter. They also felt the same. It amazed her how that even though she had made her choice, it didn't seem to make the others feel jealous. After all, once they had clients of their own, they would be part of the extended family at the secret community. Tabitha and Walter accompanied Stephanie to my room. Tabitha bathed her in the tub and diapered me. A large crib had been placed in my room while away. Stephanie was put in the crib. They slept on the bed. Even as an adult it was important for them to bond. They would be spending the next 3 days engaging in the roles of mother and father. Stephanie had no problem letting go and becoming a helpless baby, even in her adult state. They would go to the park and also would do other fun activities in town as well. Saturday, just a week from when she found SyneTech on the internet, she was one day away from going under. Since Stephanie and her new guardians had bonded so well the guardians also decided to go into deep sleep and only wake up a month before Stephanie was ready. This way they could prepare for there newborn's arrival. They could hardly bare the thought of not being able to have her for 4 years. This was often the case with guardians. Sunday afternoon Stephanie was given an IV and fell unconscious. Her last memory being that of her guardians at her bedside. For a while she felt half awake and half asleep as if it were a few hours. Then she felt something coming on even in her sleep She did not fight it. They informed her of what things to expect to feel during the transitioning. She knew by the fading of her mind's abilities, that she was being inducted into the complete psycho-paralysis All was dark. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 13, 2006 Chapter 5 Walter and Tabitha were brought out of deep sleep. They spent 3 weeks in physical therapy to restore thee muscles which had atrophied during the psycho-paralysis. During this time there home in the community was being furnished and decorated. The final week stretched on as they awaited bringing home there little newborn, Stephanie. Stephanie had finally been reprogrammed she was awoken from the psycho-paralysis. Tabitha held her as they sat in a rocker in the nursery. She was breastfeeding a very hungry baby girl. During these first weeks, there were other guardians and there children around. This was to help Stephanie get used to other people and bond with the whole community. Each female guardian was induced into lactation so that even babysitters and nurses could breastfeed the babies. By this point Joanna had been fitted with a client and by Stephanie's first birthday her and her baby boy were welcomed into the community. It seemed that somehow Stephanie had a bond with Joanna that must have come from previously knowing her. Sometimes certain subconscious thoughts could pass between the separate sections of the brain. This had been the case with previous clients. During community gathering son weekends all the families would do activities that were fun for the children and the adults. Since all the adults had been reborn children, they could easily engage in childish games and play time. There were a number of guardians in fact that were still not potty trained and were completely incontinent. Other guardians and the facilities nurses would take care of changing the adults. By Stephanie's second birthday she was a walking, talking, well adjusted child. In this community there was no need for guardians to work, for children to go to school. The knowledge of their previous life's education would be reconstructed into there brain during re-integration. Stephanie spent many wonderful afternoons at home with her family, and at the park with others. One day while spending a few days at Shelly's she saw that her 10 year old daughter was being breastfed. Stephanie waddled into the room holding onto her blankie. "Hi Stephie." Shelly said. She was just finishing feeding her daughter. Her daughter Jammie got out of her lap after giving her mommy a hug. "Hi Stephie." Jammie said as she sat down with her and played with some legos. During this time Shelly was in the next room folding clothes. "I go poo poo." Stephanie said as she got onto her knees then to her feet. "Mommy will change you." Jammie said as she took Stephanie's hand and they walked into the other room. "Mommy, Stephie made boom boom in her pants." Shelly chuckled. Come on honey buns lets go get your diaper changed." she said as she stood up and then picked up Stephanie and carried her to another room with diaper supplies and a changing table. "Well, looks like Stephie did a good job in her diaper. Yes she did. You filled it up and I bet your tummy feels better now that your all done." Shelly said while changing her diaper. Stephanie giggled. "Somebody's hiney is tinkie-poo." Jammie said while observing the changing of Stephanie. After the clean up, they went to the kitchen and had peanut butter and jelly sandwiches. Jammie had a bottle and Stephanie was breastfed by Shelly. Shelly and the 2 girls laid down on her bed for a nice afternoon nap. The wonderful thing about this community was that as Stephanie got older there was no shame or negative feelings about people being in different stages of development. There was no such thing as being at a certain level at a certain age. As Stephanie got older she began to understand more of what this place was like. It was more important to let every person be who they were and to always love others as yourself. When Stephanie was four years old she asked questions about where she came from, as was common with clients of this program since they did not look like there guardians. One day her mommy and daddy (Tabitha and Walter) sat down with her and had a talk. "Honey, we knew each other briefly a long long time ago that you cannot remember. We chose you, and you chose us to be your mommy and daddy." Stephanie listened as her mother and father explained things. "But why do big kids go away?" Stephanie asked. "Because at a certain age, it is time to go to sleep for a long nap. When you wake up you will still be here, but you will remember things from a long long time ago." "Is dat what crossing over is?" Steph asked. "Yes honey, it's basically when you grow up. See honey, while you are here you get to be little and be as much like