I'm sure that for most of us "sissydom" isn't an instant thing. Not like yesterday you weren't a sissy today you are. My start was with diapers first. I was 5 and stole my first pair of plastic baby paints from the foster home I was in.The baby paints , in some odd way, made me feel special and by proxy enjoyed the love and attention the mommy was giving her baby. I wore my first disposable diaper at age 6. I found a few that some one had throne out, I took them home and plaied in them in secret. Diapers were always a part of my life and if I couldn't fiend them or steel them, I would substitute a bath towle and a white kitchen trash bag for a cloth diaper and plastic paints. NOW that I was 14 or so I was asked if I would be interested in a babysitting job. The laddy was a friend of the family and use to baby sit me, I realy liked her and took the job. As i watched her fluttering about the house gitting ready for her night out I would think how wounderfull it would be to enjoy her life. One night after she left on her date, I coppied her prepperations. I put on a pair of her painties stockings and a bra, then I picked out a dress I had seen her wear and I thought looked realy good on her. Then I tried to put on some make-up, well that was a dissaster ! so I washed it off and just did my hair up in the most fem. style I could manage. I felt great! I fell in love with the feeling of feminninity! Till this day I have nothing that can make me feel as wounderful as I do when I'm all dressed up as "Laura" My most special feeling comes from wearing a diaper under a cute short skirt, a pair of sexy heels , and a sheer blouse that just shows the outline of my bra, and then going out. I love the attention I get and most of it is because the people arent sure if I am a female. To me that's complament enough.