a baby as you like. But when you get older there is a point where you have to go through a change during your nap. When you wake up you will be grown up. Instead of having to grow up little by little, you get to just be a child for a while. Then you just wake up and are a grown up one day." Walter said. "But I don't want to." she said with a tear in her eye. "Well baby you don't have to worry about that for a long time." she said while holding Stephanie. The years went on and on. Stephanie was approaching the crossing over time. She was now eleven. Still breastfed, and still not potty trained. That last year was such a special time for her. Every kid who was close to the time to grow up was basically spoiled and pampered even more than usual. At this point Stephanie realized that it was ok. She had seen others who she knew as a young girl who went away for four years and came back. She realized that when they came back, they were grown up, but still were the same person, they just knew a lot more. Two of her friends that already were re- integrated told her it was totally ok and there was nothing to worry about at all. "The community is here even when you cross over." she said. A few months after her 12'th birthday, she started her period. Also with the onset of puberty the other portion of the brain began to want its way back into the spotlight. This took the form of weird dreams. This was typical for clients. This meant it was time. Her last night everyone threw a party for her. Her guardians and a few of her closest childhood friends stood at her bedside. In the final moments when she was going under her mommy and daddy were laying next to her on each side. Stephanie was babbling in her baby talk. Her diaper was wet. Tabitha held her hand and Stephanie leaned her head against her mother's breasts. "See you soon baby, we'll be right here when you wake up." was the last words she heard as she fell asleep. She had many weird dreams and felt like she was in limbo for what seemed like days. Then, as before everything came to a halt as she was once again under psycho-paralysis. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 14, 2006 Chapter 6 (now in the first person perspective) I opened my eyes. I could barely moved. "Mommy?" I called. "I'm here sweetie." Tabitha said. She was crying. The four year wait was hard, but seeing Stephanie awake and in good mental condition was well worth it. "I'm wet." I said. "I know baby. Let me change you." she said. "Where daddy?" I asked. "He's downstairs. He'll be up here soon." "I wanna go home." I said. I spent the next month going through physical therapy while staying with my guardians. I was amazed at the transparency and clarity of my mind. I knew things like why my body was fully developed, and all my memories from the previous 12 year childhood experience. I also remembered my biological parents and old friends. I was allowed to contact those I had left behind. It was not easy for them or for me. I couldn't explain where I was. I used the cover story prepared by SyneTech that was used to stage my disappearance in the first place. I very much enjoyed babysitting the little tykes. I was still incontinent and absolutely loved it. Even as a grown woman of almost 17 years, I was allowed to regress and play just as before. I went to counseling to deal with a few minor transitional things. Mainly dealing with understanding my newly integrated mind. It was wonderful. I was no longer depressed. I didn't have a unfulfilled longing that haunted me for years before. My guardians were getting ready to take on there next client in the next couple of years. They had met while I was under. I was looking forward to the new arrival. The community was just as beneficial for me as an adult as it had been for me being a child. My mind was always stretched to the limit of understanding as more and more inward realizations flooded my awareness day by day. I enrolled in a 2 year set of classes to become a guardian myself. It was so weird how I was totally best friends with Joanna, yet she had seen me from original adulthood, to new childhood, and back to new adulthood. Again with the side effect of not showing age, she looked much like she did before. My baby sister Amber came to live with us near my end of the program. I loved her to death. She was so adorable. I went to the facility one day to begin induction of lactation. It only took a couple weeks of hormone therapy and I was able to breastfeed. It was such a rewarding experience. With my guardian certification, and my new motherly abilities, I was enjoying life to the fullest. I moved out of my guardians home when Amber was 3. But I was still in the community, just a few houses down. I started dating a guy named Jessie. We hit it off and got married. He also was a client of the program and now a guardian, as was I. I remembered him from when I was 4 and he was 5. We grew up together! It was unbelievably wonderful, the way this community was so tightly nit. I remembered the ways of the rest of the world. Bickering, shame, and so on, but it wasn't an emotion I was held captive to. Rather it was just as if I had read about these things in a book. They had no imprint on my psyche. About a year after our marriage, we met with a nice man of about 25. His name was Timothy. We called him Timmy. He had a horrible childhood. He was suicidal and really broken up and in need of this program. I remember the first time I breastfed him while we were in the adult to adult bonding stage. He was instantly in the zone. He went into psycho-paralysis and transformation. Jessie and I decided to not go under. We just spent the next four years helping all the other guardians out and taking care of the little ones. Finally one day we brought our little boy Timmy home. He was so cute. Jessie and I, and the whole community set out to bring him up in the loving, warm hearted, open minded community that had shaped me into a healthy adult. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 26, 2006 Chapter 7 One day when Timmy was 2 years old, him and I sat on the living room floor playing. After a while I felt like I was going number two. I still wore diapers and was never potty trained. "Mommy go poopoo." He said. I smiled. "Yes mommy did go poopoo in her diaper." He then stood up and squatted and filled his diaper up with poo. "I go poopoo." He said. "Aww, you're such a cutie baby." I said as I hugged him. I took him to his room and changed his dirty diaper. I then put him down for a nap. Then my husband changed me and we laid down for a nap as well. Raising a child in this community was really an amazing experience because of all the support and love of everyone. It seemed like a perfect world. Until one day people began to talk about an enemy of this place. There was a story about an old wicked lady who used to be a client but was not happy and she was mean and even grew up mean. She was a vile wretch of a person from stories I had heard. This lady, Katrina, had been banned years ago from the community and the facility. One day she came storming into the town hall screaming at everyone. Luckily some of the men took her and had her arrested for trespassing on private property. She was very enraged by this. We knew it wouldn't be the last time we ever heard from her. The stories have it that she has been around for a couple hundred years now. She was one of the first to be reborn into the community. As the years went by, our little Tim was growing up. He decided to be potty trained when he was 11. Even so, every night he still nursed at my breast before bed. The final time came for him to cross over and become reintegrated. As my guardians had done for me, we sat by him and held his hand as he went unconscious. I cried for the next few days. Jessie and I spent the next year resting and just enjoying each other. We also babysat for other community members who needed a break now and then. I finally decided to go to the facility for the first time in roughly 35 years. Well unless you count when I took classes, and when we picked up Tim. We took the long road and came into the parking garage. I was surprised to be greeted by Cindy when we entered the main office for guardian selection. She looked much older. I still looked like not a day over 18. "Well you look great." Cindy said as she marveled at how young I still appeared. "Thanks, you too." I said. We sat down and talked to her about how things had been for us with our first client and after finishing an afternoon of talking and filling out some forms, we met a potential client. Michelle was a 24 year old girl with blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes. She was very shy. It made me think back to when I was in her position nearly 35 years ago. "hi Michelle." I said as I reached a hand out. She stood there nervously. Jessie and I stood there. "Well, why don't you two have the afternoon to get to know each other." Cindy said in her elderly and somewhat raspy voice. She then cleared her throat. My mind was still spinning, if I had not gone through this transformation, I too would be in the elder years of my own life. Jessie, Michelle and I went to the dining area for lunch. I was hungry. Michelle was very quiet. "Honey, it's ok." I said as I put my arm around her. She was quivering. "You haven't touched your food honey. Are you okay?" I asked softly as I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of hers. Her mouth was moving but no sound came out. A tear fell from her left eye and ran down her cheek. "Aww honey." I said as I turned towards her and fully embraced her with both arms. She began to just ball her little heart out. I just held her and rocked her gently while whispering reassuring and nurturing things into her ear. I just kept her firmly in my arms. I noticed that she had made a mess in her diaper. "Honey, let's go up to your room and let momma change you okay?" I said softly. As we stood to leave the table she was blushing and hid her face against me. Jessie came around to the side of her. "Hey honey let me carry you to your room okay?" he asked gently. Michelle reluctantly let go of me. She turned to Jessie and he picked her up. She closed her eyes and we took her to her room. Jessie laid her on the bed and I began to clean her up. "Everything's fine baby. I'm just wiping your hiney. Shh. Just relax. Mommy's hear for you." I said as I finished cleaning and powdering her. I sat in the bed leaning back against the head board with her laying in the fetal position with her head resting in my lap. Jessie sat next to me. We both admired our perspective baby. "If she's this cute as a big girl, imagine her as a baby." I said smiling at Jessie. He nodded. We spent the next few days at the facility and Michelle bonded with us very well. We were very happy to hear that the process that used to take four years, now only took two years. They had some breakthroughs over the past decade. We were there by Michelle's bedside holding her hand. I laid up next to her. She and I exchanged gazes as she began to fall into her trance. Even several minutes after she was gone, I just couldn't bring myself to leave her side. We returned home later on that evening. I stopped by my guardian's house. They were doing ok but were sort of lonely. My little sister Amber had been in reintegration for 3 and a half years now. She was due to come out soon. They were very excited and anxious. Even though the genetic process had been sped up to two years, the reintegration was still a four year process. This was basically because the facility's board of directors decided it would be more important to put the funds for a faster super computer into the community itself. I thought this to be a wise choice. That night when Jessie and I laid down to go to bed I began to cry. He held me. "You need to be daddy's little girl tonight?" he asked. "yeah, me baby." I said. He patted my diapered tush and got up and fixed me a bottle. He gave me my bottle and cuddled with me. I fell asleep in his arms. I really did sleep like a baby that night. Transformed By BabyInDiapers Written April 26, 2006 Chapter 8 The day finally came when we brought our newborn Michelle home. She was so cute. I breastfed her and changed her diaper before putting her down for a nap. A few days later I received word that Cindy was in the hospital at the facility. I went to visit her. "Honey, Its my time to go." She said as we sat talking. "No, you can go through the program, and become young again." I said. "No sweetie, I've had my life, it was a good one. I'm ready now." She said. I had a tear fall from my eye. "Baby, don't cry. It'll all be okay." She said in her faint voice. "I'll always remember you and how you helped me. I wouldn't be the person I am now if it wasn't for you, and the others here." I said. I held her hand but she had passed on. I cried when I got home that day. Jessie just held me close. A weeks passed. The community was growing. It seemed more and more people were going through the program and opting to be guardians as I had chosen. Michelle was growing so fast. She was already 3 months old. I would take her down to the park and sit by the lake and she would just smile at me. I held her in my arms and she would nap while I held her. Jessie was working at the facility a couple days a week helping them with some renovations. There was talk of a retirement center for all of us guardians to live where there would be around the clock care. This place was such a peaceful place. Time went by, as it always did. Michelle's birthdays came more often each time. She was now 5 years old. She was the most living and caring little child I had ever known of. Everyone of the guardians loved babysitting her. She always was there for other kids. She would hug and cuddle any baby who might be crying for whatever reason. I knew she would become a wonderful guardian some day. As before, she had questions about why people would go away when they were older and so on. We explained it to her. She seemed to understand it. She was a very bright girl. One day I was changing Michelle and she asked me if I would potty train her. She was 7 at the time. She was trained within a couple weeks. But she would still wear her diapers to bed at night. The time came for Michelle to cross over. She was only 10, but she was going through the transition at an earlier age. The doctors said that some of the children would experience this earlier than others. That faithful day came when we had to let our little girl go. Four years was so long. I tried to cope but I became depressed. Jessie and I decided to go under for 3 and a half years. Since Michelle had crossed over at such a young age, she would only be 14 and a half when she woke up. She would still need to live with us. We woke up and went through the physical therapy to get our strength back in our atrophied muscles. A month or so passed and Michelle woke up. "Mommy. Daddy." She said as we both held her. After a day of observation, we brought her back home with us. She was still the same kind hearted Michelle. She was very intelligent. In her previous adult life, she had been very well educated. Of course, all her knowledge returned to her due to the filtering and reconstruction process. She lived with us over the next 5 years. When she was 17 she decided to take the classes to become a guardian. By the time she was 19, she had found a match. She fell in love with one of the children she grew up with. He was about 2 years older than her. They helped out in the community over the next couple years while waiting for there baby to be ready. Jessie and I also got matched up with a new baby. We were waiting for ours as well. We would be bringing home another baby girl named Kimberly. I felt like I was much better at raising girls than boys, although Tim turned out great. He had opted to work at the Facility on the scientific research team instead of becoming a guardian. He always was a brain though. The scientists discovered a way to sort of shrink already processed patients into the size of an 8 year old. Basically the process took only a year. There was no brain modifications needed. The process was purely genetic. The community decided that as a retirement option, guardians could choose to be small for the rest of there life if they so desired. This would really make it easier for the care givers at the retirement center to carry them and so on. We went to the facility and for the third and final time, brought home our little bundle of joy. At this point I was 85 years old, even though I only looked to be around 30 something. This new life definitely had its benefits.
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  14. I thought I was a freak. You see, I am a girl and I like wearing diapers. When I say diapers I mean diapers and rubber pants. I was glad to learn that other people, especially women, wore diapers too. It started when I was sixteen. I had a friend take me to get my drivers license. I was taking the written examination when I noticed the girl across the counter from me was dancing around. She was hopping from one foot to the other. I thought she was so nervous she would never pass the driving test even If she passed the written test. Just as I finished the written test I heard her sigh with relief and I thought she must have finished too. I soon found out what she had finished. She had just finished peeing. She had been dancing around trying to hold it in but had finally let go. It was not obvious that was what had happened. But, as she came up to turn in her test I heard a woman say "You wet your diaper, didn't you?" The girl said "Yes momma, I tried to hold it but could not wait any longer." I made It a point to look but could see no sign that she was wearing a diaper, let alone a wet one. Her mom must have noticed her dancing around and knew when the girl quit what had happened. I was told it would be about an hour before I could take my driving test so I decided to use the ladies room while I waited. As I came out of the stall in the ladies room I saw the same girl. She was laying on the floor with her skirt around her waist. She was wearing a wet diaper which her mother was removing. I washed my hands real slow as I watched in the mirror over the sink. When the diaper was off her, her mother washed her up, put another diaper under her and pinned it In place. She handed the girl a pair of rubber pants. The girl stood up, pulled the rubber pants up, let her skirt down and they left the room. By the time I got out of the ladies room they were calling my name to take my driving test. I do not remember taking the driving test but I passed It and got my license. All during the test all I thought about was seeing the girl get her diapers changed. On the way home I told my friend about It. I do not remember telling him about it either. He told me later that I had told him. I guess I was to preoccupied to know what was happening at the time. Jerry often walked me to school as he lived down the block from me. Shortly after I got my license he was walking me to school and asked If I had thought about what we talked about. I said I had no Idea what he was referring to. He said "About the diapers." I said "What diapers?" He then told me I had told him about seeing the girl wearing diapers and getting them changed and he had asked me If I wanted to wear diapers. I told him I did not recall any such conversation and I had no Intention of wearing diapers. "And," I said, "even If I did want to wear diapers I would not be about to tell you." Jerry said if I changed my mind, he would like to see me In them. I slapped him and walked faster. On the way home that afternoon Jerry caught up with me and said he was sorry, he did not mean to upset me. I told him I accepted his apology. He asked If I minded If we talked about what I had seen. I asked why. He said he diapered his sister at night and sometimes he diapered her during the day too. He was just wondering if other girls wore diapers. I said none that I knew of. He said that he was trying to be honest with me when he said if I wore diapers he would like to see me In them. In fact, he said, he would like to change them for me. I slapped him again and walked home alone. About a week later Jerry caught up with me as I was walking home from school. He said he had a surprise for me. He gave me a nicely wrapped package. Jerry said I was not to open it until I was alone. That night I opened the package In my room. It contained two diapers, pins, baby powder and rubber pants. I was mad and if he had been there I would have slapped him again. I do not know why, but I did not throw them out. I put the package in the back of my closet. Every few days I would get them out and look at them. Jerry was right, I did want to try on the diapers. I just did not want to admit it. Before long, I was not just looking at the diapers, I was taking them out and feeling them. Finally, I tried them on. They did not feel as good as I had Imagined. Later It dawned on me, I had not used the powder Jerry had given me. The next time I tried the diapers, I powdered myself first. The diapers felt better then, but they still did not feel right. I had no idea what was missing though. Just before school was out for the summer, I wore the diapers to school. As usual, Jerry caught up and walked with me. We were almost at school when he said I smelled good, like baby powder. Then he said "You are wearing the diapers aren't you?" I said I was not but he did not believe me. He asked If I was going to let him see them. I denied having them on and slapped him for asking. I made sure he missed me going home that afternoon. A couple of days after school was out Jerry and his sister came over. They were going to get an ice cream and wanted to know if I wanted to go with them. On the way back Jerry asked if I wanted to stop at his house and play Monopoly. When we got to his house I found out his mom was not home. I was not supposed to have boys visit unless my mom was home but was not sure if I could visit his house. Since his sister was there, I decided it would probably be okay. While we were playing Monopoly, in the living room, Jenny got up and wet towards the bathroom. I assumed she had to go until she came back carrying diapers, washcloth, and powder. Jerry said we would continue the game as soon as he changed Jenny. With that she pulled her skirt up around her waist and laid on the floor. Just like the girl I had seen before, she was wearing rubber pants over a wet diaper. Jerry pulled down her rubber pants, took off her wet diaper, and wiped her with the washcloth. Jerry pulled a dry diaper under her, powdered her, pinned the diaper in place and pulled her rubber pants back up. After she had been changed we continued our game. Jenny asked if I wore diapers too. I started to deny it but Instead admitted I did. She asked if Jerry changed me when I wet. I told her of course not and she wanted to know who did change me when I wet. I said I never wet the diapers and I put them on myself. She said that was no fun. Half the fun was wetting the diapers and the other half was getting them changed. She asked If I was wearing diapers then and I said no. Jenny said Jerry would probably diaper me if I wanted and she would loan me hers. Jerry said he would be glad to diaper me and Jenny could watch. I was reluctant and at the same time I wanted to say yes. Jenny ran Into the other room and came back with diapers, pins, and rubber pants. By then I had decided that as long as Jenny was in the room Jerry would not try to take advantage of me. I pulled my skirt up like she had done and laid on the floor. Jerry took my panties down, pulled a diaper under me, powdered me, and pinned the diaper In place. He tried putting the rubber pants on me but they were too small so I pulled my skirt down and we continued our game. Jenny was right about one thing, having Jerry diaper me was a lot better than diapering myself. Jenny said I was as hairy down there as Jerry. I asked if she had seen him getting his diapers changed. She called me silly saying boys did not wear diapers, only girls. I asked how she knew he was hairy down there and she said she had seen him in the shower. She said it as If I was asking silly questions. What I was hoping was that he wore diapers so I could diaper him like he had just diapered me. We had just finished the game when Jerry's mom came home. I had planned on leaving before she got there so we would not get in trouble. She did not seem to mind that I was there when no adults were present. Then I realized I was in a diaper and my panties were on the floor behind me where she might see them. She did too, she picked them up and asked If they were mine. What could I do? I said they were. She simply said that be naked under my skirt was not acceptable behavior. Jenny said I was not naked, Jerry had diapered me. I thought we were really in for it then. Jerry's mom said that was okay then, as long as I was not naked. She then asked if I wanted to stay for supper. After supper we played another game of Monopoly. When the game was over I had to go to the bathroom. Jenny had wet her diaper and Jerry had changed her while I watched again. When I said I had to go to the bathroom Jerry's mom said I should wet my diaper and after Jerry changed me I should be getting home before It got dark. I said I did not think wetting the diaper was a good Idea as I did not have any rubber pants and my skirt would get wet. She said if I pulled up the skirt It would not get wet. I did not want to wet while they watched but I seemed to be in a position where I had no choice so I did as she said. Even though she was in the room, she paid no attention as Jerry changed me. He took down my wet diaper, washed me, powdered me, put a dry diaper on me and I went home wearing the diaper. Again, Jenny was right, wetting the diaper and having Jerry change It was fun. I went home wearing the diaper. I never did see those panties again. I knew that my mom would not have the same attitude as Jerry's mom about my wearing diapers, let alone having Jerry put them on me and change them when I wet. I intended to wear them and wet them whenever Jerry wanted. Because of this, I spent as much of the summer as I could at Jerry's house. He did not diaper me all the time but I let him know I would let him diaper me whenever he wanted. His mom even bought rubber pants that fit me so I could wet my diapers without having to worry about getting my skirts wet. The first time Jerry changed me when his dad was in the room I was so nervous I started to pee again once he had my diaper down. Jerry calmly held another diaper over me while I wet. He then continued to diaper me as If nothing had happened. His dad was reading the paper and I do not think he even noticed that I was getting my wet diaper changed, let alone that I peed while my diaper was down. Jerry continued to diaper me for the next two years. After high school he went away to college. I went to a different college. I took diapers and rubber pants with me but It was just not the same. I have not seen Jerry since we went away to college. I have not met anyone who I would like to diaper me so I do not wear them often anymore. Maybe some day I will meet Jerry again, or at least someone who I would feel comfortable telling my secret to.
  15. Warning: This story has sexual content, unlike most stories on the website. So even though the other stories are acceptable for you, this one you must be 18 or older. Thanks. Bill gets home from his afternoon class at the community college. After getting to the apartment he sits on the couch and uses his WebTV to check email. Then he goes and makes something to eat. A while later he sits on the couch again watching TV. He looks at his watch. It's 8pm, Eastern time, but that means it's 5pm Pacific. Bill's on-line girlfriend gets home from work at 5. So in anticipation of seeing her on-line, he logs into a chat room and awaits her arrival. About 10 minutes later she appears. A little bit of background information on Bill and his girlfriend Kathy: Bill is a 22 year old student at a community college. Kathy is a 43 year old divorced mother who's children are off at college. She lives alone in an apartment in Seattle. Bill has been saving up money to go to see her in the summer. They begin to chat and talk. Kathy> Hey sweetie, so how was class today? Bill> Oh it was pretty good. Aced that test I took last week. Kathy> Awesome. So did you get the airline tickets this morning? Bill> Yes they came Yesterday afternoon actually. Kathy> Oh good. So are you ready for our first time seeing each other? Bill> More than ever. I'm so glad that I've met you. *Bill smiles at Kathy and gives her a hug.* Kathy> Aww, how sweet of you. Kathy> My daughter is here tonight she drove over to spend a week with me between semesters. She goes back Thursday. Bill> Wow, cutting it close huh? I come on Friday afternoon. LOL! *Kathy nods.* This carried on for some time until about midnight Bill's time. Finally exhausted and worn out from a long day, Bill logs off and gets ready for bed. After brushing his teeth he then goes to his room. He strips down naked. Then he reaches for a disposable diaper from the pack hidden behind his bed. A few days go by. His semester break is now over. Kathy's daughter's college had a different schedule so this worked out to Bill's advantage. Since Bill knew he would be a long time on the airplane and at the Airport, he decided to triple diaper himself with 2 inserts. He prepared the diapers by poking holes in 2 of them, cutting off the tapes and the wrap around peaces. He then put them both inside of an Attends and used a hot glue gun to hold the edges down so it would stay in place. He then took off his pants and laid on the floor. He pulled the diaper up between his legs so that the tapes were aligned well. He taped it into perfect place. Then he took duct tape to reinforce the tapes. He had no intention of changing until he was at Kathy's apartment. So he was strapped in no matter what. After duct taping this triple diaper, he then pulled up a pair of adult water proof pants. These would defiantly ensure that his pants stayed dry. Then the next step was finding a pair of pants that was big enough for that bulky diaper. He found a pair of jean shorts that were usually a size to big. They did the trick. He got his suitcases and put them in the trunk. He was waddling so much that he knew everyone at the airport and on the plane would know for sure he was diapered. On the way to the airport Bill had to go potty so he relaxed as he sat in his car waiting to enter the parking garage. He let go and wet a little in his diaper. When he got out of the car and stood up, he finished going pee. Then he took his suitcases and got them checked in and went to wait. As he walked by the bathrooms he saw many people going in and out. His thoughts once again turned to his predicament. He knew that even if he had to do number two, he was just going to have to do it and deal with the embarrassment because there was no way out of these diapers! They called for his flight to board. He got up and took his carry on bag, or should we say, his diaper bag. He handed the ticket agent the ticket and then boarded. As he found his row the flight attendant took notice of his padded bottom. She approached him after he had put his bag in the overhead compartment. "Excuse me sir, I couldn't help but noticing that you are diapered. If you have any special needs of any sort while aboard, don't hesitate to ask." Bill blushed. "I think I'll be fine, but thanks." "Ok, just don't hesitate to ask me to change you. We do it quite often actually." She then left him and tended to other passengers. Bill kept thinking. "Damn, I wore this freaking super absorbent locked diaper and now I wont be able to have her change me." He then said to himself, "When I come back, I'm just wearing a regular diaper and I'll be brave and just ask for assistance." After take off, Bill felt the urge to pee again. He was belted in. So he just spread his legs slightly and then leaned back against his seat. He took a deep breath, closed his eyes and relaxed. He felt the warm flow into his diaper. As usual though, he couldn't finish because he had trouble peeing while sitting down. A while later when the Fasten Seatbelt sign was turned off he stood up and held onto the seat in front of him. He just stood there real still and really took a leak in his diaper big time. Just then his gaze met that of the flight attendant. She smiled knowingly at him and said softly. "Any time, just ask me, ok?" He just nodded, and sat back down. The diaper felt awesome, being so thick he knew it would absorb all the way to Seattle. They served lunch. It was pretty decent for airplane food. A while later after lunch Bill decided to lean back a bit and relax. The flight attendant brought him a pillow and a little stuffed animal. "I think you'll like this." She said as she even went as far as to tuck him in with a blanket. Billy smiled at her and she left. Billy soon fell asleep. The flight went on. A while later, the flight attended came and woke him. "Wake up sir." She said as she nudged his shoulder. "We're almost ready to land. Do you need me to change you?" she asked? Billy noticed he was pretty wet but he said no that he was triple diapered and he'd be ok. "Oh wow, no wonder you have such a puffy bottom." She said as she giggled. Finally after he got his stuff he walked off of the plane. He was looking for his girlfriend. He finally saw her and she approached him. She was even more beautiful then her picture was. They both smiled at each other and then hugged. She immediately patted his bottom. "Nice diaper honey." She said as she walked with him to go get his luggage. After getting the luggage they were walking out of the airport. Bill felt like he had to go number two but he decided not to say anything and just try to hold it until they got to her apartment and he could take off his soggy diaper. On the way home however, Bills luck ran out on him. They were talking as she drove. It was a 45 minute ride to her apartment from the airport. In mid conversation Kathy noticed his look of discomfort. "Sweetie, do you have to go poo?" she asked in a motherly voice. Bill blushed. "I can wait till we get home and change out of this soggy diaper." He said as if to move on to another subject. "Nope, you can just go in the diaper honey. I insist." "But I don't usually do that though." "I know that, but when you're with me, you have to do both in your diaper ok?" "But you don't mind changing me?" Bill asked hesitantly. "Heck no, I'm a mom remember. Heck my daughter Rachel could really make some messy ones and I changed her for 3 years before she was trained. Believe me, after those kinda diapers, you can do anything." She said with a smile. There was silence. "Well ok, go honey." She said. "I have to get on my knees and squat down to go in my diaper." He said. "OK, unfasten your belt and turn around hold on to the seat and go poopy for momma ok?" As Bill got up and began to turn around she reached over and patted his thick diaper bottom. He began to relax and really make quite a mess in very embarrassed. "You're gonna change me?" he asked. "Well of course, you're a baby, you need someone to change your messy diapers." Bill finished doing the deed in his diaper. "Ok now sit down in it." She said as she pointed towards the seat." "But it'll get lal mushy all over me." "So, that's the best part of doing a poopy in them you silly baby, so go head, plop that cute fanny of yours down and squishy that thing!" she said with a grin going from ear to ear. Bill sat down in it. Oh wow she was right, he thought to himself. He squirmed a bit and after a while he got it all comfortable on his bottom. He just sat there relaxed and felt very turned on to for some reason. They pulled up to her apartment complex. As they carried his luggage up the stairs, Billy waddled like crazy. He had a massive load in my diaper not to mention the soggy swelled up padding from going pee so many times. "Looks like someone could use a diaper change huh?" Kathy said as she took Bill by the hand. She laid him on her bed. She took his clothes off. He lay there in just a diaper. She pulled down his waterproof pants. Then she untapped the outer layer diaper. It was wet since the other 2 layers had holes that let it drain into the bottom one. Then she pulled down the second layer. Now you could see where his messy had even soaked into that second layer. The last layer was pulled away to reveal Bill's naked, and very messy hiney and winky. She didn't waste any time. She put her hand on his little winky, which was stiff at the moment. She got poo on her fingers but didn't seem to even care. She played with him until he orgasmed. She took a couple baby wipes and cleaned the mess off of her hands. Then she began to use more baby wipes to wipe his messy hiney. Then she wiped under his balls and on his shaft and his nest of pubic hair. Poo was just everywhere, so she went over it a couple times to get it all off. After all that, she put diaper rash cream all over his hiney and then rubbed some onto his balls and the shaft of his penis. She sprinkled a lot of powder on a disposable diaper she had. Then she took baby oil and rubbed it in with the cream. She went to the bathroom washed her hands and came back and put the powdered diaper under him. Then she sprinkled more powder on his oily under-parts and let it cake on. Then she pulled the diaper up snug and tapped it into place. She then rolled him on his tummy and patted his diaper bottom. She massaged his neck, back and even down to his legs. By this point, Bill was so relaxed he just lay there. She undressed herself and lay next to him. She put a diaper under her, powdered herself lightly, then taped it in place. She paused a second and warmed it with her pee. Then she turned around to tend to Bill. They cuddled and then fell asleep for a few hours. Later on in the evening they woke up. She went to make dinner while he sat on the couch talking to her in the kitchen. Since it was a small apartment the kitchen wasn't really that much separate from the main living room area. She put dinner on the table. Before Billy sat down she put him over her knee and checked his diaper. She put her finger in the leg cuff to check for dampness. Then she lightly grabbed his crotch to see the sogginess of the diaper. Then she did the hiney sniff test to see if he was poopy again. Then when she finished she gave him a pat on the hiney and helped him sit down and tied a bib around him. She proceeded to feed herself and him both. Bill was really enjoying his visit so far. After eating she then took Bill to the bathroom and took his clothes off. She drew him a bath. She helped him into the tub. He stood there in the water. "Wait, I still have my diaper on, I can't sit in the water, it'll get soggy and stuff." "So what." She said as she forced him to sit down in the warm water on his diapered behind. Then she reached for the leg areas of the diaper and pulled them away from his skin allowing the warm water to flow upward into hi diaper, making it fill up like a water balloon. "Now doesn't that feel good?" she asked. "Wow, yes, that really does.' "Good. I learned long ago not to let babies in the tub un diapered. I mean think about it. You clean them up down there when you change the diapers during the day. SO really there is no need to clean it during bath time. So might as well keep the baby diapered so when they go pee and poop it'll stay in the diaper. I learned that with my daughter. She always seemed to have to go poo when in the tub. So I fixed that problem, and I've done it that way ever since." She said while washing Billy. After she washed his hair she drew more water in the tub to fill it up. She then took off her clothes and stood there in nothing but her soggy diaper. "Mommies have to go potty sometimes too, and if we're busy taking care of baby, we can't always make it to the potty, so momma needs a diaper too." She said as she stepped in the tub. She slowly squatted down and dipped her diaper into the water and then finally sat all the way down in the tub, facing Bill. She pulled her leg cuffs open to let warm water go into her diaper as well. See now we both are soggy. She scooted closer to Bill and put her legs around the outside of his. Now there 2 diapers were almost touching. Then she scooted a little bit more and they put there arms around each other and began to push against each other in there diapers. Bill fondled her boobies and she kissed him and they held and began to really hump hard against each other in the soggy squishy diapers. Then finally they both stood up. She led him out of the tub and they both walked quickly into her bedroom, even though they had swelled up dripping diapers from being in the bath tub. They dripped on the rug but neither of them cared at this point. As she plopped down on her bed, her diaper exploded. Water soaked her bed and the little gels came out all over. She then opened the front and exposed herself to him. He to turned backwards and jumped and plopped his bottom down on the bed in an effort to break open his diaper as well. It worked! Bill turned around to face Kathy. She opened the diaper and exposed him to her. She lay back on the bed. He lay on top of her. She reached down and slipped a condom on him and guided him into herself. They began to make sweet passionate love. The feeling of the soaked bed and diapers with gels all over the bed helped to make it feel more intense. They kept at it and she orgasmed 3 times and then finally Bill came hard and they moaned in bliss as they embraced each other's hot sweaty and wet bodies. Bill got up off of her. She pulled his milky condom off of him and sat up. She put his limp but yet very sensitive cock in her mouth and sucked him off into another orgasm. She swallowed it all. Then she pushed him over onto his back. She straddled him and then began to pee on him. Her warm stream of pee spread all over his tummy, and chest. She guided it like a precise gun that never missed its mark. They then pushed the busted open diapers off onto the floor and pushed the gels off as best they could. Then Kathy pulled up the covers around them and they cuddled in the wet bed. "If you have to go pee tonight while we're in bed, just go ok honey? Because it'll feel good to warm up our little puddle." She said. He smiled at her. Then he let go of a little tinkle and it sprayed her tummy. "Oh that felt nice." She said as she grabbed his manhood and stroked it gently. "Um, what about if we have to go, um." "you mean number two?" "Yeah." Bill whispered. "Oh what the hell, why not, just go in bed. I don't mind rolling around frolicking in your mess with you." She said as she giggled. "Well, I already went poo today, so I figured maybe you would later on tonight." "Oh, OK, so you'd like that wouldn't you?" she asked. "Yes, I would." To keep it short and sweet the next morning they woke up messy, really turned on and they made love again, then hit he shower. After cleaning each other off they went places. She let Bill be her baby. Even though there first encounter on the first day was sexual, she also nurtured the emotional baby within Bill. This went on for a few days and then Bill had to go back home. She diapered him in just one disposable diaper so that he would be forced to let a flight attendant change him. She also slipped a laxative into his coffee and eh didn't know it. Billy was on the plane on the way home, and you guessed it. He needed a major change. It was ironic, the same attendant from his last flight was there. She approached him realizing he was stinky. "Ok, I'm not gonna ask you this time sir. You got a messy diaper, and Its my duty to change you, so don't give me any problems ok?" "Ok, I'll let you change my poopy diaper." Bill said in a cute baby voice. "Aww, I see, Billy likes being a baby doesn't he?" "Yep" Bill said. "Good, then that's what I'll treat you like while you're on my plane.
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